It's been a so called a good week, except for a few instances...and i am really stressed, and its all because of a.maths...i can understand what mrs wee is teaching in class, bu when i'm gonna do my work, i would suddenly go blur...have i lost interest in this subject???pretty much i am gonna screw up again in this subject unless i make an effort to meet mrs wee after school for her to re-teach me again...hais, well i think i am really going spiralling downwards in my mathematics...and i am sober when i am writing this...

Well, this semester quite sad, mdm nura not teaching no more...and she's being replaced by mrs tan, who pronounes tampines as "tam-PINES"...and she have already said she'll not teach content in social studies, its personal studying...i am like dumfouded...and ms kang is like also gone...sob sob...replaced by this boring teacher who's an ex-teacher at springfield...and he's quite strict too...well, tuition is gonna be a drag and we have to do homeworks too...i mean like omg, adding to my workload of stuff to do...

And O-level oral and listening comprehension is like in 2 weeks time...i can't help but i was drawn to buying the malay newspaper today, its like i have never bought a malay newspaper on my accord before...and my malay-speaking voice is totally bad...i just got a bad feeling about it...the last time i really speak proper maly without english words was like 3 years ago, for the PSLE...coa sec 1 and sec 2 no oral what...and i kinda feel akward about doing and speaking in proper malay words with all the pronounciations...and it have to be fake...coz that's because i feel superficial and fake speaking the way the teacher want me to speak, beacuse its just not me...

And i have been paying attention in class...which is good(:but i am really a dumb-head...and there's gonna be a trip to TOKYO at the end of the year for elective history students...and its jointly organised with the ms alice chua, who is also co-organising it as environmental studies...and i wanna go...so i have to get in her good books...and i must do the "YOUNG ENVIRONMENTAL STUDIES" talk at nan hua sec really well...then maybe she'll recognise the green movemant group and like can recommend us to go too...but then maybe there will be a geography's trip too...hais, so many trips and i am confused...

P.s: Yeah, i grew by 2 cm to be at 1.78 m ...yippee:)

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