Monday, October 30, 2006 @ 9:14 PM
BoReDoM
Does anybody realise who the boy in the picture is?!?!...Well it is Hisyam from 2R4 who looks so innocent and all so cute...Look at him now and u can see the differences for yourself...Anyways, juz wanted to put his picture here coz my blog looks quite plain without any pictures...Juz finished watching So You Think You Can Dance and its quite a boring show...I don't know what else to do so i just keep updating my blog...Maybe i will be listening to online radios or what-so-ever or browse some catalogue(is it correct???)-.-\\\over the internet...I have a date with my dad tomorrow...Isn't it lame...Coz i don't usually like to go out with my parents coz i am more of a loner and like to keep to myself instead of opening up and talking to my parents...Well, that's just me...They don't take their time trying to understand me and why must i understand them...
I know what you guys might be thinking...I'm just setting up this blog to mock at my parents...Wrong, it's juz that everyday, there is something that my father do just to aggrevate me and i hate that...Even right now, he's in my room looking over my stuff...I need my FUCKING PRIVACY DUDE!!!
Well speaking of privacy, i thinks that my privacy is getting invaded by my father...He wants to check the work that i've done and he wants to check my file...He wants to check everything about me and i hate that...By the way, is there any law that i can pursue to let my parents know that i need my privacy...
I've heard about this law whereby a child could seek a court order to let himself be free of any legal guardian...I've heard about that in the US but not in Singapore...Right now, my father is trying to talk to me about something but guess what, I don't wanna talk to you...
I don't know why but i don't really think that i am close to my father...I don't think i share a bond with him coz he is working all the time while i am growing up...I feel much more comfortable trying to talk to a stranger coz i can talk about my secrets and i wouldm't care how he were to judge me coz by then, i would not meet him anymore...GEDDIT...
I've always have a love-hate-relationship with my family...1 day i may be sorry for what i've said about them and the next is like whatever man, i don't care a fucking shit...Well, i guess every teenager goes throught that but i guess mine is one of the more extreme cases...Never in this world will i try to understand anyone who doesn't understand me...
I always think before i go to sleep that one i am 20 years old, i would try and go study at a university far away and never come back...It's like i would be leaving Singapore...Maybe i might just do that, maybe i would not...We'll see when the time comes...For now, i've to go and suffer in silence for the next 6 years of my life...