Technically, yesterday's meeting did not go as bad as I had expected it to be. But, there was still that degree of rotten-ness that I'm still feeling. This is like the first time that I'm failing so badly for examinations. I was lucky that my parents were not able to make it, so my sister was the one who had met with Ms Pearlyn and Dr S. If it had been my mom, I would have been a dead meat smeared with coriander that is roasted over an open fire in the middle of a forest for a campfire to feed a group of hungry campers. I bet I'll taste delicious. But anyhows, I am just glad my sister was there. Although I wish like killing her 75% of the time, i'm still grateful for her presence. Say awww.

So, that one hurdle is over, and I'm here to concentrate for the Promos. There is no way in hell that I'm going to get retained. No way, because I just can't. I'd rather die that be retained. Like one of my good friends said when I was talking to him, quote on quote, "You'd kill yourself before your parents kill you." Oh, how true.

I cleaned my closet, again. This is the 4th time this year I'm clearing out my closet. This time the arrangement was home clothes and new clothes in different compartments, instead of separating the clothes according to type(i.e shirts vs pants) like the previous time. OCD much? Yeah, I guess so. And I found this red tartan-esque shirt in the depth of my dad's cupboard while searching for messenger bags, and it's so nice I'm gonna wear it as an outerwear sometime. Maybe for Lady Gaga? Who knows.

Meridian's Next Top Model photoshoot is this Wednesday. Super freaking excited since I'm organising it. The theme for the photoshoot is clean cut American. So think of photoshoots along the lines of Gap advertisments and Michael Kors, although MK is really so boring he's got no new ideas I wonder why Heidi Klum always refers to him as the great American designer because he is so not since there's newer designers that are so much more insightful like Alexander Wang and the Mulleavy sister for Rodarte. Wow, that's a long sentence.

Okay, a post for the day is done. Connie just called to say Meridian All Stars is tomorrow and I don't know what I had just signed up for. Going to do my maths tutorial and Geography notes now. What happened to living life? Apparently it revolves around tutorials now.