I found this this on the net from my fren's blog which substitutes each english alphabet into a japanese word...I'm not sure its correct but this is just for fun...

a-ka
b-zu
c-mi
d-te
e-ku
f-lu
g-ji
h-ri
i-ki
j-zu
k-me
l-ta
m-rin
n-to
o-mo
p-no
q-ke
r-shi
s-ari
t-chi
u-do
v-ru
w-mei
x-na
y-fu
z-zi

my name in japanese is kaarifushikalu.
my sis name in japanese is tekikatoka.
my mom's name in japanese is rinkashikikarin.
my dad's name in japanese is mekarinkita.

The names are all weird but hey, its all just for fun...

Does anybody realise who the boy in the picture is?!?!...Well it is Hisyam from 2R4 who looks so innocent and all so cute...Look at him now and u can see the differences for yourself...Anyways, juz wanted to put his picture here coz my blog looks quite plain without any pictures...

Juz finished watching So You Think You Can Dance and its quite a boring show...I don't know what else to do so i just keep updating my blog...Maybe i will be listening to online radios or what-so-ever or browse some catalogue(is it correct???)-.-\\\
over the internet...

I have a date with my dad tomorrow...Isn't it lame...Coz i don't usually like to go out with my parents coz i am more of a loner and like to keep to myself instead of opening up and talking to my parents...Well, that's just me...They don't take their time trying to understand me and why must i understand them...

I know what you guys might be thinking...I'm just setting up this blog to mock at my parents...Wrong, it's juz that everyday, there is something that my father do just to aggrevate me and i hate that...Even right now, he's in my room looking over my stuff...I need my FUCKING PRIVACY DUDE!!!

Well speaking of privacy, i thinks that my privacy is getting invaded by my father...He wants to check the work that i've done and he wants to check my file...He wants to check everything about me and i hate that...By the way, is there any law that i can pursue to let my parents know that i need my privacy...

I've heard about this law whereby a child could seek a court order to let himself be free of any legal guardian...I've heard about that in the US but not in Singapore...Right now, my father is trying to talk to me about something but guess what, I don't wanna talk to you...

I don't know why but i don't really think that i am close to my father...I don't think i share a bond with him coz he is working all the time while i am growing up...I feel much more comfortable trying to talk to a stranger coz i can talk about my secrets and i wouldm't care how he were to judge me coz by then, i would not meet him anymore...GEDDIT...

I've always have a love-hate-relationship with my family...1 day i may be sorry for what i've said about them and the next is like whatever man, i don't care a fucking shit...Well, i guess every teenager goes throught that but i guess mine is one of the more extreme cases...Never in this world will i try to understand anyone who doesn't understand me...

I always think before i go to sleep that one i am 20 years old, i would try and go study at a university far away and never come back...It's like i would be leaving Singapore...Maybe i might just do that, maybe i would not...We'll see when the time comes...For now, i've to go and suffer in silence for the next 6 years of my life...

I just got back from going out with my fren todae and i'm quite tired...Wasn't expecting my dad to be at home coz he said he wanted to go visit some relatives...Not wanting to talk to him, i juz go into my room and shut the door...Maybe he's in the kitchen right now and i have no plans to talk to him todae...He was supposed to go out so i'm juz gonna stay in my room all day and not talk to him...

Went to watch DOA:Dead Or Alive with my fren todae juz now...It was quite nice but the computer effects were really fake...There were a few uncensored scenes and there were a few DUNMAN SECONDARY SCHOOL boyz behind us who were laughing off and who i think are horny...The part where Holly Vallance aka "Christie" took off her bra, we can see her you know what...Overall it was a nice afternoon movie to watch...

Meet 2 2r2 boyz who were watching the same film as us...They had to change seats at the beginning of the movie as they sat on someone's else seats...Before watching the movie at Shaw Brothers Century Square, i went to eat at the Food Culture...Saw some Sec 4 malay gerls from my school and 1 of them was Irdayu's sister, Amalina...

I ate chicken chop with fried rice which cost $5 and drank milo which cost $1.40 so altogether i spent $6.40 on food and drinks...Bought a large iced lemon tee too at the candy bar outside the cinema at $2.50...Spent $8.40 on a taxi trip before meeting my fren as i was running late...what a waste...Bought 8 Days magazine and New Paper for $2.70...Bought a Nivea nose Pore Pack for $1.95 at Guardian pharmacy...Altogether i spent $21.95 todae...

My feet has been hurting all dae coz i'm wearin the converse shoes...I think i got blisters on my foot coz of the shoe...KKKRRRIIINNNGGG...i think its time to get a new shoe...i may be doing some shopping at the end of this month...Will be buying a wallet($30), pens and stuff(around $25), pencilcases(around $25) and maybe some shirts...Got to get more allowance from my parents this month...

Will be going to chalet on the 14,15 and 16 of november i guess...Have this NE thing at ITE College East on what-so-ever date which i don't think i will go...Also have a debate camp organised by the DEBATE ASSOCIATION OF SINGAPORE on the 15,16 and 17 december(may not be going to) and will be going to Australia from 11 to 28 DECEMBER...WoOhOo...

I still have not started on any of my HW's so have to start soon...got to go...MUACKS

Today, i did not manage to go to watch movies with my friend coz he have to go out today with his famil to visit some relative...Watched the television series as a backup plan and was enjoying it...Been feeling sick all day with a flu and coughing and am feeling like i'm getting a fever...My cousin called to ask if my parents are at home but i said they're working so he did not come today...

The heavy rain just know really dampens my all so crappy mood today...I don't know why but ever since the holaiday started i've been feeling crappy and i don't know why...Maybe it's because i'm going to sec 3 next year and would be in different classes as my frenz but i also heard this saying, "When 1 door closes, another one opens"...

I made plans to go out with my fren tomorrow and i may be going to the newly-opened Vivocity at Harbourfront...Planning to go watch movies and take neoprints and pose here, pose there, pose everywhere...May be buying a few essential things like a scrapbook and some new clothes since i'm meeting my sister at the end of the year...

Had to meet my sister's fren named Mariana to pass her some things tomorrow...most probably meet her at around 12 pm at the bus stop near tampines st 21...Ironically she is the sister of my fren's brother's girlfriend...FREAKY right, i noe...

Will be following my friend after that to send his subject combination option form so i would be quite busy tomorrow...Then go to Vivocity and do some shopping...Am planning to watch DOA:Dead Or Alive but not too sure about that coz it looks like a crappy movie...Wants to watch THE DEPARTED but it's rated NC 16...I mean that's soo stupid coz the revenue generated would be lesser...

Will be going to Lavender to make my passport withmy father at around afternoon...Gosh, must I go with him...Never mind just have to go out with him this once...After that i'm planning to go and eat BEN N JERRY'S or HAAGEN DAAZ...it's been a long long time since i last had them...

I found my diary that I thought had been lost under my shelf of clothes...Must have hid them from my parents so as not to let them see what i wrote in them...It's all about my personal live so noooo noooo heck nooo i'm not going to let them find out...

Have been thinking of primary school friends that i think would be more and more distant from each other...May not be seeing them ever again...Heck care i don't need them to survive...You can die for all i care...Well not all but some really irritating ones so fuck off...

I may have been MEAN in making my blog but heck care...geddit...

I am quite tired from yesterday...Right after i finished blogging for yesterday's post, some of my relatives called to see if they can come to our house...And it was like at 12 midnight...At first i felt crappy coz i'm still very tired and was having a running nose because of the full blast of aircon at the SIM uni...But i guess it was a blessing in disguise coz i got to collect around $50 for yesterday night's green packet...WOOHOO...

Well those relatives are the one who are staying in Australia and they may going back there soon...Speaking of Australia, my sister just called in this morning...I am very unhappy with er coz her timing of call is so bad...She called in last night at about 1 in the morning and called again this morning at about 10 and she had to wake me up...Well, her friend is leaving for australia from singapore and she wanted me to pass something to her friend who in turn would pass it to her...She wanted a dictionary and some traditional cookies...

She's been calling in my mother to remind her that she misses the traditional cookies... My GOD, is she pregnant or what?Usually pregnat woman are the one who craves for all sorts of thing... I don't think that she's pregnant coz my father would be filled with fury to know that his daughter has been having sex before marriage...I know my sister too well and i know that she's a mature woman who knows the right decisions to make when faced with choices...Why am I talking so much about my sister...

Oh yes, Zansher was interested witha debater from BUKIT VIEW SECONDARY SCHOOL and wanted to know her name...Fortunately for her and unfortunately for Zansher, she left early...We were all going to the bus stop opposite SIM uni which was very quiet with a forest backdrop whaen Michelle saw the girl's teammate...Michelle asked about the girl's name and it turned out to be FLORENCE...what a name...

We all took the same bus home except for Zansher, Gabriel and Mdm Yanti...We took bus number 184 and stopped at Clementi MRT station...Actually, i could take bus number 74 or 52 from there but was afraid so i just took the MRT home with them...We talked about a lot of things and we bitched about someone too...It's our common nemesis...The MRT ride was like 45 minutes and I reached home at around 9.45 at night...Then that was when the BLAH BLAH BLAH goes on and on...

I'm planning to watch a movie with my friend but i am not sure whether he will make it or not so if he can't make it then i have some backup plans already...I will be watching a tv marathon starting from 4 pm.The television series are ''Jack and Bobby'', "Joan of Arcadia" and "Veronica Mars"...Then maybe i'll be watching some DVD's...Got To Go now...MUACKS...

I've a lot of things to say today...As you guys can see, i am in the school debate team and we had ''The Arena'' audition just now from 10 in the morning and was supposed to end at 6.30 but it ended at 8 at night...And so now, i am still so tired but the only thing is that now, i cannot sleep....There were a few supporters supporting our debaters who are Zansher(3r4 Exco member), Michelle(3r2) and Jessica(3r2). The supporter are me, Clarissa(3r6), Xin Yi(2r5), Gabriel(1r3) and Xiao Yao(3r4). Liyana(3r3), Syuhada(3r1) and Wei Liang(3r3) were not able to make it...Liyana have high fever and Syuhada have stomach flu and we the supporters are ''compulsive liars''.

Sad thing is, we DID NOT make it to the next round of the competition which is the semi-finals...But it is okay coz we had tried our best...What makes me and Clarissa crappy today was that of an insensitive Tanjong Katong girl... She is such a fucking bitch...She was bitching all the way about our school's debate team like ''is he rebutting all the way'' and ''his pants are too low and baggy''. And the great thing about that was that she was bitching right behind us...We had to fight back so we said the same sarcastic and sadistic things that she said to her school back... AND WE SAID IT LOUDLY...she gets the taste of her own medicine...Fucking hell, her school did not make it past to the next round too...MUAHAHAHA...

Mr Chua was there at the debate and luckily me, Clarisa and Xin Yi were not wearing school uniform so we can get away from him.. When we first saw him, we quickly ran and hide...Gabriel did not follow us and so Mr Chua found him...Such a Sad sad thing for him...By the way, did i mention the venue was at SIM University at Clementi...my gosh, it was so big and so nice and so clean and I can go on and on...BLAH BLAH BLAH...but seriously, you guys should have been there...Eunice Olsen and Adrian Pang was also there as a judge and a host respectively...They seem down to earth and look nice and allowed people to take pics with them...

Finally, we had to practically wait and laze around the SIM uni to wait for our turn and it was like around 5 in the evening that our turn finally came...We all cheered loudly for our debaters to show that fucking Tanjong Katong girl that we rox and she sucks... I still cannot get over the fact that she insulted our debaters... May her life be haunted by her past sins forever ...MUAHAHAH...

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Gosh! I hate people that are closest to me in my life...I hate you fucking guys...Juz get out of my freaking life coz u guyz are just like a poison seeping through my flesh. You tore away my skin with your fucking freaking words and you ripped away my trust. Juz get away from my damn life and go, be gone forever...Unfortunately u guyz cannot do that coz i'm stuck with u damn guyz!!!!

Every night i would curse at you for mocking at me...May u guys dissappear from the face of this planet and not have anyone mizz you...You would be forgotten and ur memories would onli be remembered by those who are stupid enough to remember to remember you guyz. Go in front of that large freaking mirror and look at urself.. Are you guyz perfect? Are you guyz so damn perfect that you guys think other people have to be perfect like you guyz too?

To me, when I look at ur freakin' faces, I see the most imperfect person...Ur personality, Ur knowledge and EVEYTHING about u guys are disastrous...U guys make me so DAMN sick that i tend to shy away from u guys even though i cannot succeed every time by doing that all the tyme...U guyz are just like those disastrous storms that come into people's life abruptly...Disrupting and Destroying the perfect life that people have been trying to build all their life ...Never in my next life or wad so fucking ever that i would want to know you guys, have any relations with you guys or ever see u guys on this face of the Earth ever again...I don't even want u guyz to exist coz ur just like a thorn that disrupts the normal flow of this nature...

Speaking of which, i would never ever want to talk to you guys again unless being spoken to...I will never be able to forgive what u guyz did and said and i just wish that GOD can take my life away...
I wanna be a ghost to haunt you guyz down till you realize all ur mistakes that u have done...I wanna you guys to suffer so bad that you'll realize the fact that you guyz have been wrong all this while..I will haunt u guyz in ur dreams till u have insomnia and i will appear to you everytime u guyz are happy juz to ruin that moment... I will let you guyz beg to me to let u off but i enjoy doing it..You guys would not be freed from the clutches of my revenge that you guys would be crying for every second that you live...

Ur life would never be the same again coz every turn you go to, people would mock at you...I would blackmail you guys till you can't walk with ur head straight coz ur head would be filled with shame...U guys would be dreaming that everything would be over but never in a million years would i be able to let u guys off...I would be searching for u guys for every afterlife that u have and u would beg not to be reborned anymore...U guys are juz like the fucking piece of shit that i have ever seen in the whole of my 14 years of life...

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It has been a very long time since I last blogged. Been so busy with all the stuff at school and every other thing that a teenager goes through that i have even forgotten the password to my blog area. Hahaha. Wow, time has gone by so so quickly that we are all nearing the end of the school term. Next year, we will all be in secondary 3 and most probably we will be in different classes. We will be starting a new chapter in our lives and i am looking forward to that. Next year, the boys can wear long pants. YOOOhooo. It's a new experience coz we have been wearing shorts to school for practically 11 years of our school lives(including nursery).

Anyways, i have a lot of things to talk about. First and foremost, HARI RAYA is coming up so i can get a lot of green packets.YEAH. i also no need to fast anymore so can eat on the last day of school. The green packets i will save and not spend it coz i need it to spend in Australia.

Yes! I'm going to australiaand the great thing is... MY PARENTS WILL NOT BE COMING ALONG!!!!! Yeah, i'm visiting my sister there and i'm sure i'm gonna shop till i drop. Most probably if i have not enough money i will ask my sis to treat me...That's the great thing of having a big sis even though she is so damn annoying at times that i wish i could stranngle her to death but not get charged with murder for it.

Life for me this past year at school as a secondary school student has been preety much boring except for some colourful events like the class party.(P.S.: do u think it is colourful...). Maybe but its at fun as compared to all the other school days... Muahaha. Not that i'm saying the other school days are boring but.....I'm sure you all know what i'm trying to say.

Anyways, exams are all over and there's nothing much that i've been doing. Finally there is some world peace for me as my parents have stopped asking me to study everytime they see my face. PHEW...However, next year, the cycle starts all over again with the same routine except for the fact that i think that all the sec 3 students will be going home late as we have extra lessons. Whatever that is, lets just wait for next year for these things to happen. I'm am juz gonna enjoy all the free time that i'm having right now and breathe in the fresh air here in singapore.(hahaha... that's a contradiction coz there's this bloody damn haze...)

Anywayz, i've been watching rented DVD's for like forever coz there's not much thing to do at home than surfing the net, chatting, watch youtube and BLAHBLAHBLAH...SO people i'm got to go right now and enjoy ur holidays...

PEACE!!!!!!!!