OMG! My tagboard is alive...hahaha...after so many days, it have been resurrected from the abyss of the dead...lol...so anyways, i had a haircut just now...and the stupid uncle cut away all of my fringe even though i said i only want a portion of it to be cut away...so now my forehead is pretty much empty...i look kinda weird...but heys, its gonna grow back soon...as ms kum said, the shorter the hair, the faster the rate it will grow...wah, i'm so enthusiastic about bio now...

Anyways, i wanted to get a new unbrella but unfortunately, a black one is out of stock...so basically now, i need to find some other place that sells black foldable umbrella...the reason is that my blue one got caught in the heavy rain on friday after school and it became flimsy...and the structure became futher broken due to the strong winds...so now, where to find a black umbrella???

So i relooked at the video by greg craven and it turns out that whatever he said is pretty much the truth even if its just a surface-not-in-depth kind of explanation...so i'm off to do the imprints journal later...newsweek is kind of boring but some of the articles are really good...but most of it is just about politics and stuffs...why can't the school let us read reader's digest or better still, asian geographic...

I find it utterly ridiculous that the school has decided to set forth a new rule whereby students who are late at least twice would have their handphones confiscated...i totally do not see any relevancy to this handphone-consfication-to-lateness issue...its like stupid since we're allowed to bring handphones in the first place...and its not even mentioned in the school diary...

I think under the new male vice-principal, he's trying to make amends to the school...and some of it is just very yaya-papaya...like for students who are late...they have to sing the school song for at least 1/2 to 1 hr max and therefore, miss important lessons in class...and that student councillors would have to assemble every morning outside general office is utterly ridiculous...

Thank god i'll be graduating this year so at least all this utter rubbish and chaos would be over soon before long...and please to the school, never make the life of students a living hell...otherwise, there won't be any alumni from my batch onwards-.-\\\

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Excuse ME,
the world does not wait on you.
FUCKER!

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One thing that makes me really cranky in the morning is if i have not have enough sleep due to the casue of somebody else...and that is what had happened today...was watching television yesterday night till 3 am...then this morning, my dad woke me up to follow him to go to the doctor...its like what the hell...he have always gone there alone...and today, due to the shift in which where the sun rises at, he asked me to follow him...

I was there for like 4 hours...from 8 am to 12 pm...why oh why do parents like to go to the hospital early in the morning when it is this time of the day that most people are likely to go to meet the doctor...what's more, my dad's appointment was at 9 am and even the nurse was surprised that we're there early...what the hell...i lost my beauty sleep...

And my dad mispronounced the treatment he was supposed to get...hahaha...supposed to be ECG but he said BCG...so the nurse had to look for his file, which costs time...so, i promise that i'll never follow him again even if i am free...i will make excuses up...like i care following him to the hospital...hohoho...

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Well, for a starter, my bad cough is still persistent and it has turned into a full-fledged out of control sore-throat/the feeling of wanting to puke...and i suppose its not really a nice feeling since puke is disgusting and if the aftertaste is in your mouth then it totally is just ____(insert word)...and also the fact that you can't really cough as much as you want coz if there's a big cough, there's highly likely gonna be puke...and also i had sore throat today...my voice was like really raspy and manly...hahaha

Okay, mrs wee is absent again...so we miss another of her oh-so-precious a.maths lesson...but i think its alright...we're gonna have e.maths extra lessons on monday of the holiday from 8.30-10.30 am...darn it...but for the sake of my results and for the sake of my future(ceh bah), i will persevere...muahahaha...

Chemisty SPA was really tough just now...though its just a practice, it was really just nerve-wrecking...i cannot imagine when each of us will be doing it alone with no partner...and you'll have 1 whole side of the bench to yourself...a lot of negative things can come out, such as not being able to catch a sneak peek at what the others are doing and copying answers...hahaha...and pei wen was sitting behind me albeit 2 place to the left and when i was wahing the burette, she looked darn serious in doing the experiment...and darn professional too...i'll be breaking out in a cold sweat if i were to be paired up with her...

So i know narcissism is really bad but i was really being a really nice boy to serene yesterday...being a helpful boy that i am (ehm ehm), i agreed to help her carry her books home...and i though she was gonna share the load but she dumped everything on me except her a.maths textbook...and geraldine was alos going to serene house empty handed...hahaha...so serene, where's my reward???hahaha...

My group stayed back for about 1 hour to set up the geography booth for the SLF tomorrow.....and the only person who was not there was benjamin...well, i guess its no surprise...when i got back from serene's block, saw him crossing the road, i told him we have to stay back...he said classroom was still being used so he cannot enter...turns out the classroom was being used by other group to set up their booth(after i went inside school)...yet he just says he'll be going home and give this meek smile...what the hell>.<

One quote from farah today, : "Anyways, what can he do if he's present?"

One quote from izzati today, :"Eh, korang-korang ni semua GILA!"

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Okay, i will stress time and time again that i hate my parents, my father especially...he's such a dumbass...pardon my words but i have to vent this out here...coz its my blog...and say whatever you want bout me coz i don't care...call me ungrateful or what but my father is just a pain in the ass...complain about my results...what the hell...the exam is damn difficult right...i bet he'll get zero, zilch if he were to take the exam...why, because its difficult and he's stupid...and wth...come into my shoes and let's experience what i've been going through...why, scared is it...

Adults only know how to complain and talk...BLOODY BASTARDS...

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I do miss the times when i got A's...coz its so bloody damn difficult to get it unless you're a solar-powered battery whose brains work all the time in the presence of sunlight...i just have this god damn feeling that i am failing in all my subjects...i just feel i won't have any A's for this exam...its just so difficult...

The chemistry paper today was difficult...and i am sure i have secured an A...i studied and concentrated on salts but most that came up were about acids and bases...but luckily i had some prior knowledge and paid attention during class...and i did study ok...and a.maths was a total failure/downfall/murder coz half of the paper was difficult for me i can say...and i totaly felt blank when it comes to logarithms...even though i studied like super hard till i was crying blood...then i just hope i can pass...maybe 60 marks...i dunno...and i don't wanna keep failing and failing...it's just not a great feeling...

So i was like omg omg during the paper...and frankly, i've given up on the sec 3 subjects already...with the burden on top of my head and my shoulders, i am sinking each day...and i don't know why my parents expect A's from me...hello, i am so not smart...maybe i was doing alright in primary school but i'm like in secondary school right now...times have changed...and i am dying studying...

I feel you guys just want me to get an A just for the sake of getting it...yeah i know its for my future but i just do not get it...its always my failed subjects that is usually brought up in conversations...what about my A's???what abot my history marks???what about my tests that i did well???well, maybe you're too busy working you forgotten about the little success that i had... and the hours of my studying time...like the 5 hours straight every weekend...and my tuition hours...and all those bloody times i have to endure your lectures...

I HAVE GROWN TO DISDAIN YOU GUYS
and i can't wait to go to university coz i know i will
and being millions of miles from you guys

Note to self: I AM FALLING FROM GRACE, MY GRACE

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