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Sunday, May 13, 2007 @ 9:37 PM

what day is it?

Today is what you can say mOthers' day...may the 13th...hahaha...a dreadful day isn't it...what to buy?what to give?how?...same here...did not buy anything for my mom...but instead, i bake her cookies before she went for work and then gave her a kiss...she ain't gonna get that kiss anymore...hahaha...my kiss is precious...blush!...but that's not without a catch...ask my mom to get my famous amos chocolate chip sookies...i know, i'm very bad...hahaha...

Today i was really pissed at my father...what the fucking hell...it was supposed to be a happy day...and he had to spoil my mood...well, he was so totally in my room for the whole day...coz he said he wanted to check my studies...and my books...wth...i was fucking pissed off...i was on the laptop which i immediately switch off...that's me...i hate when there's someone watching what i am doing...i just like to be alone at home...i do not mind if my dad ignores me coz i like it that way...i'd rather not talk...

So he was checking my books and sat on my bed even when there's a chair...then when he finished, he laid down...what the hell! its my bed...go sleep in your room...he messed up my bed...bitch...then i went to the living room and he continued being in my room...when i get out of my room, it means i'm pissed...my room is my sanctuary....

I guess i am so gonna change my bedsheet into a new one which my mom just bought so he WILL NOT be on my bed again...and i'll make sure i'll make my room in a way that it does not give my father a chance to come in...i am evil...

Then he ask if my sister sent me any email...i was like nooooooo...even if she does, why the hell must i tell him...and email that is written to me is supposedly to be read and known by me only...and i am still pissed off when i got to know that he's been reading the letters that my sis send for my birthday...mother fucking butch fuckers...who does he think he is?...apart from being my father...=.=

And i just wish that my dad can vanish for 1 whole day so i can get a peace of mind...maybe that day will come...maybe he's going with my mom to australia for my sister's graduation...and there is a high possibilty that i'll not be going...and i'm sad about that...i wanna shop at harbourtown and queen street mall and myer centre...i wanna go...but maybe i can't...coz there is the stupid extra 3 weeks of school for sec 3 students during december holidays for preparing us for o-levels...oh no...i'm down...and if i can't go, at least i'll have the house all by myself for 3 whole weeks(:

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Wednesday, May 2, 2007 @ 1:40 PM

i was scared

Okay so i am home early...had the 2 papers today...and i hope i can really pass the e.maths paper this time around...i think i did well for the first 10 questions...then i was unsure about the triangles part...so that was when the trouble begins...i hope i can get at least 35...since the paper is over 60...maybe...and i felt surprisingly calm when taking the paper...

And then for social studies, i just feel that the time given is insufficient...and i completely misjudged the duration...we started at around 10.30 and was supposed to end at 12.03 pm...stupid me ithought the paper end at 12.15 and i was writing ever so slowly...when i was at my 3rd source-based, then it only dawned on me that i made a grave mistake...i think the essay question 1 first then the sbq and then only essay question 2...yup i know, its complicated...

And my mood was already down when i came to school...the bus driver in the morning was so annoying...he asked people to sit down for "safety" reasons even if they do not want to...then there is this girl who stood and he actually lectured her...like if an accident it to occur or bloody helll...hello, we thank you for your concern but no need to go overboard...then there is this another girl with a scary looking botoxed face with big hair and shaven eyebrows that are drawn with brown pencil...and she had piercing on her mouth...seriously it was disgusting and scary at the same time...

And when going back, the bus driver was like going super fast amd when he brakes, only god knows what happens...yah, wth, i am bitching about bus drivers...oh, i totally ofrgot that i am on my laptop to check the answers for a.maths revision ws...so i guess bye bye...

Labels: bitching, random

Tuesday, April 24, 2007 @ 7:17 PM

gossip

i am so gonna make this post a really quick one...coz i wanna study for the mid-year examinations and i will not be able to study if i were to on the laptop...so hopefully i will not get addicted to the laptop for this 3 weeksof examinations...

Had the 2.4 km NAPFA test and i have blisters on my feet already...i'm so glad that the nightmare is over so now can just come and enjoy the P.E lessons...next term, after the holidays. we'll be doing basketball...and we had thai visitors just now in class. 4 of them to be exact...and meitri, serene and yong guang had to be the gracious hosts...hahaha...quite a number of people need not run just now since they were the student councillors and helpers...

Biology was as usual fun...have not gotten back the test paper though...hope i'll pass...and i am frustrated with having to wait for 3r6 to finish their chemistry class...in our BIOLOGY LAB where we are supposed to be doing biology...It's all ms gan's fault...and we would have to start the class late...

Then we have bio again and ms kum was checking through all the work we've done...and we have to stay back for extra lessons of e.maths...the continuation of the lesson...and we'll have chemistry for 3 hours straight tomorrow...oooh, i'll be bored to death already...

And then after school which end at around 3 pm, sat in school along the walkway bench with shazlyn and shahirah...we talk and talk and eat and eat the chips which were super nice...lolz...and for tomorrow's hml class, we could revise whatever w want...its the day before the first 2 papers...omfg...wth...so will be studying on friday after school, sunday, saturday, monday, tuesday and everyday...no more fooling around...coz i really wanna get good grades...

And ms y is pregnant...aww, that's so sweet...knew it right from the start when she wanted to puke in the van on or way back from the julia gabriel debating championship...heard nan hua sec was in the finals...and stupid anderson sec was in the semis...lost to anderson sec coz of that stupid shallow judge's biasness...so, will be studying from now on...shucks...

Labels: bitching, random

Wednesday, April 18, 2007 @ 5:30 PM

skippy

I miss those donuts that i ate in australia...they look somthing like the pic...but i did not take any real pictures of it there...rip this of from internet...so pretty much every test is finished except for a.maths...and mid-year is coming...so stress...and then rifki's birthday is this saturday...he's my nephew...his mum is my 2nd eldest cousin...29 years old...and he's 1 this year...and the twins birthday is also this saturday...

So mdm nura did not come for social studies...but we still got the mock-test to do...totally copied some of it from farah...hehehe...and the higher malay compo assignment just now was so crap...i guess it will be my worse ever...and my english expository assignment was also crap...today, i cannot write any compositions...my mind could not think at all...some days i can write whole-heartedly but other days i am just plain lazy...

And today i was so late for school...miss the bus near the bus-stop...and totally i came to school at 7.05 am...and this person just cut my queue at the interchange...it's a nassian and some people know this animal...i am harsh for my own good...and the o-levels book have so many mistakes...out of 12 mcq questions, 4 of them were wrong...and biology test was super difficult...tough i studied really hard, some of the questions was out of this world...

And when i took 72 to school just now, i saw mdm vali...she was a teacher from my primary school...well, basically its ironic i know all the teachers in primary school but not all the teachers in secondary...maybe in primary school i was proactive...its so funny...and e.maths was super fun coz mr lai was so fed up with angeline i guess that he started to be as annoying and funny as her...when angeline say how to draw the graph, he would say, use you pencil...all those lame stuff...and it actually carried on...he's like one of the students...

And i bought skippy peanut butter, koko crunch, hl milk with my own money...wah...i was like wanting to eat thosestuff later...and the pack for koko crunch was super cute...upload the pic later...and will be doing geography and history ws now...and 2.4 km napfa is tomorrow...crap...

Labels: bitching, random

Monday, April 16, 2007 @ 4:57 PM

pissed off

Okay, i am seriously not in a good mood today...meaning i am totally pissed off...not during school hours but after school...well, did biology spa practical which was a success...this is the first time i am able to do it without any help and manage during the 1hr duration...and assembly was fun even though ended 20 mins late...and higher malay was okay...did not study at all...got 16/20 for my formal malay paper 1...i think its the highest...and cikgu lin wants me to type all my composition to give to her for examples to other students...its kind of weird...coz i am still not satisfied with my compositions...there is not one compo that i am really proud or satisfied off...i still think its lacking the oomph factor...it does not make me think about the deeper meaning of the story...unlike my primary schhol days when i got 39/40 for compo...that was seriously i put my heart and soul into it...and i cannot write anything like that ever again...like some authors say, those stuff only comes by once...you either get better or worse...

And seriously all the fuckish stuff happened after school...took 291 to interchange...then there was this stupid uncle who was standing up in front of me even though he was sitting...he wanted to go to the door even thought we're far away from the stop...and then he bumped into me and my books all nearly dropped...

Then at mcdonalds interchange, i was queing up for like 10 mins just to get served...there was this customer in front who ordered stuff and wanted this and that...the sales person had to void the cash register over and over again...

And then had to wait for my burger and fries...then there is this indonesian lady who just came up beside me and started ordering...she wanted to speak english but cannot understand it at all...and she was like a botch even though she is old...around 30-40 years old...she was super impatient...she kept asking the sales person to give her frien even though they were cooking it...if i were the sales person, i would take the hot oil and pour it over that lady...

I was super boiling mad in the bus already...the group of middle aged women behind me were talking as if they were 10 miles away from each other...its like they are using a microphone...super loud and annoying...and they keep laughing...-.-

So the shitty day may already end but i am still pissed...will be studying for the next 3 hours and doing all those revisions...and i am actually eating comfort food when i am angry...danger alert...so basically i will be changing my blogskin again by tomorrow or by this week...coz i wanna try out new stufff...may be doing the old layout..if not i'll stick to this or try out something else...

What a f**king day today thanks to the singapore public...

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