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Monday, April 30, 2007 @ 5:06 PM

why?

Today was quite boring...except for the fact that we got back our biology test...its like so stupid...i got 26/50...the like a lot of people from other classes failed...heard that 24 out of 43 people in 3r4 failed...and 31 people in 3r6 failed...and i think my class got 8 failures...and hui hui got 46/50 for the test...and someone is gloomy today but i'll not elaborate...its not who you think it is coz its not who it seems to be...understand...hahaha...

So, 3r6 had 3 hours of chemistry today...hahaha...ms gan took their mother tongue and values learning period for chemistry...hahaha...must be thankful ms gan wants to teach you guys...LOL...and hisyam was seriously not in the mood...hahaha...and i think its stupid to have those extra periods...i do not think they will learn anything under such circumstances...i know i would'nt...but hey, it's just me...and then pass up all the overdue a.maths hw...ben, ms lim is angry with you...

Then for chemistry, it was o...we had this introduction to latin musoc...and then zansher and his friends from 4r4 stood up and dance...so sporting...it was so hilarious...they were so bad it was good entertainment...they danced like oldies cheeky uncles at a ktv lounge...hahaha...and ms yanti was like laughing out loud at the back...of course lah, its her form class...

So, stayed back today for 1 hour for the a.maths file...but for most part of it was waiting for yong guang to file his worksheets...and the kent is so super gay..."play" a lot with kenny...and he keep saying jansen is his "girlfriend"...he have a distorted perception of what a girlfriend is supposed to be...and he's super horny...but not as horny as zhafran...hahaha...and then kept teaing kenny about how he saved lee chuang at the camp...so now i am home...

So, i 'll be studying today and tomorrow...checking a.maths answers later...making notes for social studies...and practising maths...hopefully ms lim can give back my papers by wednesday...i think its also partly my fault coz i pass it up late...and tomorrow is hui hui and han xiang birthday...happey birthday...

Labels: random, school

Sunday, April 29, 2007 @ 4:06 PM

i'm bored

So it's sunday today and i'm really quite bored...woke up quite early today...at around 11.30 am...woke up earlier at around 7 am but decided to sleep back...and my sis called early in the morning...but i did not talk to her coz my mom thought i was sleeping...but i was awoken by the telephone ringing...but i just stayed in my bed...

And i decided to celar up the mess in my room...well, decided to do it coz there's nothing else to do except studying and i am tired of it...so went through all my stuff...i found out that i have 5 levis jeans and all of them still fits me...except the oldest one is quite short...then i have lots of sweaters that i totally forgot...especially the one that my sis bought for me...

So i think my closet is all tidy up already...bought pierre cardin briefs at metro...quite expensive but its not my money...hahaha...then here i am blogging away...so, i watched the extreme makeover home edition...blabla...so yesterday watched the affair of the necklace...it really is a great movie...i love the screenplay and the costumes as well as the location...its also like so exquisite and grand...its shot in location in the checzh republic and france at all the castles...

I think i have taken an interest in the history of the western worlds...i think during the coming june holidays, i will be renting movies like marie antoinette and those epic, nostalgic movies that just is great...so i guess i'll be logging off now to study...hope i'll not watch television until ugly betty comes out...so bye...

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Saturday, April 28, 2007 @ 5:09 PM

exams sux

Well, typically, exams always sux but i guess this time it sux so much more...and especially for higher malay...i am like so dumb...i think i minus off 10 marks already from the peribahasa setion...idioms sux...it's not "i think"...it"s for sure 10 marks minus off...totally, all of the stuff she gave us was what we covered during lessons...well, let's just say i can kiss off even an A2 for my higher malay results...she did not even give us clues what to study...then have to study 90 over idiomsand all those that came out have not been thought...

FUCK IT!!!!

And i feel just as sucky for the english papers...well, clever miss zahra gave us the newspaper reports and information reports 5 bloody minutes before the exams start...wtf...and a lot of people got mixed up with the format...and she gave our test paper to look through also 5 minutes before exams...and i got 20/30...i was surprised coz i anticipated of getting lower...

And then the bloody hall was super cold...even i wore a sweater and it was super cold...i could feel the coldness right through my bones...and the hml paper was 30 minutes extra then the rest...so we were the last to go...which was awkward...it's just so unfair that there are no helping idioms for that section for us...coz i totally black out...so cikgu lin, you can say byebye to any hopes of me getting an A...

And i cannot prioritise right now...its like i am still blogging even if it is exam week...i am so not gonna do well...i am so gonna be killed by mu mother...and i dread the meet-the-parents session...totally suck...my mood will be down all day because of that...

And i am not sure whether what i wrote for open ended composition was correct...the title was "SUCCESS" and i wrote about my triumph over a disease...or was i suppose to write like what is success or what it means to be successful...i seriously do not know...and i am feeling so stressed out that i feel numb...like seriously what am is supposed to be doing...i hate school...i hate life...i wanna get it over with...

Labels: exams, random

Thursday, April 26, 2007 @ 2:17 PM

2 down

Ok, so i got back home like at around 1.45 pm...bought macdonalds which i ate in the bus...my mom was like late for work...awww, i thought she was not working today...yeah, she's working...so was not on my usual bus to school...i think i took the 3rd bus of 72...i was quite late...but no problems since i am not late for school...

So had the first 2 papers today...did the English Language Paper 2 first and less than 15 minutes later, i did the Higher Malay Paper 1...i just hope i can get A for both papers...i think that my comopistion for hml sux so much...and english paper was quite difficult...and when i finished the hml paper, it was at the nick of time...right before the teacher pens down, i finished my last word...phew. and i wrote on like 3 pieces of paper for section 2...and i felt my letter writing was pretty long...and we had exams in the hall...SUPER COLD...bringing a sweater tomorrow definately maybe...

And the normal academic boys were pretty noisy...and then there was handphone ringing and the boys whistling...hello, if you do not want to do well for your exams, that's fine by me...but there are other people who need to do well...so please be considerate and think of others...i was like pissed coz of the noise and the teachers scolding them...

So i brought the kamus dewan...i think this is the first time that i really made full use of it...it was like i'm obsessed with it...luckily i brought it coz i suddenly forgot to spell a lot of words...wth...and so it was raining...and i really wanted to pee for the last 30 minutes of the paper...ben was also in an urgent situation...you should have seen his face...he was like dashing out of the hall straightaway after the teacher dismissed us...

So i am now at home...downloading songs even though there will be more exams tomorrow...aiyoyo asyraf...so later i will have tuition...the 2nd mock test again...may be revising english and hml later during class...anyways i hate maths exams...and i'm alone at home since my father is out...so, i am going to rest for a while now before going to classes...

Labels: random, school

Wednesday, April 25, 2007 @ 5:11 PM

faster

Okay, i hope that this will be a quick post but i doubt it coz i have quite a few things to rant about...well, its kinda dark even though it's around 5+ pm only...it looks like its so gonna rain...i think it will...my mom had her off day switched to today and her old friend had just passed on and she's visiting the deceased at woodslands...was one of her colleagues when she was at metro paragon...

Now, lets talk about today...nothing much but i have to pass up all the delayed homeworks by next monday or risk getting my values mark deducted...and oh, by the way, i wanna buy hilary duff's new album...support the origin, go against piracy...

So got back the chemistry test paper and i am seriously unhappy about it...its like i got only 30/50 and that's only about 60%...it seriously is gonna hurt my chances of getting an A...haihs...got to study and burn the midnight oil this next few days...and luckily just now we did not have to endure 3 hours of chemistry coz mrs teh got to finish everything in the 2 hours curriculum...yeah...

I heard that 3R6 got 31 failures for the biology test...i still have not gotten it back...i am like so sad...and there will be exams tomorrow so i better study...and its raining and ther are lightnings right now so i better log off...bye...

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Tuesday, April 24, 2007 @ 7:17 PM

gossip

i am so gonna make this post a really quick one...coz i wanna study for the mid-year examinations and i will not be able to study if i were to on the laptop...so hopefully i will not get addicted to the laptop for this 3 weeksof examinations...

Had the 2.4 km NAPFA test and i have blisters on my feet already...i'm so glad that the nightmare is over so now can just come and enjoy the P.E lessons...next term, after the holidays. we'll be doing basketball...and we had thai visitors just now in class. 4 of them to be exact...and meitri, serene and yong guang had to be the gracious hosts...hahaha...quite a number of people need not run just now since they were the student councillors and helpers...

Biology was as usual fun...have not gotten back the test paper though...hope i'll pass...and i am frustrated with having to wait for 3r6 to finish their chemistry class...in our BIOLOGY LAB where we are supposed to be doing biology...It's all ms gan's fault...and we would have to start the class late...

Then we have bio again and ms kum was checking through all the work we've done...and we have to stay back for extra lessons of e.maths...the continuation of the lesson...and we'll have chemistry for 3 hours straight tomorrow...oooh, i'll be bored to death already...

And then after school which end at around 3 pm, sat in school along the walkway bench with shazlyn and shahirah...we talk and talk and eat and eat the chips which were super nice...lolz...and for tomorrow's hml class, we could revise whatever w want...its the day before the first 2 papers...omfg...wth...so will be studying on friday after school, sunday, saturday, monday, tuesday and everyday...no more fooling around...coz i really wanna get good grades...

And ms y is pregnant...aww, that's so sweet...knew it right from the start when she wanted to puke in the van on or way back from the julia gabriel debating championship...heard nan hua sec was in the finals...and stupid anderson sec was in the semis...lost to anderson sec coz of that stupid shallow judge's biasness...so, will be studying from now on...shucks...

Labels: bitching, random

Monday, April 23, 2007 @ 5:14 PM

pics birthday

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@ 4:59 PM

rain

Well, did not update for yesterday...was sleepy so practically slept the whole day...the birthday party was fun and i camwhored a lot...will be uploading some of the pics later...so the a.maths retest was just insane...i'll fail again for sure...did not know a lot of people failed it...so, practically today nothing much...got back geography test paper...scored 25/30...super happy about it...i guess i'll be concentrating on my humanities for the mid-year...i must get distinctions for at least 3 or 4 subjects...

So did nothing much today...i hate graphs and all those shit...i understand it during lessons but when it comes to tests and exams, i am just totally blank...and i got 83/110 for the hml mock test...so if converted to 100%, i will still get a distiction...well, basically all my subejects are on track except for a.maths and e.maths...

So my parents are not at home...yippee, i am free to do whatever i want...and i think faez will be furthering his studies at tertiary education in private...lolz...and i seriously wanna study for mid-year but i am just plain lazy...and i will do my best, at killing myself to study...uploading pics...

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Saturday, April 21, 2007 @ 12:00 PM

rifki's birthday

Happy 1st Birthday RIFKI

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@ 11:50 AM

lukman's birthday

Happy 15th Birthday LUKMAN

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Friday, April 20, 2007 @ 10:50 PM

pics

The finished product...i like...it's cute...

Top view of EYORE...

Front view of EYORE...cost me a total bomb...$19.90...

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@ 10:24 PM

2 days

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So basically tired and sleepy i did not on the computer for the whole day...slept when i reached home and only woke up for tuition...had a mock test there...did not really concentrate...hahaha...and school was super fun coz i got back my test results...for biology, ms kum showed us real videos of what happens to the food we ate...it was super gross with yucky stuff and it was only our first period of the day...she said she will show us the reproduction videos next year...horny you people...

P.E was boring coz mr ong was absent...but there was no 2.4 km run:)...and ms lim relief the class...i hate a.maths...no question about it...i totally blew the test...i failed...but on the bright side of things, i totally like history now since i can score...my first test was 7/25...but this test, i got 23/25 and i think its the highest...tsktsk...and i am not boasting...hehehe...geography is nice if ms low continue to teach us...i totally understand her teachings...and she was the first batch of ngee ann students...wow...our seniors...and she's the same age as diana...so sad she may not be teahing us anymore...she may be posted to another school...

And miss kang of tuition was from xinmin...she super clever but she does not look the type...she got 7 points for o-levels...ands she took triple sciences, double maths and pure history and pure geography...how cool is that...i adore her...

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Today's a sad day since there was a massacre in 1999 on this very day...but on to the lighter side of things...did not really do anything much today...all we did was wbs after wbs after wbs...and we had to stay back for hml and did mock exam paper...super difficult...get to knock off early...lazy shahirah was th only one not present...i had to wait for one and a half hour for hml to start...but i studied a whole lot in class...no more wasting time...

So went to hougang mall to get a gift for my baby nephew...bought hime eyore from winnie the pooh cartoons...posting the pics later...cost me a bomb...and watched the thai horror movie The Sisters which was super scary...about a prostitute that was murdered and chopped into pieces...there were a lot of eyecandy too...

Tomorrow will be the party...woohoo...bringing my camera...so yippee...bye(:

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@ 10:11 PM

in loving memory

in loving memory, columbine high school massacre.
200499

"Mommy.. Johnny brought a gun to school,

He told his friends that it was cool,

And when he pulled the trigger back,

It shot with a great crack.

Mommy, I was a good girl, I did What Iwas told,

I went to school, I got straight A's,

I even got the gold!

But Mommy, when I went to school thatday,

I never said good-bye,

I'm sorry Mommy, I had to go,

ButMommy, please don't cry.

When Johnny shot the gun,

He hit me and another,

And all because Johnny, Got the gunfrom his older brother.

Mommy, please tell Daddy; That I lovehim very much,

And please tell Zack; my boyfriend;

That it wasn't just a crush.

And tell my little sister;

That she is the only one now,

And tell my dear sweet grandmother;

I'll be waiting for her now,

And tell my wonderful friends;

That they always were the best;

Mommy, I'm not the first, I'm no better than the rest.

Mommy, tell my teachers; I won't showup for class,

And never to forget this, And please don't let this pass.

Mommy, why'd it have to be me?

No onedeserves this,Mommy, warn the others,

Mommy I leftwithout a kiss.

And Mommy tell the doctors; I knowthey really did try,

I think I even saw a doctor, Tryingnot to cry.

Mommy, I'm slowly dying, With a bulletin my chest,

But Mommy please remember, I'm inheaven with the rest.

Mommy I ran as fast as I could,When I heard that crack,

Mommy, listento me if you would,

I wanted to go to college,

I wanted to try things that were new,

I guess I'm not going with Daddy, Onthat trip to the new zoo.

I wanted to get married,

I wanted to have a kid,

I wanted to be an actress,

Mommy, Iwanted to live.But Mommy I must go now,

The time isgetting late,

Mommy, tell my Zack, I'm sorry but I had to cancel the date.

I love you Mommy, I always have, Iknow; you know it's true,

And Mommy all I wanted to say is,

"Mommy, I love you.

"****In Memory of The ColumbineStudents Who Were Lost**** "

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Wednesday, April 18, 2007 @ 6:59 PM

kOkO crunch

:D...isn't it cute...well its the budget pack...only 41.40...its only for me what...hahaha...

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@ 5:30 PM

skippy

I miss those donuts that i ate in australia...they look somthing like the pic...but i did not take any real pictures of it there...rip this of from internet...so pretty much every test is finished except for a.maths...and mid-year is coming...so stress...and then rifki's birthday is this saturday...he's my nephew...his mum is my 2nd eldest cousin...29 years old...and he's 1 this year...and the twins birthday is also this saturday...

So mdm nura did not come for social studies...but we still got the mock-test to do...totally copied some of it from farah...hehehe...and the higher malay compo assignment just now was so crap...i guess it will be my worse ever...and my english expository assignment was also crap...today, i cannot write any compositions...my mind could not think at all...some days i can write whole-heartedly but other days i am just plain lazy...

And today i was so late for school...miss the bus near the bus-stop...and totally i came to school at 7.05 am...and this person just cut my queue at the interchange...it's a nassian and some people know this animal...i am harsh for my own good...and the o-levels book have so many mistakes...out of 12 mcq questions, 4 of them were wrong...and biology test was super difficult...tough i studied really hard, some of the questions was out of this world...

And when i took 72 to school just now, i saw mdm vali...she was a teacher from my primary school...well, basically its ironic i know all the teachers in primary school but not all the teachers in secondary...maybe in primary school i was proactive...its so funny...and e.maths was super fun coz mr lai was so fed up with angeline i guess that he started to be as annoying and funny as her...when angeline say how to draw the graph, he would say, use you pencil...all those lame stuff...and it actually carried on...he's like one of the students...

And i bought skippy peanut butter, koko crunch, hl milk with my own money...wah...i was like wanting to eat thosestuff later...and the pack for koko crunch was super cute...upload the pic later...and will be doing geography and history ws now...and 2.4 km napfa is tomorrow...crap...

Labels: bitching, random

Tuesday, April 17, 2007 @ 4:42 PM

freedom

My day today was so much better than yesterday...its like duh...and mrs wee took over the class since ms lim was not able to make it...today was really boring and i dunno what to write about...except for enrichment class which was super gross...the food was not great...i hope u people understand that right...

And oohh, lets bitch about my father...i hate talking to him coz all he talks about is politics...why do i even have to care about it?...in a million years, we'll all get sucked in a black hole...geddit...hml was as usual sucky...cikgu lin is always trying to say this and that...hello, we know that you talk bad about us lah...ok...happy...such a hypocritical liar...

And i am/going to study super damn hard for my subjects...i must get an A1(this is only because cikgu lin thinks that only farah and me can get it, but not my target) for my higher malay...JIAYOU...i can do it...here are my targets...i really do hope i get them...

English- A2

Higher Malay- A2

E.maths- B3

A.maths- B3

Geography- A2

Chemistry- A2

Biology- B3

Combined Humanities- B3/A2

Really hope i can get it so at least my L1R5 would ba around 11 to 13 points...can still get into a junior college...duh...i wanna go jc...poly is my 2nd choice...what other choice do i have???fashion design...hahaha...And i have 3 tests tomorrow...english expository which was told today...higher malay compo based on idioms which was told today and biology...and my class got the exams timetable...we have 2 major exams on the same day for 3 or 4 days...like a.maths and chemistry on the same day...and social studies and a.maths on the same day...ok before that, maybe i hope that something might just happen to me...be in the mortuary if you need me by then):

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Monday, April 16, 2007 @ 4:57 PM

pissed off

Okay, i am seriously not in a good mood today...meaning i am totally pissed off...not during school hours but after school...well, did biology spa practical which was a success...this is the first time i am able to do it without any help and manage during the 1hr duration...and assembly was fun even though ended 20 mins late...and higher malay was okay...did not study at all...got 16/20 for my formal malay paper 1...i think its the highest...and cikgu lin wants me to type all my composition to give to her for examples to other students...its kind of weird...coz i am still not satisfied with my compositions...there is not one compo that i am really proud or satisfied off...i still think its lacking the oomph factor...it does not make me think about the deeper meaning of the story...unlike my primary schhol days when i got 39/40 for compo...that was seriously i put my heart and soul into it...and i cannot write anything like that ever again...like some authors say, those stuff only comes by once...you either get better or worse...

And seriously all the fuckish stuff happened after school...took 291 to interchange...then there was this stupid uncle who was standing up in front of me even though he was sitting...he wanted to go to the door even thought we're far away from the stop...and then he bumped into me and my books all nearly dropped...

Then at mcdonalds interchange, i was queing up for like 10 mins just to get served...there was this customer in front who ordered stuff and wanted this and that...the sales person had to void the cash register over and over again...

And then had to wait for my burger and fries...then there is this indonesian lady who just came up beside me and started ordering...she wanted to speak english but cannot understand it at all...and she was like a botch even though she is old...around 30-40 years old...she was super impatient...she kept asking the sales person to give her frien even though they were cooking it...if i were the sales person, i would take the hot oil and pour it over that lady...

I was super boiling mad in the bus already...the group of middle aged women behind me were talking as if they were 10 miles away from each other...its like they are using a microphone...super loud and annoying...and they keep laughing...-.-

So the shitty day may already end but i am still pissed...will be studying for the next 3 hours and doing all those revisions...and i am actually eating comfort food when i am angry...danger alert...so basically i will be changing my blogskin again by tomorrow or by this week...coz i wanna try out new stufff...may be doing the old layout..if not i'll stick to this or try out something else...

What a f**king day today thanks to the singapore public...

Labels: bitching, random

Sunday, April 15, 2007 @ 7:57 PM

naturally forgetful

I am like really bored today...watched television for 1 hour only...extreme makeover home edition...nice, nice, nice...then have been on my laptop for like 5 hours already...really bored...i don't feel like doing my homework...and i left biology practical book in school i guess...cannot do homework...finished my a.maths ironically...i paid attention in class...higher malay homework is shitty comprehension...its about folklore which is super boring...hello ministry of education, we are not stupid little kids...give us work that could capture our imagination...like a murder passage or fashion...not folklore...

I forgot which pages to do for chemistry wb...guess i'll do the whole chapter...and have to complete social studies ws...and study biology and e.maths...and i guess this year the standard for cca's have gone down...OR...the judging of syf have gone up a notch...i don't really know and don't care coz it does not bother me...to hell with those stuff...need to concentrate on o-levels...go to junior college hopefully...go to a university in australia or new zealand and be far away from singapore...i guess that is why my sis is taking the permanent residency in australia...

So, practically i am waiting for my sis to call...i need her to do ma a favour and buy me a bag...or shirts from jay jays...and i miss queen street mall...its super huge and super great and i miss the ferry ride...and i miss the parks and the hours of travelling from 1 place to another...and i miss the sceneries...and i miss those shopping...i wanna go there again...maybe there is a high possibility that i'll be there again this year but i am not sure...coz there will be classes for end of year and my mom is going for my sis graduation ceremony...maybe i'll get my chance when i'll reach the age...

Oh yah...and reuben aka mr ng aka mr p is going to london this june...he'll have to go early coz he's on scholarship...by the moe...wahhh...super nice mann...coz he said to miss yanti that scholars have a harder time making friends there...lol...either they are geeks or nerds or just plain unsocialable...seriously no one will spoonfeed us with all those debate stuff anymore...aww...and ex-debate members of ngee ann are really doing well...reuben is going to london for a degree to become a teacher...and jason is taking a law degree here in singapore...not sure about the rest coz did not keep in touch with them i guess...so the future looks bright for debate team mambers...hahaha...

SSo i am seriously getting a new notepad to write down all my homeworks and reminders...ever since my notebook fell in the toilet bowl the other day, i threw it away...what do you expect then???and its less than 2 weeks to mid year...it will either make or break me...and if will break me, i guess i'll never bounce back...

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Saturday, April 14, 2007 @ 11:12 AM

end of day

So yesterday was Sports Day and it was super damned boring...there was no ngee ann spirit at all...even the student councillors cannot control the crowd of students...its like they don't even care...some of them were even sitting down and chatting instead of doing the work...then kelly and angeline sold drinks..hahaha...woke up at 5 and met tasha and meitri and kembangan mrt...and benjamin did not turn up...aiyoyo...

So reached there at around 7.30 and walk out...then we were among the first to board the shuttle bus....and stupid school did not provide buses for upper secondary school students...damn you all...we had to walk like a kilometer until i stopped and asked someone at the bus stop...took number 30 to boon lay mrt...with izzad and anton and aqilah and raqiah and her brother and izzati and amirah and sinarti...some of them dropped at bugis...wanted to go eat but super tired so izzad and we all decided to just go home...

Reached home at 3 pm...slept on the mrt for half the journey...and then suddely woke up and was raining heavily...reached home and shower and slept for 7 hours until 10 pm...woke up to watch supernatural and survivor and chinese movie...then my mom came into my room to switch off the tv coz she thought i was asleep and i scared her...hahaha...

So woke up and decided to blog...no sound from laptop again...so now gonna do my revision...and be a studious guy(:

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Thursday, April 12, 2007 @ 9:08 PM

hassle

Isn't that nice...swallow shaving blades and have the blood trickle down your mouth...maybe the sensation is really hallucinating...lost in your own thoughts and that sensation...okay, by the way, i was really attentive in class today...chemistry test can pass but i don't think i'll get A, coz i did not finish 2 questions...not enough time...and english test was crap...this is the first time that i am not proud of my english test...no confidence at all...geography test was ok...i finished just in the nick if time...phew...

So had tuition just now...ms kang is really nice...i think she teach better than mr chia...was really tired during tuition so did not do some of the work given...but she was understanding...daniel read a magazine...deborah read a book and she bought more books from popular...gerald was super super careless and uber cute...yixian was late...aiyoyo...

And something unlucky happened to me when i went home just now...i was like carrying a lot of books when crossing the road at the junction near the hougang mall...and suddenly it rained like super heavily and i was drenched...my bio, chem and a.maths books were a lil bit wet...i hate wet books...hahaha...and when i was in the toilet doing the big business, there was like this super loud thunder like a bomb...BOMB...super loud...loudest i have evr heard...

Okay so tomorrow have Sports Day...going with benjamin and tasha and meitri...meeting them at kembangan mrt station...so meeting at 6.30...super early...but what to do...stupid school, never provide us with transport...damn you...so much money but cannot afford to hire buses...piss me off...and The Dance Floor is getting absurd...SOUL fusion have been in the bottom 3 all the time...whatthe fucking shit...damn it...

Labels: random, unlucky

Wednesday, April 11, 2007 @ 4:51 PM

my life sux

Just say yes and it will all be over, sooner or later...and i have an urge to call my father a S_ _ _ N because he acts like one...i mean get ovet it, i stillhate him...get mad at me for nothing...say i don't want to let him see my file...who likes him to check my suff...fugly bitch...and he thinks he is right, always...so u can juz go and burn in hell...ooops, i am getting lots of sins...need to let some steam off first...

So basically a.maths test was super difficult and i'll fail...end of story...should i drop a.maths...no, coz i want to have 8 subjects...so basically need to slog it out for 2 years and then see what happens next...so seriously, i was getting really cranky this week...thanks to my father today...

I guess a lot have happened in school...a lot of drama...a lot of this and that...gosh, i thought secondary school was supposed to be fun...well, basically, i was really attentive in class this week...did not fell sleepy at all...it's good, now i can be attentive in class and understand what those teachers are talking about...

Well, have geography, chemistry and english test tomorrow...hope i can do well to cover up for my stupid a.maths stuff...really and if my father were to nag at me once again...i swear i will definately kill him myself and chop him up into 17 pieces and scatter his body at sea...i am evil...mess with me, you fugly bitchy "father"...

Labels: random, sux

@ 4:08 PM

birthday

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ASYRAF DEXTER!!!

Labels: birthdays

Monday, April 9, 2007 @ 9:58 PM

help me

I am losing myself...seriously i am...i am losing myself...losing myself in those books...losing myself in projects...losing myself in stress...losing myself in everything i do...i lost my touch...my god am i losing myself...i may just be suicidal...well, pressure sucks and it is taking a toll on me...i have no life anymore...thanks to growing up in singapore...i need to get away...maybe in december...my mother better allow me to visit my sister again or else i will bitch and whine about it...if not, maybe i can stay at home alone and my parents go there...ithink my dad have realized that my sis wants to take permanent residency there in australia...hmms i am happy for her...but it is actually to my advantageous point too...yippee

So, been chatting with Fatin, my best friend in bitching...seriously we're the best...and talk and talk...and reuben aka mr ng aka debate coach aka school teacher aka mr P chat with me...lolz...so did english project with the rest...well it was me doing with very little inmput from the rest...playing games...-.-...and i am damned tired...failed e.maths test...no surprise...dying in my bed tonight...high possiblity...slitting myself...love to...killing another person...look forward too...

okay, what if tomorrow never comes...would u be alone or be with someone...would u die and go to heaven or live int his world forever...would u love someone whom you hate whom you love and whom you hate agin...would you haunt thise who ain't satisfied with you...i wanna go...but i wanna go there...

Its a very emo post...may not make sense to some...and i am changing rapidly...i ain't sure if this is the way...):

Labels: emo, random

Sunday, April 8, 2007 @ 9:38 PM

darn it

Okay, well today did nothing much...woke up at around 12 pm and just laze around...really lazy...slept quite early also...but dunno why...paid the internet bills at central...then wentto popular...then remembered stuffs...and bought it...watched extreme makeover before that...very nice...the older brother named stephan was really responsible...aww...

well, the english project have some improvement...maybe staying back tomorrow to finish it up with meitri, tasha and benjamin...maybe benjamin need to go to art club...and 6 tests this week...lots of lurve to those tests...and to fatin, you do have lame genes...hahaha...so need to study loads more...luckily history test is finished...one load of the back...hahaha to those of you taking it this week...super nervous...super difficult...lol...

So, started using the diary already...quite useful...and april 20 is coming fast...very special and significant day...not my birthday...its a solemn and sober day...really sad what happened that day...may be going to tampines mall after school to buy stuff using the last year voucher...expire on april 12...nearly forgot about it...silly if its wasted...

So, off i'm going to watch ugly betty and maybe america's next top model cyle 7...there will be drama...no no drama, i don'twant no drama...hahaha...and there will be lots of syf this week...good luck to the english drama club syf on monday and concert band on thursday...get gold...if not, aiyoyo...you guys would be dissappointed...later all the long faces...cannot bear to take it...hahaha...ok...gtg...buhbye(:

Labels: random, syf

Saturday, April 7, 2007 @ 10:22 PM

a walk to remember

Finished watching a walk to remember just now...a really nice, great film with beautiful sceneries and great acting depicting life, death and most improtantly love...it is such a sweet movie with credible acting...so slept at 4 am yesterday night to watch another great movie, an american rhapsody featuring scarlet johanssen...about hungary during the ww1...really heartwarming...

So, watched tv for quite some time today...there were good new dramas like "the inside", "e-ring" and "the unit"...basically i love those kind of shows...my mom was not working today...so had to act like a good boy-.-...realised i have 6 tests next week...woopee...and am trying to do the english project by today...stupid exposition report...with the thesis statement...so much like debate...but so meticulous...

Caught up on my sleep alot...thanks to my father not waking me up...gosh, today feels like sunday, except its saturday...its been a ling time i watched a movie...maybe after the exams...will be paying the internet bills tomorrow...and also buy a few stationeries from popular at hougang mall...

My dad made banana firtters just now...only ate 1 piece...very full...ate fried rice in the morning...but did not finish it...my appetite is getting smaller...which is a good thing...maybe i'll binge...yeah i will...but its so gross, looking at your vomit...so got to go and finsh english project now...see ya):

Labels: movies, presentation, random, tv

Friday, April 6, 2007 @ 4:54 PM

ramblings

Did not blog yesterday coz was super tired all day long...had the NAPFA test situps and my stomach still hurts like hell...so english went to computer lab and did the report project...and there will be more than 5 tests next week...with more coming in week 5...history test was ok...it was manageable...and went to tuition after that...

Ms Kang is like super nice...i think she teaches better than Mr Chia...she was super sweet and was really ok...good thing she replaces mr chia...did most of my work during the 2 hour tuition...but since most of us understood what she taught, she let us off 10 minutes earlier...so bought coke from 7-eleven and went home straight...was super tired so went to bed straightaway when i reached home...did not watch american idol prison break and without a trace...super sad):

So watching America's Next Top Model cycle 8 on youtube...thanks to username 888772...really fast being uploaded...and so will be doing all the revising and the project by this week...and my mom will be working overtime today...she just called home so yeah...sadly my dad is at home...shit...hate it...just shut the fucking hell up and don't talk to me...i do not want to be disturbed...and hate tests...it will drive me to my grave...sick...

Labels: random, school

Wednesday, April 4, 2007 @ 10:24 PM

history in me

Okay, today was an okay day...missed 2 periods of lesson...whicj is a.maths, chemistry and e.maths...missed whole 1 hour lesson of e.maths...and half an hour each from a.maths and chemistry...so i have more tests coming up...right after the higher malay test just now, cikgu lin said there will another paper 1 test next tuesday...what bullshit there is...i am really not looking for ward to going to malay class anymore...

So during medical check-up, had everything checked...i don't need to change spectacles but i want to...just the frames...and if i do, i will probably pay it myself...and i lost 4 kg...need to lose more weight man...and i did not grow in height...what the fuck...i wanna be taller...

The biology project presentation was like so much fun...when we followed the script for the first 3 presentation, it was boring and i think the classmates cannot understand...sorry pei wen, miki, yan wei, germaine and adeline...but after that we forgo the script and did more explainations from the board...and there was more interaction between us and them...and i think we explained better...i am actually gainig self-confidence when speaking or presenting to people...so i guess the debate helped alot...

So i will be having history test during lesson tomorrow...have been cramming my brain since 8 pm...started late coz i overslept my nap...so careless of me...but i am trying my best to study...made notes already too...and will be having 2.4 km test tomorrow...i will fail it for sure...so just wish me luck for my history test...got to go revise again now...bye:)

Labels: presentation, random, tests

Tuesday, April 3, 2007 @ 6:31 PM

exam season

Seriously, life as a student suck a lot man...you have those bloody fucking exams and tests and all those practicals that are so darned difficult in which you cannot finish in an hour...and you stay back in school every single day till 5 or 6 pm just to have cca and practice for competitions...you lose your sleep, your freedom, your life...why must some people say that secondary school is the best time of your life...i agree but there are some aspects that needs to be changed...

It is like exam season once again and i am trying to pull myself together to really study and not watch too much of television...and those tons of homeworks and worksheets that needs to be revised...and those ugly disturbing maths equations that do not know how to be solved...and worst of all, when it comes to the day you have the exam and the day you get back your results...sick man...

I have like 9 tests coming up and this education system is seriously fucked up:

1. history test-week 3

2. chemistry test-week 4

3. e.maths test-week 4

4. a.maths test-week 4

5. geography test-week 4

6. higher malay-week 3

7. english ca1 test-week 4

8. biology practical- week 5

9. chemistry practical- week 4(most probably)

And on top of that there is still mid-year examinations coming up...and that's a whole bunch of chapters to be tested...need to memorise for geography, history and social studies...understand e.maths and a.maths...look through and understand chemistry and biology...and just pray for english and higher malay...gosh, i wish i am dead...

Labels: random, school, tests

Monday, April 2, 2007 @ 4:12 PM

forgive and forget

For me, i guess that today was a great day for me coz everything seems so nice...first of all in the morning raqiah baked for us all cookies...thank you raqiah:)...so everything today was fine...and esrinda came upto the 4 of us and we talked...so no more hard feelings right now...it all started from a misunderstanding and no one really remembered what was the reason behind it...so it was just over stupid issues on my part like the blogskin...okay okay i admit...but seriously everthing cannot go back as per normal...so we just have to live our lives...

so i am really quite busy for today...apart from doing all the homeworks and biology script, i need to do my history revision...and when i got home, my father was so nice as to cook me a prawn noodle or whatever...and it taste quite nice...furthermore i am already really hungry so just had to eat it ok...and so i got in touch with my best friend in bitching...yeah:)and i am still not satisfied during malay lessons...so i am not going to perform up to my standards until mid-year and end of year exams and i will keep my mouth shut...favouritism rules fuck ass...

Labels: forgive, random

Sunday, April 1, 2007 @ 12:35 PM

transformers the movie

Labels: movie clips

@ 12:33 PM

fantastic 4: rise of the silver surfer

Labels: movie clips

@ 12:27 PM

spiderman 3

Labels: movie clips

@ 12:11 PM

food

I woke up like at around 11 am and then like on the laptop...then after that my father said he is going to cook today...macaroni...how nice...so decided to blog...nothing much to do today except for finishing the homeworks and doing the biology project script...will also try to revise for history test...i am not ready for another test...

So decided to watch trailers to new movies...so i have made my mind set...i will be watching Spiderman 3, Fantastic 4: Rise of the Silver Surfer and Transformers the movie...all of it looks good so i will try to make time to watch those movies...and will be uploading their trailers later...but i am scared of the stupid bandwith...whatever...

So basically today there are a lot of television programmes that interest me...Mary Kate and Ashley, Extreme Makeover, Jack and Bobby, Veronica Mars, The League of Extraordinary Gentlemen and Ugly Betty...not watching America's Next Top Model coz it is all done with...

Will be trying to do everything whie watching television...and even though it is bad i will even do it...so i guess that is it:)

Labels: movie clips, random, tasks, tv