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Saturday, November 4, 2006 @ 6:48 PM
LuSt...
Lust is a word that i do not think sits with me well...lust is about being overly sexual and i don't think i'm that horny...lust is about being sexual which is a taboo subject even to talk nowadays...i'm just stating my opinion but i guess that our society have to become more open-minded about these things...a lot of the older generation thinks it is a taboo subject...i know this cause my parents are like that that...so i will not elaborate about lust...I am gonna so be sick today...i have been coughing since 4 pm and i had just vomitted just now...i guess it is all the carbonated drinks that i've been drinking during the Hari Raya celebrations...should have not drank so much of it...now i am so like suffering...i don't know why but i have a feeling that i am pulling away from my primary school friends...i dunno if its them or me but i know that we've all drifted apart...I just think that we have not been meeting that often and so we just don't feel comfortable around each other...maybe its because our likings have differed or we have just changed through the course of growing up...however, i still remain close with one of my primary school friends even though we have been to the same class before...we still go out shopping together and we recently went to watch movie together...we keep up with each othe a lot...spill all the gossips spill...I don't care if me and my primary school friends have grown apart...it is so not my loss if we are not talking to each other again coz some of u guys are hypocrites...i don't think that i would lose anything if we don't talk to each other anymore...i just think that i have a group of friends now that i am close to them and so i don't need you guys anymore if you are not talking to me...You guys can do whatever the hell that you guys want and i don't even need to care...you guys can go celebrate anything without me...i even got to know that u guys are going jalan raya without me on friday without me...haha...god forbids you to go...you guys can do all the fucking hell that you want for all i care...HECK CARE...u guys may say that u don't have my new number but i know one of u will surely have my number coz u are in the same secondary school as me right now...Maybe you guys ''forgot'' about me...or maybe u guys don't want me to go...HECK CARE...i do not even know you guys anymore...u guys have all changed and guess what i changes too...i can be ur good fren but i can even turn into ur worst enemy...well, let's not say enemy coz its so harsh and coz i'm not a bad person...i can change into this someone that u guys won't even dare do something to me...(P.S:This is for a few primary school friends, not secondary school friends...siape makan lada, dia terasa pedas...)
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