Ooo, this is a very sensitive subject to me...i guess out of all the 7 deadly sins, envy is the one that is closest to my heart...i guess that envy is equal to jealousy which is so full of me...i know its not a good thing but i have it in me for some reason...especially against my dear "beloved" sister...its juz this sibling rivalry going on so much so that it gets the better of me...

Its not so much of a sibling rivalry like those that fight over money but its more of like im jealous of what she have...lke her bag and her handphone and all that sorts of things...its juz that she is so much more fashion forward and knows where to get stuff for a cheap price...

I am all so jealous of her being in Australia right now...its like so fun out there rather than boring singapore where you go to the same places over and over again...its unfair that her class field trip gets to go to the GREAT BARRIER REEF juz to see the corals and learn the geographical state of that place...and she gets to go snorkelling and diving...then she gets all this new stuff from my parents like a new digital camera and stuff...

She even send me the photos of her going into those fun circus with her friends and stuff...not like the one in singapore but the one in western countries where there are so many booths and stuff...its so much better than singapore...she even went to this mountaneous area wherebey her friend's parents sponsored her to tak them there...coz she can drive...whatever...

Its like she is so lucky to be there right now...i wanna go overseas too but i want to to further my studies abroad like in london or canada or even the united states of america...its like they have this ancient rustic feelings that i have always love...especially for england...coz they have all these castles and valleys and meadows and so on...always had a dream of going there...maybe i will, when i grow up...for now, have to concentrate on my studies...

Guess what, PoWeR RaNgErS WiLd FoRcE would be showing on kids central today...not that i am an avid folllower of this series but i juz wanna noe what is the finale like...last time it was shown on CHANNEL I and suddenly they closed down so juz wanna relieve the old memories...hehehe...i will be blogging later on in the day so watch out...byes...muacks...