I have nothing else to do for the moment so why not do a questionarre that i grabbed from Mariana's bulletin at friendster...so here goes nothing...

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1.start time: 9.34 pm

2.name: noor asyraf bin kamil
3.nickname: asyrafachap, achap
4.if you were a skittle, what colour would you be: purple coz i love the taste
5.chinese zodiac: monkey
6.horoscope: virgo
7.hair colour: dark brown
8.eye colour: brown iris with black pupil
9.height: taller than 1.75m
10.favourite colour: black and blood red
11.glasses: yups
12.braces: nope
13.piercings/tattoos: nope and never will get it
14.pet: none
15.area code: 530307

16.ever cut your own hair: nope
17.ever did something in the past moth that you regret: its more of not doing it that i regret
18.ever hugged someone that's not your gf/bf: yups
19.ever skipped school: nope
20.ever bungee-jumped: nope
21.ever jumped off a building: nope
22.ever dumped someone: nope
23.ever been arrested: nope
24.ever TP'd at someone's house: my cousin's
25.ever won something: yups
26.ever been rejected: nope
27.ever been to a funeral: yups
28.ever used a lighter: yups
29.ever been on stage: yups

30.favourite season: winter
31.favourite ice-cream: chocolate
32.favourite school subject: english language
32.favourite persons: a lot
33.favourite books: chicken soup for the soul franchise
34.favourite movie: all that i've watched
35.favourite song: irreplaceable and sexyback
36.favourite park: new york central park
37.favourite state: boston
38.favourite place: definitely my room
39.favourite sports to watch: diving
40.bands: evanessence, breaking benjamin
41.favourite letter: ???
42.favourite restaurant: swensen's
43.favourite cartoon character: spongebob squarepants
44.favourite tv stations: mtv, hbo, starworld, axn, afc channel
45.favourite name for a son: ???
46.favourite name for a girl: ???

47.prefer chocolate or vanilla: chocolate
48.prefer long or short relationships: a long relationship with lots of trust and commitment
49.prefer dogs or cats: cats
50.prefer scary movies or comedies: no preferance
51.prefer short or long hair: not too long but definately not too short
52.prefer croutons or bacon bits: croutons
53.prefer kissing or hugging: no preferance

54.first thing that comes to mind about mexicans: their hats and costumes
55.first thing that comes to mind about school: friends
56.first thing that comes to mind about grass: green
57.first thing that comes to mind about cow: milk
58.first thing that comes to mind about canada: maple leaf
59.first thing that comes to mind about mouse: tom and jerry
60.first thing that comes to mind about hands: slapping

61.in the past 48 hours, have you watched a movie: yups
62.in the past 48 hours, have you talked on the phone: yups
63.in the past 48 hours, have you cried: nope
64.in the past 48 hours, have you threw up: nope
65.in the past 48 hours, have you drank a glass of water: a dozen times
66.in the past 48 hours, have you done drugs: nope
67.in the past 48 hours, have you read a book or a magazine: yups
68.in the past 48 hours, have you watched tv: yups
69.in the past 48 hours, have you looked in the mirror: yups
70.in the past 48 hours, have you taken a shower: yups
71.in the past 48 hours, have you taken a picture: nope
72.in the past 48 hours, have you kissed someone: nope
73.in the past 48 hours, have you told someone you liked them: nope

74.end time: 10.06pm

Hmm...i just got back from tuition which surprisingly to me felt that it went by quite quickly...well, there were 2 more extra student who came and joined our gropu so now there is quite a number of people in my group...then there is this smart alec who sits in front of me that is so damn irritating that he basically stop the teacher at every question just to get him to repeat the solutions...and because of that we were all dismissed 10 mins late...then there is a new malay boy so now there are 2 malay students in the class...he act like he is so smart, correcting the teacher every time the teacher wrote something wrong and seemed proud that he corrected the teacher...dumb ass...

So now i guess you know what mood am i in right now...it seems that i seem to hate everyone...so after class i bought LJS and thank god that stupid manager was not serving me or it will make my blood boil even more...and then when i walked home, i nearly bumped into a bicycle...it was all already so dark and the cyclist was an indian man wearing a black shirt with a dark-coloured bicycle...of course i cannot see him...he did not even ring the warning bell or put on a flashlight...furthermore, he was not supposed to be cycling there...it is where pedestrians are walking and its not a place for people to be riding on a bicycle...

So here i am right now trying to figure out how to finish my homework and go on the holiday at the same time...i talked with my mum about the amount of money that she is giving me for the holiday...well, my mum is giving me $300 australian dollar just for myself so i guess i won't be buying that many of a souveniers for my friends...so esrinda, i cannot get you anything that you have specified...sadly i don't think i will be able to get you guys anything even if you give me the money coz there is a regulation on the weight of the bag that you're bringing back...so i guess i will be buying most of the stuff for myself...then after that i am thinking of withdrawing some money from the bank just in case...so maybe i will be buying something for my close friends...i think you guys know who you are...so that is all that i am blogging for today coz i am tired after counting all the money that my mum gave me...hiax...bye...

Just now in the morning i woke up at 8 am to meet farhan and najam who are helping me buy my books...farhan also wanted to buy his books but cannot do so at my school even though its popular...so i was secretly pissed off when the guard at the school will not let me enter coz i was not wearing the school shirt or something...so i had to change into my P.E shirt that i brought along behind the ue=ard post...it was so freaking hot coz i was wearing double layers with a black shirt under the school t-shirt...its like so stupid coz they want students to wear school uniforms...outsiders can just come into the school without any obstruction and students are just supposed to wear the school uniform...if not we are not allowed in the school even though we are not having any lessons and it is a holiday and we are just there to buy new schoolbooks...that is just a stupid, dumb idea...asshole...

So i had to change behind the guardpost...got all the books that i needed except for chemistry theory wb so i was pissed off...i have been waiting and waiting for the book for over 2 weeks and it still have not arrived yet...then after that wanted to buy the plastic book covers but they say they don't sell it in school...its stupid coz bookshops are supposed to be complete with evertyhing that a student needs...so off we all went to simei to buy the books at popular there...

Took bus no. 9 to simei and guess what, the annoying zhafran was in the bus...actually did not notice him but when we were near the simei condominium i saw him...its ironic coz he was just sitting down behind me while i was standing up...hiax...so we were at the popular bookshop for like an hour or so...all the books here can be chosen by yourself...but it takes a while to find those books...but its better coz you get to choose the books that you get, so that its i a better condition than that when they pick for you...i bought plastic covers there...we were actually supposed to ask the perso to get it for us but there was no one at the cashier...so being bold as i was, i just took the plastic covers that were placed in boxes and tried them out on books that i have...so it fits...after i did that, there were a few other people who did the same as i did as they were getting impatient with the service...spent $15 on plastic book covers...spent $50 on school uniforms...and spent $60 on the rest of the books...added all up to $125...but my mum gave me $500 so i had a lot of spare change...

So we all went to banquet to eat as it was around 2 pm and we still have not eaten our lunches...usually i would be the only one getting food from the western cuisine but just now, ironically, all the three of us bought food from the same stall...i got fish and chips as usual...najam got black pepper chicken with rice and farhan got black pepper chicken or beef with no side dish except heaps of fries and mushroom soup...so we were eating very slowly for half and hour and decided to go to the arcade even though i did not want to play...so there we were...

There's nothing much at simei so went home taking bus no. 38...i reached home at around 4.30 pm and decided to just wrap my books...slept from 7 pm till 10.30 pm coz i wanna watch project runway...so here i am, blogging away...

*P.S(note to self): I am thinking f getting my hair ut at the salon called Pro Trim whicjh speacialises in men's hair...the cut, wash and trim cost $23 so i am thinking of getting it instead of going to the barber to get my hair cut...

1. Do you know where your sister is right now?
-i guess she is in Australia...

2.Last time you hugged someone?
-long time ago...

3.What is something that you've learnt about yourself recently?
-that my life is worth $834,000...

4.What colour is your watch?
-black with metal studs...

5.Do you like anyone?
-my family and friends...

6.Are you close to your mum?
-okaylah...

7.Where do you work?
-still a student...

8.What are you listening to right now?
-justin timberlake...sexyback...

9.What do you smell like?
-dunno...

10.What colour are your jeans?
-dark blue...

11.Closest thing to your left?
-my cd rack...

12.What colour are your bedroom floors?
-its marble so it's earthy colours...

13.Do you have a chair in your room?
-as a matter of fact, yes...

14.Time you were born?
-afternoon...

15.Do you know of anyone who's engaged?
-nope...

16.What's your favourite number?
-21...

17.Do you know of someone named Lori?
-nope...

18.What colour is your mum's hair?
-black...

19.Do you have a dog?
-nope...

20.Do you remember singing a song as a kid?
-nope...

21.When was the last time you went swimming?
-at the class chalet...

22.When was the last time you talked to one of your siblings?
-i only have an older sister and it's probably more of chatting on msn...

23.Did you ever go to a camp as a child?
-nope...

24.Do you play an instrument?
-yes...

25.Do you like fire?
-neutral...

26.Are you allergic to anything?
-nope...

27.When was the last time you cried?
-13 november...someone died...

28.Have you ever been to a spa?
-nope...

29.Did you take science all 4 years of high school?
-i have not even finished secondary school but it's compulsory...

30.Do you like butterflies?
-i hate insects...

31.What is the one thing that you miss about the past?
-missing my grandparents who have passed on and being innocent...

32.Have you ever been to the school counselor?
-nope...

33.Have you ever wanted to be a teacher?
-sometimes...

34.What is the one thing that you've learned about life?
-sometimes, you just have to move on...

35.Are you jealous of anyone?
-yes, my sister coz she is in australia...

36.Is anyone jealous of you?
-i am not psychic...

37.Ever been stuck in an elevator?
-nearly but nope...

38.What does your mum call you?
-asyraf...i don't respond to other names...

39.What does your sibling call you?
-asyraf...i don't respond to other names...

40.What does your hair look like now?
-long with a fringe...look at my profile picture but longer...

41.Has a friend ever used you?
-i don't think so...

42.Has anyone recently told you that they like you?
-yes...but i am not sure that i am ready...

43.What have you eaten today?
-nothing, i just woke up...

44.Is your air naturally curvy or straight?
-straight...

45.What is your favourite movies?
-all that i've watched coz i don't watch movies that i don't like and waste money...

46.Who was the last person you drove with?
-my aunt...

47.What are you looking forward to?
-11 december...the start of my austalian holiday...

48.How are you today?
-crappy...coz hve to wake up early to go buy school books with my friend...

Your Life Is Worth...

$834,000

You Are 18 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

You Are A Good Friend

You're always willing to listen Or lend a shoulder to cry on You're there through thick and thin Many people consider you their "best friend"!

Your Linguistic Profile:

40% General American English

25% Dixie

25% Yankee

5% Upper Midwestern

0% Midwestern

Hi there, just got back from going shopping...alone...LOL...yeah, though its not the first time i go shopping alone, its the first time in many many years...always go out with friends so its not lonely...felt awkward at first but what the heck...since i am at the shopping mall already, better make full use of the time there...bought school books at popular again...i am always buying school books now coz the stock always never arrive so i have to check out at the store myself...saw izzati and her band members at popular tampines mall...maybe they have just finished their band practice or somethin...whatever...anyways, the stock still have not arrived for social studies and pure chemistry so its like a waste of time for me to go there...aiyoyo, can popular just get everything ready so that people can just buy their books and not waste any time there at all...

After going to Tampines Mall, went to Century Square and wanted to buy present for my sister...then decided not to coz a bit embarrased coz have a lot of people and i do not want to be seen buying a girl's bag...hahaha...so just walk around there like have nothing better to do...walk here, walk there...so in the end, did not buy anything at century square...so after that, i was debating with myself whether i want to go to Hougang Mall and go to EIGHT PERCENT to buy my sister her present...think think think then decided just go for it lah...so go there take bus 72...its just 1 stop away from my house so i walked back home just now...

Luckily the are not that many people at hougang mall so its safe for me to buy a girly stuff for my sister...in the end, i brought her a brown bag...i am not sure if its a shoulder bag or duffel bag but whatever i like it...did not intend to buy that bag coz i was eyeing for another bag...it was like this shiny brown or gold bag that had metal studs on it...it really look chic and cool and classy but it was quite expensive...cost around $50...so i just decided to go with the second bag that i like...it cost less and was within my budget of $40...then when i was about to pay, the sweet salesgirl said that if i bought 2 bags, i could get a discount card...its like a membership or some sort...so i was like damn, i should have brought extra money and get that sling bag that i wanted...i was cursing myself under my breath...so i just declined the offer...

Then i went to LJS at the basement and bought combo 1...actually my dad already cooked but i want to eat the LJS meal so i just bought it...then the person serving me was like so rude...whats more, he was the manager...i was like looking at the other staff and they were much more polite than he was...this is what they call a manager...manager my ass...so damn rude...

AM I GONNA EAT AT LJS AGAIN???
ans: yes of course...i love the food...one of my favourite food...

DO I WANT HIM TO SERVE ME AGAIN???
ans: definitely a no coz i am starting to not like his service...and when i collected the foo, i was the one who said thank you instead of him...its as if i am tha staff...bullshit, crappy manager...

Well, here i am in front of my laptop at this time of the night...its actually quite cold outside but i am still turning on my fan...i am like drinking a glass of cold milk and it is simply delicious...i woke up at 8.30 am just now in the morning and now it is like midnight...took a nap at around 5 pm until 8 pm as it was raining outside just now and cannot on the television or even my laptop...so since there is nothing better to do, i just slept after reading my magazine...and seriously, there is a whole load of them in my room even though i've thrown away most of it already...

When i woke up in the morning just now, i was actually not really ready to get out of bed yet...but since my sister called, i just had to wake up and talk to her...my mum's pissed off at her for calling home at the time that my mum is going to work...the thing is, my sister have not called home for about a week...so my parents sre worried...me???nah, i am not worried about her...i guess she's spending her time going to concerts now that christmas is nearing and there are loads of concerts going on in australia...she may also be spending her time shopping...typical of my sister to shop...i guess its in the genes coz i love to go shopping too...hehehe...but its more of a disease to her coz she juz can't stop shopping...when she's in singapore, she shops...when she's back in australia, she shops again...hiax, i am sure that she didn't tell my mum that she shops that often but i guess my mum knows that she is a shopaholics...maybe its affecting me too...hahaha...

As i told you, i took a nap at around 5 pm just now and i was so damn pissed off when i woke up...my dad was in my room and he was checking my stuff...he was looking through my wallet and when i looked at him, he asked me where is my $10 that i kept in my wallet...of course i said its not there coz its in my drawer...the only consolation to him pissing me off when i wake up and for checking my wallet was that he gave me $30 for my weekend allowance...i guess i am so gonna keep the money to buy a bag for me and a bag for my sister...and also a pencil case for myself for next year's school term...

Another thing that pissed me off was that my father was going through my newly bought sec 3 books that i left on my study table...he was like browsing throgh it and i was like saying to myself...please just leave the books alone coz i don't want you touching it...truth is i don't like anyone touching my things except when i permit them to do so...and my dad was so in my room for like so long that i just can't be bothered...i went to take a shower and when i came back to my room, he was still there...then i asked him to leave the room as i wanted to chenge my clothes and then i quickly locked the door...hehehe...

Did i mention that i had a bad stomachache right i the middle of the night 2 nights ago...i guess it was around 3.30 am coz i had my handphone with me when i checked the time...at first it was okay so i decided to sleep again as i did not want to miss my beauty sleep...then it got really bad like i was crunching up on my bed coz the pain was like damned...had to go to the toilet in the middle of the night or should i say early morning...the feeling was like really really painful...it felt as if someone was kicking on my stomach when i was having the stomachache...and having the feeling of someone kicking your stomach is the worst feeling ever...it was only after a long time did i managed to get to sleep again as i was all already tired...

In the afternoon just now, there was nothing for me to do so i had a movie marathon for myself...i took out 3 of my favourite DVD's from the cupboard and watched them back to back...its a pity that there aren't any popcorns or it would be just like a movie experience...was watching HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL when there were lightning and had to switch off the television...that is the time after that whereby i went to sleep...okies, i guess i have written enough for this blog entry..till next time...byebye...and...PEACE...

Its been quite some time now since i last blogged...been very busy lately trying to buy new school books and trying to find time to go out with my friend and also trying to figure out how to clean my room...not that it is that messy but its just that i need space to put my new SEC 3 books and got to throw away most of my older stuff...had to throw away 4 big bags of stuff at the garbage collecter...had to part with those stuff even though i do not want to throw them all away...guess what, all my collected magazines for the past 2 years have all been thrown away...so sad right...lucky i did not forget to take out the posters that are in the magazines...otherwise i will be crying my heart out and will be throwing tantrums around the house...

Guess what i am doing right now?!?...eating LJS takeaway coz no one is at home right now...went to hougang cenral to buy the food then went to popular to get some books but only managed to get 1...so bad luck, the books will start coming tomorrow only...i have been eating the LJS for nearly an hour now and it is still not finished...usually i can finish it in 10 minutes but now, since i am in front of my laptop, i tend to eat slowly...i guess you can get full faster if you eat slowly...

My sister will be back from australia on the 1st of DECEMBER and i am really waiting for it coz then i will go back to australia with her for 3 weeks...i am so excited...still have not bought anything for her yet coz i am so broke...back to speaking about studies...the books that i have bought terrifies me...they are all so much thicker than the books that i am used to...guess i have to work doubly harder next year...i think i am going to sign off now so byebye...so long...

Yesterday was like my cousin's 3 year-old son birthday...went to his house at around 4.30 pm even though the celebration started at 4 pm...geez i am late but hey, i'm not the only one...my older cousins were all also late...went to TOYS R' US at tampines mall before that coz i forgot to buy the present the day before...bought him a kids laptop...its quite expensive though...nevermind, its his birthday so blahblahblah...i was actually quite bored ther coz guess what, it was a kids party...there were alloons and games and all the kids were all playing and laughing and fighting for toys and the screaming...gosh, kids are damn annoying...i am starting to hate small irritating kids...

The food at the party was good though...it was all like finger food and easy to eat since they were all kids...the cake was super duper cute...it was so sad that we had to cut it...it was in the shape of a train and there were 3 extra compartments on it with candies...i cannot believe it that the cake was from COFFEE BEAN coz i thought COFFEE BEAN only sell matured adult cakes like cheesecake and chocolate cake and flame of the forest...the cake looked like it was made up of plasticine though...did not eat it coz my cousin said that it was very sweet...the train cake toppled after a while and it was funny to see my cousin scream as the ''train'' toppled down...after that went home with my dad...only went home with him coz he say he wanted to take the taxi...

The presents that were given were all gigantic...it was all bigger than the birthday boy...me and my another cousin joked that the older you get, the smaller the present you get...but i guess the smaller presents cost more...bigger presents just excite the kids and they were all jumping for joy...i feel quite jealous of the presents...yeah right, as if i would be jealous of a 3 year old kid...i am gonna stop here coz i am trying to gonna upload some photos later...bye...

I am back from the chalet on thursday night but i am lazy for the last 2 days so i just start to do it again tonight...the chalet was okay but i did not sleep at all...counting the hours i did not sleep at the chalet, it was 48 hours...but luckly, when i reached home on thursday night, i just went bonkers when i hit the bed...i did not even greet my parents...i just took a quick shower and hit the bed...i slept for fucking long hours man...it was like from 9.30 pm on thursday night until 1.30 pm on friday afternoon...then friday afternoon, i sleep again at 4 pm until 8 pm...when i woke up, my parents were like saying i was a sleeping beauty...guess i was paying back the revenge when i did not sleep at the chalet...

The chalet was quite nice...ARANDA COUNTRY CLUB...it sounds very high class...its ironic because me, gao yang, grace, hui hui and cheryl were carrying all these plastic bags and the receptionists were all dressed up...hehe, it was pretty uncomfortable...our room number was 2213 and it was facing the wild wild wet...quite scary at night though...chalet had 2 rooms, 2 bathroom, living room and kitchen...i was like the guy who always boil the water cos a lot of people wanna eat the instant noodles late at night...also go to wild wild wet on the second day...

I became a camera whore at the chalet...take a picture here, take a picture there...i took everyone's picture cos got nothing to do...use fattah's handphone cos i did not bring ny camera along...why???i was like damn irritated at my father before i go to the chalet because he was like talking about how to use the camera again and again even though i know how to use it...i was like there asking him to just shut up cos i already want to go...he went on rambling that i just leave the house...

Got a lot of mosquito bites when doing the BBQ...but the BBQ was fun cos get to play with everything...then saw 2r5 BOYS...hate them so much...they were intruding the aranda resort...anyways, i do not really fancy the 2r5 people cos they are so damn proud and egoistical... damn sian cos a lot of people were like having cramps and so on...then i cannot sleep at all...mr lim came with pearl and she was super bubly...was a bit surprised cos when mr lim was explaining about her in his blog, she sounded like very shy shy type...anyways, she was very sporting...geez, i am still waiting for fattah to upload photos so bye bye...

Pride is somewhat the same as being egoistical...well, everyone have their own egos...some people perceive that the male species have a lot of ego...that is we will never admit that we are wrong...anyways, i have a bit of that trait in me...it is sometimes all about me...geddit...hehe...anyways, i know that it is not always about me...but sometimes it is...gosh i am feeling so bored right now...i am going to die of boredom...but i am always not like this...

Well, just now, in the morning, i went to the cemetery to bury my relative...reached the cemetery at around 11 am...my cousin, faez, actually did not want to og but since i am going, his mother forced him to follow suit...went there by bus...on the way there, hui hui called...she wanted me to follow her and the others to buy the chalet stuff at tampines mall tomorrow...will be meeting at macdonalds at 11 am...hiax, what to do, i have nothing to do at home so just follow...furthermore, i am the class treasurer...

Promised Esrinda and the other people to go to escape theme park on friday...its gonna be fun...i hope so...well, this week, i have to spend a lot of money...i am so gonna be broke...i need to pay $23 for my telephone bill...i want to buy a pair of slippers this week to bring to australia that is around $25...need to buy a present for DIANA...my dearly beloved sister...most preferably a tote bag for her birthday...around $30...need to pay $20 to someone...then still need money for tomorrow...maybe around $10...then still need money to go to chalet...have to find a way to get all these things...oh gosh, i am having a headache...that all adds up to $100 over dollars...okay now i am very stressed...i can use some of my hari raya money...just a bit only...i have got to think of ways to get the money...maybe beg from my parents for the money...okay, this entry is short coz i am gonna submit more entries for today...yes, there are some funny pics so...enjoy later...bye...

Every great thing has to come to an end...so if that is the case, then it means that this year will be the end of the 2r6 clan being together ever again...well, these are the pictures of my great class...i am proud to be part of 2r6 2006...this is the best class ever...more informal pictures will be coming up next as the pupils of 2r6 becomes a camwhore for a day...hey, there is nothing wrong in being a camwhore if it is the last time that i will be together with my classmates...

Another great and successful year have passed by and i don't think that i can make it through without you guys, my classmates...i would not have wanted to be in another class if i were to rewind time...we were all sporting and took up the challenge of being the "best" class...never in a illion years will i forget any of you guys...jeez, i am getting all teary-eyed right now thinking of the good old days...we were all the best in all that we did and we know we were created in this world for something big...

Sloth is about being lazy and super lazy and even more lazier than a pig...why do i like to make that comparison...i am sometimes a lazy person...not in school but most of the time at home...if i am at home the whole day, you can expect my room to be super messy...and my bed will be like a pig sty...just like the time that i went to sleep with it...unless i'm going out, then it will not be tidied up...

I guess i am sort of a lazy person when i wanna be it...i will do something if i like or want to do it...just don't force me to do something that i don't wanna do or i'll be crappy the whole time i'm doing it...well, that's just me...well, i just heard that a relative of mine had just passed on...she's the one that i spoke about the other time in my blog entry...well, i guess everyone have been expecting it coz she have been sick for quite some time...well i have mixed feelings right now...its good that she's passed and not suffer anymore, period...but the memory that is left behind is quite heartwarming...

Well, i have got a plan with my friends...Esrinda, Shahirah and who else may be going to escape theme park with me this friday...Najam will be following coz i have already promised him to go to escape theme park on monday but the death cropped up...then i am still going to the chalet on wednesday...i cannot miss it...its the last time 2R6 will be together again...then after that will be boring months ahead of me until december...going to australia...woohoo...then salihah's getting her result postings on monday...irdayu's got hers already...well i am tired but i am gonna post some pictures of 2R6 later...the memories will always live on...

Well, actually, most of my classmates and me have the same result postings...well its me teck li and the rest of the girls...all the boys took a pure physics and pure chemistry class except me, gordon and teck li...i am kind of glad that they did that coz i really don't want to be in the same class as some of them...well, they may be just hypocrites if you know what i mean...well i guess yeah, its goodbye for the boys coz i don't see us talking to each other again after next year...so anything goes...

Well, i have watched cycle 7 of america's next top model on youtube as it have not been shown in singapore and i am addicted to it...there are even twins in it...nevermind, i am not going to talk about america's next top model even though i am a fanatic of it...anyways, i am hoping to be having fun at the class chalet that is coming around the corner...bye bye...

Hello people out there...i am so so happy with the postings of my sec 3 new subject combinations... its like ROCK ON man...YEARH...i have gotten all of my 1st choices and i;ve got to make sure that i work harder than this year...that is definately coz the subjects are gonna get tougher and tougher... most of my friends got their 1st choices too...its like a lot of similarities in the subjects too...if i were in the same class as my classmates again this year, then it would be great...but, it will still be as competitive as ever...these classmates of mine are all geniuses and i have to be on par with them...

I know this known to all but i wanna just excel in everything i do...i wanna go to one of the best classes in school...get to a great junior college and go to university...i wanna accomplish all that...if i have to be very serious with my studies, i may have to neglect my friends for a while coz i dunno if i could juggle everything with all the new subjects going on...this sounds weird but i think that if i have friends that are weighing me down, then maybe i will avoid them...that will never happen coz all my friends are great people...we push each other to greater heights...we amy joke and fool around and tease each other but in the end, we still focus on our studies...we still lurv each other...

Nevertherless, my life for next year will still have to go on...as i wait on as the new year draws near, i will try to relish every oppurtununity to be with my friends and family...i know that time is of the essence and i could still share a bond with my friends if i still can...well, there are just some things in life that i just can't get and some of it is just too personal to be said out to people openly...maybe its better for me to write it down here...i'm still having problems with my parents...its just like what every teenager goes through...they don't understand me and i need my own personal space and privacy...i cannot speak or confront them face to face because they would think that i'm being rude to them...they may also take offence...i just want them to know that i'm not that small little kid anymore...i have grown up right now and i'm not the same old boy anymor...i've changed and everything about me have changed...my hairstyle has changed from last time and so does my personal style...some of my friends have changed but i'm still cherishing every one of them right now...when 1 door closes, another one opens...

Haix, the reason of me writing this entry today is to tell you the results of my postings...i'm so happy with it so much...here are my subject combinations that i'm taking next year...

1. ENGLISH LANGUAGE
2. HIGHER MOTHER TONGUE(MALAY)
3. ELEMENTARY MATHS
4. ADDITIONAL MATHS
5. PURE BIOLOGY
6. PURE CHEMISTRY
7. PURE GEOGRAPHY
8. SOCIAL STUDIES WITH ELECTIVE HISTORY

This school year that is the year 2006 have been a great deal for me to get through...the happy moments together with all my friends will i always treasure till i can remember about it...i am ready for a new school year and i will brave whatever that is thrown at me...bye bye...

Haix...its now about gluttony...i think it has something to do with eating more than you can take...or maybe like eating like a damn pig...just got to make that shared trait between a glutton and a pig...never mind that pigs are dirtier...no, i am not saying anything bad of anything...anyways...i can be a glutton at times...but only at home...its so embarassing to be a glutton in public...hehehe...

I am so nervous right now coz i am so going to get my sec 3 result postings tomorrow and i don't think i will be sleeping well tonight...i really want to get to a double pure science class...most preferably pure chemistry and pure biology...i also wanna take a. maths and pure geography...i have to be prepared for it next year and do my revisions and homeworks consistently...i have to have all my concentration on my studies and not anything else...speaking about all of these just makes me more an more nervous...

Speaking of studying and all that sorts, i have just got back from tuition...the tuition fees was raised but who cares, i'm not the one paying for it...there wer 2 new students who joined our sec 3 class... they were like the goody two shoes kind of students and 1 of them don't look like a sec 3 student... they were answering all the teacher's questions and were like so annoying...their mentality is like primary school student...was so happy when they got a question correct...bullshit...

I am so like gonna sleep early today coz i wanna know my results early in the morning...haix, i'm so nervous...i have not a lot of things to write today and i dunno why i am feeling tired right now...my eyes are like so small that is as if i am gonna fall asleep anytime...hehehe...anyways...lurve you all... byes...

Haix...its in the middle of the night and i'm here in my room in front of my computer whereas at this time, i should have already been sleeping...i'm here with a glass of coke typing away...i can't sleep yet and i want to stay up to watch a few television series...my parents are watching television in the living room watching some malay program...and i'm in my room...

Went to jalan raya-ing just now in the afternoon with my primary school friends...planned to met at 1 pm but everyone came at 1.45 pm...i was there waiting like a stupid fool...as usual i am always late...then some of the guys make problem don't want to meet at salihah's house...aiyoyo...then called again to meet somewhere...in the end irdayu, emy and me had to wait for 3 hours for the boys to arrive...

Got to go to cikgu sharifah's house at pasir ris...she cooked for us some noodles and it was DELICIOUS...i had 3 helpings...hehehe...she was very kind and we talked like friends...we gossip about all the other teachers and she was like one of us...even though she is married with 3 children...she owed the higher malay students of batch 2006 a SWENSEN'S treat or a SEOUL GARDEN treat...yes...she's gonna treat us...

We all managed to only go to 2 houses today but its okay coz for now, i've grown closer again with my primary school friends...its only 7 of us...4 boys and 3 girls...we were relieving all the old memories...we could have gone home early but we sat at the void deck until 10 pm...some of them still stayed back when i was going home...we took a cab to mdm sharifah's house but we walked all the way from pasir ris to tampines...we used the park connecter and crossed the long overhead bridge near cherng jye's house...it was so quiet that it came off as an eerie and scary place...the girls took off their heels coz they said it was uncomfortable...salihah said that she had a blister...we were near her house so she changed her clothes to home clothes and she wore flip flops to be comfortable...farid rosli also went home to take a bathe and he brought his guitar along...he and faezze played the guitar...hisyam went home early...what a spoiler...

Speaking of the jalan hari raya-ing, i kind of regret of what i had posted into my blog a few days ago...it made me realised so much that i still have friends that still know, remember and care for me...it was kinda of touching...i am so regretting what i said...SORRY GUYS...since this is still the month of syawal...i wanna say to all my friends and especially to those who i offended like you know who...SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI...MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN...i am so sorry guys for judgig you and i really regret it...sorry ok...this makes me feel so bad...

By the way...my leg is like so hurting right now coz of the damn converse shoes that i wore...mind you, i walked for 2 or 3 kilometres with that shoes...i am so gonna sleepe and rest right now and i'm gonna sleep until 1 pm tomorrow and wake up so late...oh ya...i have tuition tomorrow...SHIT... anyways...bye...muacks...and miss you guys so much...

Oh no, i did not blog yesterday...was busy going shopping and was so tired that i did not even on my laptop yesterday...speaking of shopping, let's talk about greed...i guess everyone have been greedy once in their life before...i know i have...and its more than once...hehe...i guess greed is about wanting everything even though you don't need it...like buying that extra piece of tank top or waht...maybe it is also being materialistic...if being materialistic is considered a deadly sin, then i'm guilty...guess what, writing about all these makes me think...wow, i have so many sins...):

Me...i like to be materialistic when i have too...maybe if its that new wallet or that new pair of jeans...i guess i have to at least have something that is materialistic...not for bragging rights but it just makes me feel comfortable...like hey i am able to buy that thing...speaking of that, i just bought a new wallet...it is of the MYUK brand...white in colour...actually wanted to buy a black one but it is out of stock...went to Tampines Mall and bought it at The Wallet Shop...then i also bought a VCD... HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL video...heard its good...never seen it before...

Met Esrinda at Tampinesinterchenge...we were all supposed to meet up with Shahirah but she had something on...that gerl...so troublesome...so its just me and esrinda...went to adidas and she accidentally touched a pig-skinned shoe...OH MY GOD...we did not know that ADIDAS sells shoes made of pig skin...first of all, its unfair to muslim people...second of all, its gross...and third of all, its cruel to those animals...being killed just so that their skin could be used to make shoes...EWWW...

Spend quite a lot of money yesterday...from buying the wallet to the vcd to buying OLD CHANG KEE...i got to admit this...i'm obsessed with OLD CHANG KEE...its easy to eat and easier to dispose off...even though its a bit pricey...never mind about that...anyways, yesterday was my mom's birthday and my dad cooked something special for her...tasted it and it was quite nice...did not buy for her anything but just wished her a happy birthday...

Heard that Farah is not going to change to another school...then again, she said that she would...i dunno about the decision but its like its so troublesome that she did not make up her mind...we all want to know whether she's staying or not...so like an auntie...never get straight to the point...anyways, if she were to change school, then aisyah k. will not have any more friend in school...aisyah is just so hostile...she does not know how to make new friends and she ends up annoying everyone in our level...she's got so many enemies...if farah goes, izzati will ignore her...siti aisyah will be with shamella and nabilah will be with izzati...thats what i think will happen...then aisyah k. will be all alone...actually nabilah still don't like her but who cares she's just so annoying and bitchy and hostile...even her girl guides' seniors don't like her...i know that coz i know some of the girl guides' seniors...

Anyways...i am so gonna enjoy my holidays and not worry about other people coz its so not worth it wasting my time and energy over such things...if she's moving, then she's moving....if she's not moving, then she's not...i will have the best time of my holidays soon and so ROCK ON...bye...

I have a torn in my flesh
It rips apart the heart full of pain...

I have a thorn in my flesh
All the blood seems to drain away...

I have a thorn in my flesh
I think I'm alone again...

I have a thorn in my flesh
I feel as if I'm draining away

I have a thorn in my flesh
I'm thinking whether I'll be ok...

I have a thorn in my flesh
I'm in heaven so goodbye friends...

Just been thinking about a few things and hence i decided to make this poem...this is an original composition by me so there is a copyright from me to all of you...i am eating like this durian ice-cream that my dad just bought and just have to munch it away while typing...had been thinking about this poem for a while and so i just have to write it in my blog...

I woke up this morning with a splitting headache...actually, i woke up in the afternoon...found out that my mum was looking around at my stuff...she opened my bag and take this thing out then put another syuff in it...then also i found out that my dad opened my wallet...FUCK IT you guys...that is my damn privacy...i've known for quite a while that he's been checking up on my wallet...my sister knows that too...once my dad opened my sis wallet and my sis was so upset that she did not speak to him for a week...hahaha...serve him right...

Found out that my mom is on leave from today till friday and i'm so damn pissed off...if she's not working, she will rummage through my stuff like a crazy stallion...not that she's a horse or what...my relative just came today and so i got more money colection...YIPEE...

Most probably i wil be going out tomorrow just to get away from my parents...would most probably buy a wallet coz i can't wait to get a new wallet coz my current wallet is old enough to be replaced already...will also be paying my handphone bill by myself that cost $23...then will ask my mom to give me money to pay internet service bill...so i guess i will be shopping tomorrow and will be seeing my next year stuff...bye...

Lust is a word that i do not think sits with me well...lust is about being overly sexual and i don't think i'm that horny...lust is about being sexual which is a taboo subject even to talk nowadays...i'm just stating my opinion but i guess that our society have to become more open-minded about these things...a lot of the older generation thinks it is a taboo subject...i know this cause my parents are like that that...so i will not elaborate about lust...

I am gonna so be sick today...i have been coughing since 4 pm and i had just vomitted just now...i guess it is all the carbonated drinks that i've been drinking during the Hari Raya celebrations...should have not drank so much of it...now i am so like suffering...i don't know why but i have a feeling that i am pulling away from my primary school friends...i dunno if its them or me but i know that we've all drifted apart...

I just think that we have not been meeting that often and so we just don't feel comfortable around each other...maybe its because our likings have differed or we have just changed through the course of growing up...however, i still remain close with one of my primary school friends even though we have been to the same class before...we still go out shopping together and we recently went to watch movie together...we keep up with each othe a lot...spill all the gossips spill...

I don't care if me and my primary school friends have grown apart...it is so not my loss if we are not talking to each other again coz some of u guys are hypocrites...i don't think that i would lose anything if we don't talk to each other anymore...i just think that i have a group of friends now that i am close to them and so i don't need you guys anymore if you are not talking to me...

You guys can do whatever the hell that you guys want and i don't even need to care...you guys can go celebrate anything without me...i even got to know that u guys are going jalan raya without me on friday without me...haha...god forbids you to go...you guys can do all the fucking hell that you want for all i care...HECK CARE...u guys may say that u don't have my new number but i know one of u will surely have my number coz u are in the same secondary school as me right now...

Maybe you guys ''forgot'' about me...or maybe u guys don't want me to go...HECK CARE...i do not even know you guys anymore...u guys have all changed and guess what i changes too...i can be ur good fren but i can even turn into ur worst enemy...well, let's not say enemy coz its so harsh and coz i'm not a bad person...i can change into this someone that u guys won't even dare do something to me...

(P.S:This is for a few primary school friends, not secondary school friends...siape makan lada, dia terasa pedas...)

Hmm, lets talk about friendship today...i have not post anything about friendship in my blog coz i felt it wasn't time for me to do it yet...but now, i guess i'm ready...yesterday night i was listening to the "GRADUATION" song and it just made me feel so sad...i did not even know it but its like tears were welling up in my eyes...yes, i know its not like we're graduating from school but we're all going into different directions from now on...maybe we'll still talk to one another again...maybe we'll not...maybe we'll still laugh toghether again...maybe we'll not...maybe we'll eat with one another again...maybe we'll not...

First of all...i've grown so attached to 2r6 that it is difficult to split up classes next year...we all work hard and we all play hard...we have all the prizes that we won as proof that we are a united class...everyone seems to work together so well...even though there are some conflicts...but we did not make it into such a big explosive problem...we just kept them to ourselves coz we know the problem will be resolved...

It's difficult to be separated with people that you've met for more than 2 years already...why does life always have to be UNFAIR???...when we were in primary school, we have to separate to go to secondary school...then when we are in sec 2, we have to separate to go to sec 3...then when we are in sec 4, we have to separate to go to a poly or jc...after that spilt again and the cycle goes on and on...why is it that we have to all separate just to get on in life...this does not make any sense...

It's funny coz we just need to know someone in a day...then forge a relationship that is based on trust for a lifetime...and then it just takes a second to destroy it or get separated...if there's anything that i need to say, i will say it right now...but i will not...maybe i will speak personally to you guys...

Always had this funny feeling that life is just so unfair...they all expect us to forge a relationship and then suddenly at the end of 2 years together...thay have to take it all away unexpectedly...for some of us, maybe our friendship can last long but for some, we may still remain friends but not as close as we used to...when we were to separate ways in the future, will we get our desired jobs???...will we make it???...will we still remember each other???...will we still be contacting each other???...will we stil be comfortable around each other as we are now???...

Sometimes i wonder...will we still be friends in the future...or will we be separated by time and space...its funny why people expect us to forge a friendship when one day, it will all be over???... what is the point of friendship that is based on trust when at one point of time...it may just disappear like the sand being swept away by the tide into the sea...maybe its because we may still remember the good times that we still have together...or maybe a friendship is just a high point in our lives...whatever it is...I DUNNO THE ANSWER...maybe we'll just have to fing out ourselves...

Ooo, this is a very sensitive subject to me...i guess out of all the 7 deadly sins, envy is the one that is closest to my heart...i guess that envy is equal to jealousy which is so full of me...i know its not a good thing but i have it in me for some reason...especially against my dear "beloved" sister...its juz this sibling rivalry going on so much so that it gets the better of me...

Its not so much of a sibling rivalry like those that fight over money but its more of like im jealous of what she have...lke her bag and her handphone and all that sorts of things...its juz that she is so much more fashion forward and knows where to get stuff for a cheap price...

I am all so jealous of her being in Australia right now...its like so fun out there rather than boring singapore where you go to the same places over and over again...its unfair that her class field trip gets to go to the GREAT BARRIER REEF juz to see the corals and learn the geographical state of that place...and she gets to go snorkelling and diving...then she gets all this new stuff from my parents like a new digital camera and stuff...

She even send me the photos of her going into those fun circus with her friends and stuff...not like the one in singapore but the one in western countries where there are so many booths and stuff...its so much better than singapore...she even went to this mountaneous area wherebey her friend's parents sponsored her to tak them there...coz she can drive...whatever...

Its like she is so lucky to be there right now...i wanna go overseas too but i want to to further my studies abroad like in london or canada or even the united states of america...its like they have this ancient rustic feelings that i have always love...especially for england...coz they have all these castles and valleys and meadows and so on...always had a dream of going there...maybe i will, when i grow up...for now, have to concentrate on my studies...

Guess what, PoWeR RaNgErS WiLd FoRcE would be showing on kids central today...not that i am an avid folllower of this series but i juz wanna noe what is the finale like...last time it was shown on CHANNEL I and suddenly they closed down so juz wanna relieve the old memories...hehehe...i will be blogging later on in the day so watch out...byes...muacks...

Juz got back from tuition and have not been paying attention...what the hell is the teacher talking about...something about using the example of air pressure in maths...i was like scratching my head all the time...almost everyone was not paying attention to what he was teaching...i was sitting right at the back reading a newspaper but was trying to concentrate at the same time...

Went to Popular book store at the central after tuition to buy a few more things...bought a file, foolscap, diary, stapler, staples and a ruler...it is just like so me to buy new things for the start of next year...it feels funny to me to reuse the same stationery for next year...the diary was really cool depicting a man with a tie...not the one u write your feelings but the one that you write to keep in mind your appointments and what-so-ever...spend $15.80 at Popular today...also went to Old Chang Kee to buy a nugget stick and a stick of breaded prawns...cost $2.50 altogether...then went to LJS to buy dinner coz my parents are not at home...Spent $3.60 on the meal...i spent $21.90 today...i guess i won't be watching "THE COVENANT" anytime soon...

When i went to Popular juz now, i past this bag shop at the 3rd floor of Hougang Mall...it is called "8 PERCENT"...there were a few nicebags...i wanna get a sling bag...i've been wearing my dark blue sling bag for like forever...i got that bag while i was in P5...i have another light blue OP bag that i bought at the same time as the dark blue bag...i dunno where it go...maybe it was lost...or maybe...ah never mind...if i were to buy the new sling bag, i could use it to go to school when there is'nt a lot of books to bring...if there is alot of books to bring, i could use the brown QUICKSILVER bag that my sister bought for me formy birthday...

I have decided on the colour scheme that i wanna use for next year...it will be a mixture of red and black...however, black would be the more dominant colour...i dunno why but nowadys i am attracted to dark coloured stuff...maybe i have matured in buying stuff or is it the influence of the media...i used to love bright coloured stuff and rainbowed colour stuff but now...i feel i am more attracted to gothic stuff around me...maybe it is because of my cousin's influence who love MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE...although i don't look like those gothic people...i feel like i am getting closer and closer to gothic stuff...

I have a feeling that a lot of people have a lot of misconceptions about gothic people and gothness...never mind, i won't go into detail about that...my father wants me to eat this traditional medicine that cleanse the stomach...it is like some sort of herb...i know it taste bad coz my sis tried it once before...i was like telling my father "are you crazy, want me to eat that''...then he was like its good for your stomach...i was like wadeva...i am so gonna throw it away later...hell no i'm not gonna drink that type of stuff...

Anyways...the chalet is coming up and i have not confirmed what time to meet, where to meetand so on...its like very troublesome leh...if come wrong time like not nice like that right...dunno lah..maybe have to confirm later tonight...got to go now...bye...

Hmm, let's talk about wrath today...everyone can exude wrathness at any point in their life...today...tomorrow...now...for me, i guess that wrath is the same as vengefulness or anger...i am an angry guy at times but i think that wrath is actually on the extreme side of anger...i don't think anyone wants to be treated with wrathness...but if the situation calls for it, then maybe it could be used to a certain extent only...

In latin, wrath is "ira"...it is actually inappropriate feelings of hatred and anger...i don't think i have this feeling right now but if anyone aggravates me, you will see how vengeful i may get... i am actually a very vengeful person...i love to take revenge of the bad things that people do to me...it's juz like, you get a taste of your own medicine...

I have nothing more to say about wrath so i am gonna about what happen to me today...woke up at around 11.30 am and then watched television...read esrinda's blog and her family have stomach flu...she did not go to basketball...i didn't know that basketball is still her CCA...i thought that she had quit it a very long time ago...

Ms yanti sms me the other day and she said that i am in the first team of the JULIET GABRIEL competition next year that is around February...omg...it will be so stressful coz we have not even gone through formal training yet...nevermind, juz got to try our best for next year...

Got up when my mom went to work just now too...eating ice-cream coz there's nothing else to chew on...have to go to tuition at central later at 5.45 pm...got to go earlier to buy a file to put all the ws...it is sec 3 work so i guess it can be helpful too...i don't want to lose all the notes that i've done so better keep it properly...

I'm having doubts about whether to go to the class chalet or not...it would be a waste of money if i don't go coz i pay $10 already but deeling like very tired to go like that...should i stay at home???...should i go to chalet???...or should i go hang out with my old friends???...URRGH...i dunno which one to choose...promised a few friends that i'd go to chalet and feel bad if i don't go...better make up my mind soon coz the chalet is coming up in about a weeks time soo chompchomp...

Thinking of going to buy LJS at central before going to tuition...have to pay tuition fees next week and internet fees by this sunday...have to ask from my parents the money by this week...have to pay handphone bills by myself coz my parents don't wanna pay it for me...so SIAN...will be watching THE COVENANT either tomorrow or next week coz i love such shows...got to go now coz there's thunder so...bye bye...

Hiax...lets talk about the 7 deadly sins...actually did not know anything about it until like last year while watching America's Next Top Model coz they were doing a shoot about it...here is the photoshoot...Enjoys...the picture is not that clear n i dunno why but if you guys are avid followers of this show, you should know who they are and how they look like...

I think that everyone have a bit of the 7 deadly sins in them...i know i do coz i can get evil at times and then be greedy at times and so on...maybe i'll elaborate more on those stuff later on but now, all i wanna sae is...I WANNA SLEEP...i dunno why but i have a difficulty sleeping nowadays...maybe my sleeping pattern has changed since school stopped...or is it my biological clock is ticking or maybe my body's telling me something...i dunno...but until i can and able to get some sleep, i will not stop talking on my blog...this is the only place that i can yack and babble n my family especially my sis will not know anything about it...

Gosh, does anybody think that i'm mean...i feel like i am...i feel like i have a double personality...in school, i may be very bubbly but at home, i just tend to shut down and critisize on other people...Juz thinking whether i am this weird psychotic psycho or what...maybe i can be a murderer or hired assasin or what coz i have a double personality...my defence is:i have double personality...touch wood...but in case i am, u guyz out there better be careful...

I am thinking that my sister have a boyfriend coz she's becoming more secretive nowadays...well maybe i'm the one who tends to pull away...but hey...so what...heck care...geddit...i'm juz guessing that it would be weird for my sis to have a boyfriend coz its like this funny feeling that u have that once ur sister is attached, u are like not close to her anymore...it will be like i minding my own business and she with her boyfriend...

I read her diary a few years back like when i was in P5 or P6 and it turned out and looked like she had or is still having a boyfriend...its like she writes about this boy, maybe her schoolmate at Temasek Polytechnic or what and like he kissed her on her cheeks...my sister have a habit of writing everything that happened to her in her denom type diary...Sadly, she did not write anything about the boy's name or should i sae the man's name since my sister is 25 and is an adult... i don't think that she will want to fall for someone younger than her...

Yeah i know what you guys thinks...i was cheeky when i looked at my sister's diary but hey, i was 11 then and was immatured...its just the temptation of invading someone's privacy when u noe u should'nt...maybe i will go into details the 7 deadly sins in my next blog entry...MUACKS

Most probably will be watching that movie sometime soon...seen the advertisement and it looked cool...i'm so into CHARMED and it's nice to see a sigh of fresh air n looking at guys casting spells and doing magic potions...The CGI effects look very nice and will be looking forward to the premeire of this cool movie...Heard about this up n coming movie while watching DOA:DEAD OR ALIVE...

Let's talk about death...Death can come knocking on you door anytime...today...tomorrow...this second...this hour...NOW...i'm not sure if i'm prepared for it but hey, i guess no one is...it can come snatching u or ur loved ones anytime, even when u least expect it...when you're having fun or even when you're sad...the reason i'm talking about death is that someone quite close to me may be facing it soon...She is my long distance auntie but she lives near my old house in Tampines...she is sick and she seems to be emitting some signs that she is going like saying what time to bathe her, what to wear for her and so on...it is actually quite spooky but i guess she juz wants us to be emotionally prepared for her departure...went to her house on the 1st day of Hari Raya and she looks sickly...she juz have to lie on the bed and she cannot look up...It is so sad looking at her condition coz she is alwaes the one who look the strongest or the one who is most energetic to do sumthing...the doctor that examined her said that she have a maximum of 2 weeks to live...AWWW...

Been very down today coz i cannot go out...Having cold and coughing and even the weather is bad...Finished watching LEAP OF FAITH on tv and its a very inspirational story...Had been busy tidying up my closet but looking back, i still think that it looks the same...should not have wasted my time trying to tidy it up...been having flu since yesterday night coz it rained and i did not put on my quilt...maybe it fel out of my bed...found my keychains that i thought were lost... Cannot get to sleep coz its so noisy outside...my house is beside holy innocents' primary school and they are having their recess right now...its also going to rain n there's thunder outside...

D-dead
E-extra mourning
A-alone
T-thinking of u
H-"happy"

I think that the"happy" is for someone who is dying and thinking that death is the end...It's wrong coz death is juz the beggining coz there's HEAVEN and HELL...choose the one u wanna be in n you'll be there forever...I am thinking about death coz i am not sure how to deal with it or what to expect from it...maybe there's some meaning behindevery death or it just simply means torture or happiness...i dunno what to comment about it coz i've never been there and juz trying to think about it juz give me the spooky chills...TILL DEATH DO US APART...

I think i'm gonna be sick today...i juz woken up from my beauty sleep and i'm already having a flu and some coughing...Maybe i will not go out today depending on the situation...Have been adding a few things to my blog just to make it more detailed so kudos to me...I did that with the help of my fren...ESRINDA...promised to treat her to LJS on the first day of school...Lalalalalalala

Went to Lavender today to renew my expired passport...It's at the ICA building just atop the mrt station...went there at about 9.3o am coz i woke up late...not alot of ppl were there so...YIPPEE...i juz cut the queue while taking my new photo n that was cool...my new photo turned out better than expected and i have a fringe for my passport photo...it was better than the one that i took in P6 coz at that time my hair was very short...now my hair is thick n i wore glasses which made me look better and younger(not that i'm old)

Went to my mom's work place at Compass Point in Sengkang but i did not meet her...instead i went to the Popular book store and bought stationeries for next year...it all added up to $16.80 but i'm still not done buying those things...bought rendang double meal at Burger King whic cost $6 and bought a blended iced cafe mocha that cost $6.20...can u believe a coffee cost more than a meal...what injustice...also bought 2 nugget sticks at Old Chang Kee that cost $2.40...Altogether i spent $31.40 yesterday...went home afterthat and i redeemed the money from my dad...got $50 n i need not return back the change...YEAH...could save the money to buy a new wallet...Took bus 87 home and reached home at about 1pm...

Watched ''The Day After Tomorrow" when i got back and juz finished watching it when there was a loud thunder and lightning...had to switch it off quickly...went to sleep afterthat coz nothing else to do...woke up when my father wanted to go to my relative house at around 7 pm...
went to sleep again n woke up at 8.30 pm to do my blog yesterday but did not update it...Then watched CSI:MIAMI, CRIMINAL MINDS, THE O.C, LAW AND ORDER: SPECIAL VICTIM'S UNIT and JOAN OF ARCADIA...slept at 3 in the morning yesterday...my eyes are still very sleepy right now...was home alone the whole night before my parents came home...it's okay...
i am always home alone evetytime i get back from school...

Saw a few FAKES at compass point but did not talk to them...they know who they are...no need to explain in details...saw this really nice shoes at converse that cost $139.90...must beg my mum to let me buy it...my dad's in my room...AGAIN...ok get out...geddit...cannot be bothered anymore...maybe i am going to tidy up my closet...must close the door a the same time...

Got to go right now and i will be posting a few more thoughts so watch out for it...