I seldom go out, since going out for me usually means spending money. But I had to go out today, since I wanted to cancel certain subscriptions fom my phone, especially stuff I don't normally use but have to pay for, i.e the 3G services. Anyhows, met my cousin and we went to the singtel at tampines mall to get it done. And then, we went home. I reckon that it's pathetic but I seriously do not want to spend money since I'm really going out tomorrow, watching Twilight(like finally!?!) with Farhan.

On another note,I have a lot of things to talk about.

Firstly, I'm thinking of not getting the Converse shoes, but instead of getting myself a pair of Doc Martens. I've seen them around, i.e, on fashion blogs and not on the mats, and they really appeal to me. What's more with the rainy season here in Singapore. Anyhows, I hate how the mats steoreotype the the clothing that people wear. Can't they just stick to wearing sarongs? I'm being a bit racist here though. And also the topman stuff, I'm definitely not gonna wear some of their designs since they look so stereotypically mat-ish.

Secondly, I overheard a conversation that my sister had with my father, i.e through the use of another phone in the house and also because of the fact that my father talks loudly, which was what drew me to their conversation in the first place. Anyways, instead of just taking up permanent residency, my sister was asking my father's opinion on whether she should give up her singapore citizenship and go on and get an australian citizenship! OMG, how cool is that?!?!

Unfortunately, my dad objected to it. Seriously, I could just strangle him because if my sister were to be an australian citizen, there is an 100% chance that she may want the whole family to move there since she talked with me about it before. Thinking about my future, I thought that it would be a good idea. However, the reason my father rejected to the idea was because of the fact the we have relatives here and that it would be difficult for me to adapt should we move. FUCK THE RELATIVES!I mean there is always the plane to fly back here right?

I KNOW FOR A FACT THAT I CAN/WILL ADAPT, GIVEN THE CHANCE!

And I can definitely make new friends there should WE move. Like come on, Singapore is not the place if you wanna make contacts should you ever want to be a journalist, which by chance, happen to be my dream career option. You know, friends are important, but not all the time. Family: I can make do without. But the most important people in your life: business contacts. They, directly or indirectly, contribute to the amount of money that i can make. I happen to want to lead a comfortable life = money. Poor people who claim that they're happy are only kidding themselves.

Anyways, I have a plan. After jc/poly, and the god-freakin' National Service, I want to be accepted into an Australian University, albeit a different one from my sister. Hopefully, it'll be somewhere in Melbourne. Definitely not Perth, since my sister says there a lot of Malay people. Come on, the only reason I am adamant of hopefully leaving singapore is to get out of this freaking hypocritical society. Why move to another city that have the same dynamics of the same city that you have just left? So, my short term goal is to end up in Australia in 5 years, and then NY in 10 years. Those are some big dreams, but big dreams are what I need to spur me on:)

WOW, this is one long post! Anyways, I came across an article that I may be commenting tomorrow. It's really interesting. So until tomorrow.