So there's no school today and i am here blogging and rotting away at home...its not like i want to go out but i'm bored...there's e.maths paper 1 and social studies exams tomorrow...not looking forward to both these papers...for social studies, i'm afraid i can't remember the facts and for not having enough tie and for e.maths, its about just not looking forward to it...i know...I SUCK AT MATHS...

So, did not wake up at 9 am as i had planned to...instead i woke up at 11 am...thats 2 hours of wasted revision time...have gone through e.maths questions which i am unsure of for the last 2 and a half hour...but i am still not confident of doing well...let's see, when have i done well for my mathematics paper?well, zilch...none...

And will be memorising social studies in like 1 hour...hope i can cramp it all in...and hope i do really well...maybe some spark out there will help me answer straight to the point and not beat about the bush...i really need to do well for as many subjects as i possibly can coz maybe there's no hope of me of even doing well for my maths paper...and mr lai said that i have a "mental block" of doing well in mathematics...well, how could you not, after being traumatised by the falling mathematics grades of yours...i am so gonna die...

Maybe if there is more time today, i'll revise chemistry and a.maths too...i just want all this crap and bullshit stuff to end...but i also want to do well...if not my father will nag and nag at me...and his naggings can kill...seriously, he can go on and on non-stop...you just want to tape his mouth shut with a superglue so it will not open again...

Oh and yah...today is the 1st of may...Happy Birthday HUI HUI and HAN XIANG...you guys turn 15 today...woohoots...

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