Oh how i wish life was all rainbows and butterflies and sunny skies all the way...no thunder and rain and lightnings and no bitching and gossiping and fighting...I wish everyone could just be friends like in kindergarten and hold hands and just be happy...

P.S: THAT WAS FAKE!

Okay i was just digging into the happenings that have happened in school in this very dramatic week in school, where the drama was like from a serial on television...and all the fakeness just start to ooze out of the sebaceous gland of an ugly pitted face of a bloody loser...the pitted face that no treatment could ever clear...the clogged up pores that no brush could ever clear up...not even the rough bristles of the toilet brush...and no amount of air-brushing could cover up the uglyness and fakeness that you potray...

So i have found out that biology is an important subject to know about pimples...guess someone took the wring subject and that'swhy the pitted face has still not cleared up...it takes 30 days for new skin to replace the old dead cells...so stop putting and thick slabs of powder to cover the oily face because the pores will clog up and the pimples will stay forever...thats a tip ms kum taught us during biology lesson...so there was no pun intended for anybody...

And its very surprising that barbaric and obnoxious people still exist in this civilised world of mine...so better block out all the nonsense because it gets me nowhere...hahaha...and hisyam's bulletin was really vulgar but oh so true...don't go crying to your mummy when you reach home...lol...

And next time, think before you tell anyone about what we talk about as a group...

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FUN + DRAMA = HIGH SCHOOL

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We've nicknames for people in class who depict a certain behaviour...it started out like eons ago but we figure that we have to use nicknames to talk bout some people because well, the wall have ear...and its those large dangling ears like "B_____"...no pun intended though...and "we" refers to farah, izzati and ME, MYSELF & I...how narcissitic can i be???

So anyways, thursday was the first day of my life that i did not on my laptop...because firstly, it was a very busy day for me...had the chemistry project after school until 4.30 pm...then i had to rush off to tuition for another 2 hours until 8 pm...and i was 1/2 hr late...and then had to study for e.maths test which occured about 18 hours ago...it was alright but i've lost 5 marks due to matrix...urggh, how dumb can i be for missing out on one element of the matrix...well, apparently, very dumb-ass-shit...its funny how i'm bashing myself after confessing that i'm narcissistic...

Seriously, some people are really funny...people cry because they lost a family member or because they break up with gf/bf...people do not be sad over the school bookshop not selling files...thats the saddest excuse ever seen in my entire life...and i dig that...

I think it is so stupid that higher malay students have to wait for 1 1/2 hrs for the next class to start...its seriously like a waste of precious time...and to put the cherry on top of the huge cake tpped offf with icing, we don't have a proper classroom..."THEY" mixed up the arrangement just so that we don't have a class...how demeaning is that???

And 1 more thing i find about NGEE ANN SECONDARY SCHOOL is that we're ver plastic people...i don't mind saying that because i'll be gone with the wind by then...and it concerns everybody...seriously, you have to get students to meet up to discuss what to say when "honourary people" form the MOE come to our school for autonomous recertification...but i don't fucking care...because what matters the most is that we retain the autonomous school so that i could fucking graduate with some honour from a top 30 neighbourhood school...

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Today had a short day in school...mr lai was absent...so that period was a free period...goegraphy was going through currents and such, very much similar to rivers due to the river processes or whatever sort that is...and funny thing was, pei wen and mike wanted a retest for geography...but it was like kinda really stressful coz it means we have to study all over again...but over about it, hml was writing letter...BORING...so hisyam was just lazing around though we have to hand it in at the end of period...

Assembly period was totally nonsensical because we have to stay in class due to the fact that they're demolishing the hall soon...sob sob...mrs wee went through the I&E stuff all over again...and 3R4 students had to join our class(some only) coz mr lim was not free...so izzati was like so "KIND" to let esrinda sit at her place so she and farah shared a chair...and me and izzati were so bad to teck li before he came into our class...Then, also have the stupid blue tentage in the middle of classroom block for the launch of the COE ICT at our school...its ironic that our school was chosen coz i think we're pretty far backwards too...i guess its all in the NAME

After school had chemistry retest...it wasn't really honest coz we were all talking and asking each other the questions even though the 3R2 form-teacher was in front...maybe he was too busy trying out his experiments to notice us...and when we're doing the test, mrs teh came to ask if it was OK...we all made a fake nod...muahaha...

So most probably on wednesday get report book back...and need to set up the geography booth...i bought 2 boxes of the guides chocolate cream cookies...$20...have to ask my mom for the money...and paid for the teachers' day presents...i am so totally going broke this week...we all bought for the teachers(catch your breath):

• photo frame
• boxer shorts(very cute, a lil' bit vulgar)
• lipstick
• choker
• hair clips(guess for who? clue:teacher who always wear clips to class)
• and i forgot
• and i forgot

So i think the best present have to be the FAMILY GUY boxer shorts...its really cute with this phrase "what you staring at?"...i dunno whether its gonna be TOO BIG or too small for the teacher...guess who's gonna receive it...hahaha...

Anyways, my dad is rambling on and on coz i do not want to eat the stew/soup that he cooked for dinner...ok fine, i'll force myself to slurp it down as if it were a five star cuisine...okok, i admit that's kinda cruel...but its just that it has vegetables...a big EWWW and NO NO for me...

That's it then, i need to do the online biology homework...bye bye...

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Today was jst the norm...i woke up to a rainy day with rain blowing on my sheets...not a good sign to start a day with...but it felt comfortable...woke up early too, as my mom was going off to work...i guess it was around 8.30 am...and my mom asked me to lock the door...i don't understand why but she is like so lazy to take the keys out of the handbag to lock the door...instead she will wake me up...but luckily, my dad got home and i was saved from getting up...yup, and my dad is pretty weird coz he likes to go jogging early in the morning...for me, i'd rather relish my time to sleep on during weekends...

I slept like a total pig yesterday...plus i did not manage to watch ghost whisperer...i've realised that ever since the common tests, i have been tugging in early, usually at around 10 pm...so basically, i'm not watching much television now...but maybe i'll make an exception on wednesdays since grey's anatomy is back...and maybe on monday too, since i desperately need to catch up on brothers & sisters...otherwise, i'd turn into a freak who spends his days studying only...

Well, the common tests have come and gone...well, basically i have not been updating is because i was on hiatus to prepare for the common tests...like duh...but then now, i must brace myself for the end of year examinations...i cannot rest my brain coz otherwise it will slow down and i'll have difficulty studying for end-of-year later...

And mrs teh have finally come back last week...its finally great that she's teaching us again coz we truly suffered under mr chen...like hello, who understands what he was teaching...she wa telling us of her cringe-worthy experience when she had to go through the operation of the muscles near her anus...we were all cringing hearing her story...oh my god coz she said almost everyone will get it lest one ignores about it...

Farah and Izzati started to play "senoman"...i joined it, so does ben, shaz, grace, nabilah...we need more people to reach the $50 a week target...but i think $40 is still decent enough right...And i think playing this helps me save a big part of my money coz i am a spender...a hardcore spender...

I got 20/25 for my history test...i think it was decent enough since i don't think i did well for my first question...angeline was like so cool, she got 24/25...thats the test before the common test...coz there's no history common test...but i'll guess they'll take the marks from there...

As for e.maths common test, i'm still frustrated for the big bubbleheaded mix-up...some classes got 1 hour to finish the paper...unfortunately, my class got 50 minutes to do it...and what makes me fucking pissed is i lost 3 marks coz the teacher was right in fron of me when i was at the question and when we got back the paper and after writing the mathematical equation on the calculator, it was correct...but yet, i was denied of 3 marks...and i made silly mistakes like carelessness in minusing angles and transporting answers...so ended up i got 19/30...i think that if its any other paper, i would be overjoyed but i eel really dissaointed in this one...i could have gotten around 24/30 marks if i had that 10 minutes to recheck my answer...FUCK IT

Well, i have to vent out my frustrations...URGH...and then there's a getai performance 1 block away from me and its really irritating...coz of all the gongs...just for the food for thought, why do they always complain that muslim rituals during ramadhan make a lot of noise while their ritual is like making lots of noice but malays don't bother to complain...

*The last paragraph is not a racist remark but just a food for thought...i do not want to go to jail because of the remark...

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Well today for the first time ever, i di not complete my hml hw to be anded in...and me and farah was both quite nervous...coz we're afraid that cikgu lin will not be lenient or give face to us again...but luckily, we did a short test on comprehension today...and only at the end of the lesson did she ask to collect the composition book...so we came up with a cuckhold story about leaving them at home...so we'll pass it all up tomorrow...

And i have just realised(well not just) that most of my stories that i write are pretty different from the others...like i write really dark stuff instead of just things that are on the surface...i write about war and its consequence...i write about AIdS and how it affects the people...i write about youths being the impossibly intolerant human species of all(that includes me)...so i think that i write pretty grunge stuff...

And today me and tasha stayed back again till 4 pm until the uncle wanted to losck the doors to the classrooms...we have practically stayed back everyday since thursday...and we are left with 1/5 of the project...benjamin came for a while but left at 3pm for art...and meitri and kenny was absent all the way through...and benjamin made a remark about a certain someone being really insecure...i do not want to comment about it...

And so i am doing all the overdue hw eg. geography(super difficult) ws...and some revision...and i am most likely not to stay back tomorrow since i wanna study for social studies test and i wanna ace through it...and luckily biology and history test have been pused back to next week...phew...most likely to get e. maths and a. maths test papers back tomorrow...there's a high possibility mrs wee ain't gonna come tomorrow coz she's absent today...and the chemistry relief teacher is super creepy...he makes these loud deep low voices when he wants to erase the whiteboard...CREEPY...

And so nabilah and izzati are fasting...haiz, being pious muslim i can see...hehehe...and i totally mixed up tomorrow's timetable thinking that there would be p.e tomorrow...i wanna play captain's ball mind you...Anyways, i'm logging out now coz i wanna update the friendster acount...

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I am depressed with the amount of tests we're gonna have next week...five to be exact...i better do my revision through the weekend with geography, history and social studies...then there's also biology and english...but maybe there's no need to be too kan chiong about the english test coz its only exposition essay...and oh, i must find the time to write my composition entry for the competition...organised by the national arts council and the arts house...i think i'll be writing a short story coz the poetry side of me is pretty rusty...

And today have been such a long day coz i just reached home about an hour ago, at around 8.20 coz i went to tuition straightaway after school...and almost everyone at tuition was wearing school uniform...and i think i was not paying attention at today's lesson coz i was pretty tired...fariz even slept in front of mr wong...hahaha...

Well, there's racial harmony day tomorrow...wear your ethnic clothes people...hahaha...and the sec 3's have to organise the bloody games stalll which is totally idiot-proof...and i'm not sure whether we have the stuff needed for tomorrow's games...hais...it was all pretty rushing...some more its like everything have to be organised by the sec 3s'...so unfair...what the hell...

So i have no idea how and where to get the 20cm by 30 cm cloth...but i have all the other stuff already...and tomorrow still need to stay back to do the volcano model as well as the geography poster...did not manage to finish it today...as expected...

And i got a huge scare just now when i got back from tuition...i was walking under the block when a pair of cats were fighting and it suddenly ran across me and stopped me in my path...it was pretty scary...one was running after the other...and their meows were ever so loud...i could seriously like get a heart attack there and then...is it a sign of bad luck...i dunno...and i think i am able to do ok for the chemistry test just now...i forgot some facts at the start of test but then it all just came back to me...

So alright people, i wanna do my history homework...and i seriously think that there have been a lot of contradictions in the teaching of humanities subjects...everything was just perfect until mrs tan-ma sok hua took over mdm nura...and she kept telling us not to write introductory paragraph when in truth, we could get up to 4 marks writing it...what the hell...is she even certified to teach???or is she like professor umbridge who just wants to see the students doomed???i hate her teaching and her bossiness, ma sok hua lah of course...

And do not forget to bring all the stuff needed to make the decorations cloth thingy...best of luck and happy racial harmony

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Oh my god!!!the weather nowadays in seriously in chaos...one moment its breezy, the other its sweltering hot...and it irritates the hell out of me...but whatever, i cannot change it coz its not within my hands...hahaha...wouldn't it be nice for it to snow in singapore...

And i am now revising through for the a.maths test tomorrow...even if i were to study, i have no confidence of passing...i have failed at least 3 a.maths tests before...god damn it, its fucking difficult...maybe i'll make a miracle like michelle did...she did not really pass a.maths during sec 3 and now, she's doing fine...maybe its true what they say, if you're good at languages, you are bound to lose out in mathematics...hais...

In the course of me studying, i have eaten at least 2 apples...nevermind, at least they're fruits and its healthy...and today have been and oh so fine day...and ms boey is seriously talking to softly...and i have no idea what the hell mr chow is teaching...wth...

Then there was the e.maths test after school just now...at usual, i have no confidence...well, what can i say, my mathematics suck so much...lets just leave it to fate to decide whether i'll be able to make a miracle or not...P.E was all the fun...played captains ball since it was raining...and heard from cikgu julinda that they are gonna make partitions in the hall for classrooms during prime of the classroom block...

And i broke the railing in my bedroom toilet early in the morning...but i did not tell my dad...then when i came home, it was fixed...did not get an earful for that...hahaha...and there was a couple fighting under my block yesterday night...everyone was watching from their windows coz they were oh so loud...and i was as if watching a movie coz i was eating hashbrowns at the same time...

And ok, i do not ever wanna buy mcdonalds from the indian lay from the mcdonalds tampines mart...she's just so lazy pig...me and izzati bought fries and we wanted to get the mayo....she said there's no stock left, but we can seriously see it in the transparent refrigerator...such a lazy idiot...so we had to ask their manager instead...if she were to ever serve me again, i'll make sure i ask another salesperson in front of her...and make her lose face...

P.S: if u wanna be working at mcdonalds, get ready to move around and get the mayo...lazy pig...

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"You get what i'm saying?"...thats the most frequently used phrase today, and every other day when we'll be having social studies lessons...the favourite phrase of mrs tan...which can get quite irritating at times too...hahaha...and she gave out more ws and we did the usual discussion stuff...And for the malay journalism writing competition, its either one will have to write out the hard copy, or we'll have to bring in our own laptops for the typing of our newspaper articles later in the day...hmmms, still contemplating about it though...(:

A.maths was nothing new...will be starting a new chapter tomorrow...and there will be more tsets in week 4 and common tests after national day...omg, back to stress mode...and i think i'm am still a bit still in a holiday kinda mood...i need to change, and fast. or else die as always...

I was kinda turned off that i dozed off when i was watching "criminal minds"...so the television in my room was on till like 3 am when i needed the loo...and i did not watch "bones"...damn i love that show...and i realised that i have been quite sleepy pretty lately...during lessons and even at about 8 or 9 pm...i think that that's not really a good sign...my biological clock have gone haywire i must say...lols...

We did procedural text-type for english...watched kylie kwong's cook show...and she was cooking meat and meitri was cringing coz she's a vegetarian...and i kept teasing her...hahaha...and i think ms zahra does not have anythong to teach us since she covered everything during the first term...and out of all the stuff, we did origami lessons...isn't it absurd???but it was kinda cool in a nerdy way...and everyone did a bear, apparently the esiest of all origami forms...

Oh, chemistry was terrible...we had 2hours of chemistry...the first part was ok...we all switched places for the months of july...and me and benjamin and all the back row move to the front...i love it, coz i am able to learn and stay focused and understand the lesson...but then there was chemistry spa...it was ok, except i broke a thermometer...had to pay $3, paying tomorrow or next week...hahas...then out of the blue, andrew, who was sitting behind me, slipped the beaker he was boiling and it fell, to the front near my bench...ah, just bad luck...but it was ok coz this is one of those experiments where i'm able to finish the spa in 1 hour(:

And there's a thing i'm pissed now: the weather is getting unbearably warmer..oh my god, its GLOBAL WARMING...and i am not exaggerating...muahahaha=)

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I woke up pretty erly today since my mom woke me up...grrr...ut was around 8.20 am...i mean what the hell...i am like having headaches already because of my everchanging sleeping patterns...coz i am waking up at 8 am one day at then waking up at 2 pm the next day...i think i am gonna have a sore throat too...as a result of me liking to swallow ice cubes...its pretty difficult to swallow my own saliva...oh gosh...

And yesterday was quie crap on television...a movie on rats...which was quite fake...the rat was as big as a human...and was walking...movie was called "altered species"...and when there were lots of rats, it was so computerised cartoon rats...then you could even see strings when the rats were moving...so instead of being a horror movie, it ended up being a comedy...and channel 5 have been airing crap dramas and movies lately...specially on wednesday nights...first it was "mosquitoman", then "altered species", and next would be "swimming pool"...all b-grade movies...

And enough about all the television...i was watching the documentary "planet earth" and it was pretty cool...undersea creatures...truth be told, i do not like the ocean and i'm happy to stay on dry land...and they were showing all these odd looking creatures that irks me out...and i even had a nightmare about it...i dreamt that i was in the ocean and the rest was all super scary...hahaha, silly me...having a nightmare over what i watched on television...

And i'm pretty hungry...maybe i'll bake some hotdogs...seriously, my home is full of junk, processed food but no real food...and when i wanted to drink the hl milk, it had even solidified, thats just plain gross, even though the expiry date will be on the 30 june 2007...i mean ewww, thats just grossing me out...

I guess i'll go to metro tomorrow since i have spare cash...and also the $50 voucher...maybe i'll get a hirt...and i think i'll get long john silver's today after tuition coz its been at least 3 weeks since i last ate their food...so ok, i'll log out right now, so much have already been written down already...

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Pretty much alone at home...yippee...well was alone at home yesterday too...and i ordered pizza hut...there was an offer...2 pan pizza regular size for $19.90...and i bought hawaian pizza and pepperoni pizza...also bought party platter...altogether cost me $27.14...including gst...and i ate 2 slices each...and 1 small drumlet...the rest was left for my parents when they get home...see, i am not that selfish at times...and i paid it with my own money...and i was super hungry yesterday thats why i managed to eat 4 slices...coz i was lazy to go out to buy rice...hahaha...

So i woke up at 9 am today coz of the a.maths extra lessons...and i was 5 minutes late...the 291 bus was stopping at every traffic light...then saw shun zi cross the road and liu ting runnning under the rain...then got out my umbrella at the bus stop and theresa was walking past...she live so near yet she came late...and saw angeline and adeline outside level 2...they were waiting for here outside but she was already inside...hahaha...and adeline looked different without specs i cannot recognise her...and kent changed his specs...

So benjamin was absent, as usual-.- and mrs wee asked about him...so sat with farah and izzati...we finished quite early...1/2hr before it actually ends we were dismissed...and have tons and tons of more homework to do...and the english assignment was crap coz it still is not up yet...and we have to make 3 posts...a personal post of 300 words or more...and 2 other posts of comments on your friends article, 100 words or more each...and some people do not even know that we need a livejournal account to do the assignment...the instructions were not clearly read out and plus the setting up of account was quite tricky...

So farah's birthday is on the 19th...and since its a holiday, i'll just give her present when school reopens...and she's going to Kuala Lumpur on 20th june...and will not be coming for the chalet...and oh yes, the chalet has been finalised...its on the 20th june, at east coast beach...pit number 20c...are we gonna jump into the sea???i hope so too;) i wanna play with the water...

So i guess this is a long post, hahaha...been watching germany's next top model too, which i guess is better than america's next top model...they have 6 international destinations instead of 1 like america's next top model...guess they have a bigger budget...they even got to go to switzerland on their first photoshoot!!i mean like wow...and the show airs for 2 hours each episode...quite long i guess...and the judges are generally concerned of the people, and they are present at ever shoot...so long live GERMANY"S NEXT TOP MODEL...

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