It's been a so called a good week, except for a few instances...and i am really stressed, and its all because of a.maths...i can understand what mrs wee is teaching in class, bu when i'm gonna do my work, i would suddenly go blur...have i lost interest in this subject???pretty much i am gonna screw up again in this subject unless i make an effort to meet mrs wee after school for her to re-teach me again...hais, well i think i am really going spiralling downwards in my mathematics...and i am sober when i am writing this...

Well, this semester quite sad, mdm nura not teaching no more...and she's being replaced by mrs tan, who pronounes tampines as "tam-PINES"...and she have already said she'll not teach content in social studies, its personal studying...i am like dumfouded...and ms kang is like also gone...sob sob...replaced by this boring teacher who's an ex-teacher at springfield...and he's quite strict too...well, tuition is gonna be a drag and we have to do homeworks too...i mean like omg, adding to my workload of stuff to do...

And O-level oral and listening comprehension is like in 2 weeks time...i can't help but i was drawn to buying the malay newspaper today, its like i have never bought a malay newspaper on my accord before...and my malay-speaking voice is totally bad...i just got a bad feeling about it...the last time i really speak proper maly without english words was like 3 years ago, for the PSLE...coa sec 1 and sec 2 no oral what...and i kinda feel akward about doing and speaking in proper malay words with all the pronounciations...and it have to be fake...coz that's because i feel superficial and fake speaking the way the teacher want me to speak, beacuse its just not me...

And i have been paying attention in class...which is good(:but i am really a dumb-head...and there's gonna be a trip to TOKYO at the end of the year for elective history students...and its jointly organised with the ms alice chua, who is also co-organising it as environmental studies...and i wanna go...so i have to get in her good books...and i must do the "YOUNG ENVIRONMENTAL STUDIES" talk at nan hua sec really well...then maybe she'll recognise the green movemant group and like can recommend us to go too...but then maybe there will be a geography's trip too...hais, so many trips and i am confused...

P.s: Yeah, i grew by 2 cm to be at 1.78 m ...yippee:)

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Okay, i am becoming more and more of a lazy thing to blog...but theres only because i was like so engrossed with my homeworks that nothing else really matter or were significant...plus all the homework were like really complicated...not all but its just that i lazy to do...some more the 4 mindmaps were like fuck...need to do ever so nicely...heck care lah...anyway i also cannot study from mindmaps...i need like lotsa books and my own neat line by line notes on a foolscap paper...hahaha...weird???

And i just slept for just over 3 1/2 hours...thats coz i slept at around 1.30 am...was watching ugly betty and lost and pepper dennis...i think i'll be hooked back to lost provided that i won't miss an episode...and some more i woke up at 5 am coz i hate taking the bus at around 7+ coz there will be lotsa people and a lot of squishing too...then when i reached school at around 6.50 am, ranon thought i had forgotten that the day starts at 8.30 am...hahaha...

OOOh and yeah that we'll be getting new social studies and geography teacher...at least geo is ok coz its ms low...so she taught us as a trainee before but so sad mdm nura have to leave us...sad...coz she have to follow her husband oversea...and ben was like asking her stuff during assembly and her reactions were pretty funny...and people used to be scared of her in lower sec but at the beginning of the year she told us she never eat upper sec students...hahaha...

Oh and for higher malay, its less than 2 weeks to o-level oral and listening comprehension...i am so gonna be dead...coz i cannot speak in proper malay...i need to have a mixture of malay and english...but during the discussion i had the most idea(:but sian leh coz all my points were like being translated by the teacher...i do not feel comfortable speaking in proper malay...it just sounds forced and fake to me...

And the bloody discussion was kinda stupid...topic: teenagers lose sense of the culture...that is such a broad topic...and we would have to do a composition tomorrow...bloody hell coz its quite a tedious job to do, something like expository essay...die die lah...and the new stall sells halal paus...yea...and the black pepper burger was delicious...(:

And i think i will need a trim on my hair...its not long, except that my specs pushes the hair above my ears out,making them seem long...i hope that mrs wee wil understandand at least let me cut it by the end of the week or by wednesday...coz she never specify by when need to get it done with...

And tasha was so nice...buy us gifts from paris where she went on a holiday...she bought us truffles...i got a lighter and ben got a knife...I AM NOT A SMOKER...the lighter is a momento from france...thats just it...get that right...hahaha...pics up later...and my cousin gave birth on thursday to a baby boy...named muhd rayyanmikhail...and her neighbour turns out to be fahmi...coincidence

And i think mrs wee will push the dateline for the maths project till next week...(:

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4 days i did not blog and now i am back...was not blogging coz got nothing happening...so now start again...so yesterday had the study group with najam...unfortunately farhan cannot make it...but its ok coz he got his project to do...so i went to meet najam at pasir ris library...and najam was 15 minutes late...coz he missed the first bus...and i was like a stupid person waiting outside the library...hahaha...

He came and then we went to popular first coz we need to replenish our school supplies...he bought a pocket file and o-level books...wah so hardworking is it???and i got a green pen...can get the other stuff later...and so go to the library and sat near the window...cannot concentrate at first coz was talking a lot...and i was leaning against the window which does not seem stable...hahaha...just a few centimetres of glass separating me from my fall of death from the 4th storey...later the news would become very similar to a certain deceased person...god bless...

So we were talking non stop...i did not manage to finish the chemistry ws...coz have a lot of distraction...hahaha...furthermore i was pretty hungry...and since we were fickle-minded, ended up eating at burger king...bought rendang double burger meal...and najam made an unwise decision...he bought just the burger, which set him back $4, whereas a set meal cost $6...and i think that burger knig's burgers are really quite expensive...but it worth it to buy a meal...and i bought chicken cheesesticks to bring home for dinner...coz nobody at home....

So there were a number of new shops at white sands...and then bought egg tart, which used to be my grandmother's favourite dessert...cost $1.10...oklah...so i also bought a key chain...a monkey to be exact...a red one, and was quite cute...cost $3.90...and i have just realised that i am spending my money on stuff i do not need...well whatever, its my money anyways...

Then we went to pasir ris beach...quite breezy...and talk a lot about stuff too...and i have a strand of white hair, what the hell...and najam took it out...luckily, it would be embarasing to walk around with white hair...but i do not need to dye my hair...later it would be like so ugly and disastrous, as shown by a few examples shown in school...hahahaha....and i've pictures too...uploading later...so me and najam par ways at 6.30 pm...i took 89 home...but did not go home straight, went to compass point...stopped there for a while...and metro was having an atrium sale...

And went to popular again...nearly bought a book entitled "picture perfect"...maybe i'll buy it later...and may not want to watch fantastic 4, due to the bad reviews...so i'll use the money to buy the book...so then again took 80 home...and then reached home, eat the chickn cheesesticks and watch tv till 2 am...ugly betty, america's next top model, pepper dennis and family forensics...sadly may not be watching as much television next week coz school's reopening next week...no more late sunday nights television...and i cannot watch famil forensics anymore...sob sob...

Ok, now i'll be uploading the pics...gtg...ooh, and there's a new shop called surfers paradise at white sands...will get things there someday, i'm sure...hahaha

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So i just got back from tuition...and its miss kang's last lesson with us...sob sob...learned about whatever graphs thingy...about complicated graphs i must say...and i think i can get a hang of it...and then went to the mall to buy food...went to popular firsto get get pens to finish up the homeworks...and then bought a combo 3 from long john silver's...funny thing is i got extra food...usually there would be 3 shrimps, 1 chicken and 1 fish and fries...this time i got a huge fish, 2 chickens, 3 shrimps and loads of fries...yippee...i think its a mistake on the cooks part...nevermind, one man;s mistake is another man's treasure...hahaha...and i was the lucky one this time...

So, then there was this fair in front of the mall...and they were selling stickers...i wanted to buy them, just to relieve my childhood onseesion...but then it would be impulse buying, and i am not an impulse buyer...thought about it though...i was a really crazy stickers fan in primary school...me and my older cousin who is not aged 18...we used to die die have to buy stickers...and i have about 8 albums...but i gave them all out to my younger cousins when i moved out...sad to part with them i know...lots of effort in collecting them...but now i do not think my cousins are taking care of the sticker albums...they just do nat have the passion and are quite sloppy...kids-as you can guess them to be...hais...

So and i guess the singapore customer service is not that bad, but not great either...they are just generally happy to leave you as you are...i think its a little bit late to comment, but when i was in australia, you could sense the warmth coming from the salesperson...its like they were sincere...and they were able to strike out a conversation and we are able to talk like old friends...and i especially love the service at harbourtown-gold coast, surfer's paradise and the queen street mall...and not to mention everywhere else...thoug not listen, they are heaps better than in singapore...and their salesperson are usually younger than those here, maybe they are working during summer vacation...and their jobs, even at clothes shop, seem fun and outgoing and everyone seems to have a ball of a time working..

And did anyone read the newpaper today...the age group of kids below the age of 10 having sex is getting higher each bloody day...its so disgusting...i may not be in a position to say they're bad coz i have flaws myself but they are all just a shame to the society...after they did it then they know its bad...can't you people think right before doing those stuff...and the people are all like malay, which is a high possiblity of being a muslim...ayoyoyo...

I may not do the things that i'm supposed to be doing...like i admit i'm not a pious muslim but they're just shamefully bad...at least i do not drink, i do not have tattoos, i do not smoke and i certainly do not have sex and also definately not in a gang...and blast me if you want to for writing about this but think about it, if i am bad(which i personally admit), then what are they???the spawn of the devil...

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I woke up pretty erly today since my mom woke me up...grrr...ut was around 8.20 am...i mean what the hell...i am like having headaches already because of my everchanging sleeping patterns...coz i am waking up at 8 am one day at then waking up at 2 pm the next day...i think i am gonna have a sore throat too...as a result of me liking to swallow ice cubes...its pretty difficult to swallow my own saliva...oh gosh...

And yesterday was quie crap on television...a movie on rats...which was quite fake...the rat was as big as a human...and was walking...movie was called "altered species"...and when there were lots of rats, it was so computerised cartoon rats...then you could even see strings when the rats were moving...so instead of being a horror movie, it ended up being a comedy...and channel 5 have been airing crap dramas and movies lately...specially on wednesday nights...first it was "mosquitoman", then "altered species", and next would be "swimming pool"...all b-grade movies...

And enough about all the television...i was watching the documentary "planet earth" and it was pretty cool...undersea creatures...truth be told, i do not like the ocean and i'm happy to stay on dry land...and they were showing all these odd looking creatures that irks me out...and i even had a nightmare about it...i dreamt that i was in the ocean and the rest was all super scary...hahaha, silly me...having a nightmare over what i watched on television...

And i'm pretty hungry...maybe i'll bake some hotdogs...seriously, my home is full of junk, processed food but no real food...and when i wanted to drink the hl milk, it had even solidified, thats just plain gross, even though the expiry date will be on the 30 june 2007...i mean ewww, thats just grossing me out...

I guess i'll go to metro tomorrow since i have spare cash...and also the $50 voucher...maybe i'll get a hirt...and i think i'll get long john silver's today after tuition coz its been at least 3 weeks since i last ate their food...so ok, i'll log out right now, so much have already been written down already...

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Okay, i have decided to change my blogskin...i think this is quite nice...it suits my taste...simple and calming...and its somewhat similar to the one before this...and also the one before it too...ok, i am rambling about stupid stuff...hahaha...

I am pretty much bored at home...nothing to do except homeworks...and i am finishing up on all my humanities homeworks...finally...and i am in need of severe starbucks...its been a few weeks since my last iced cafe mocha...and i also wanna try out their cakes and desserts...maybe tomorrow or friday...but there's tuition tomorrow...it will most likely be miss kang's last lesson...so die die must go...

And my cousin is gonna have a baby soon...the due date is in july...and she thinks its most likely goona be a boy...funny thing is there's no girls being born in the whole extended family...extinction of the girls population...hahaha...and she wants to name the baby kasreeal or something...like the amateur anugerah singer...so unoriginal...then she decided on muhd rayyan mikhail which i guess is better...okay, now why am i talking about babies and their supposed names???i don't really like crying babies...i wanna them to be cute and quiet...no buzzing to the ears please...

And i found out about the prospects of getting a degree from and overseas university from my cousin...its likely you will not get the desired job...i dunno how he knows but i soehow feels like that too though...and now my sister is chatting with me...i still am angry with her coz she's not getting me a new bag...i need another bag...a back pack to bring to school...i do not want to use the current quicksilver bag so much coz i wanna treasure it...and i hope i can get the adidas shoes...and my father is having a new fad, ogging...hahaha...

I think i'm gona stop rambling now...coz i wanna download more music...legally or illegally??? i dunno...ok then...stopping here...

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Pretty much alone at home...yippee...well was alone at home yesterday too...and i ordered pizza hut...there was an offer...2 pan pizza regular size for $19.90...and i bought hawaian pizza and pepperoni pizza...also bought party platter...altogether cost me $27.14...including gst...and i ate 2 slices each...and 1 small drumlet...the rest was left for my parents when they get home...see, i am not that selfish at times...and i paid it with my own money...and i was super hungry yesterday thats why i managed to eat 4 slices...coz i was lazy to go out to buy rice...hahaha...

So i woke up at 9 am today coz of the a.maths extra lessons...and i was 5 minutes late...the 291 bus was stopping at every traffic light...then saw shun zi cross the road and liu ting runnning under the rain...then got out my umbrella at the bus stop and theresa was walking past...she live so near yet she came late...and saw angeline and adeline outside level 2...they were waiting for here outside but she was already inside...hahaha...and adeline looked different without specs i cannot recognise her...and kent changed his specs...

So benjamin was absent, as usual-.- and mrs wee asked about him...so sat with farah and izzati...we finished quite early...1/2hr before it actually ends we were dismissed...and have tons and tons of more homework to do...and the english assignment was crap coz it still is not up yet...and we have to make 3 posts...a personal post of 300 words or more...and 2 other posts of comments on your friends article, 100 words or more each...and some people do not even know that we need a livejournal account to do the assignment...the instructions were not clearly read out and plus the setting up of account was quite tricky...

So farah's birthday is on the 19th...and since its a holiday, i'll just give her present when school reopens...and she's going to Kuala Lumpur on 20th june...and will not be coming for the chalet...and oh yes, the chalet has been finalised...its on the 20th june, at east coast beach...pit number 20c...are we gonna jump into the sea???i hope so too;) i wanna play with the water...

So i guess this is a long post, hahaha...been watching germany's next top model too, which i guess is better than america's next top model...they have 6 international destinations instead of 1 like america's next top model...guess they have a bigger budget...they even got to go to switzerland on their first photoshoot!!i mean like wow...and the show airs for 2 hours each episode...quite long i guess...and the judges are generally concerned of the people, and they are present at ever shoot...so long live GERMANY"S NEXT TOP MODEL...

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Okay so it has been a week since i blogged which was last sunday...well, a lot have happened since then but i just had no time to blog about it...welll probably also because there was no "i wanna blog about it" mood...hahaha...maybe this post will be a really long post...maybe only so people, brace yourself...

So on wednesday heard about news that jasmine seah had passed away...okay i'm a little late on this...may her soul rest in peace...well, couldn't believe it at first...i mean she of all people...primary 4 was when i was always talking to her...she sat in front of me so duhh...farhan smsed me in the morning saying that she passed on, after receiving an sms from iskandar...well, heard many versions of how she died...but one thing is for sure, she fell and died due to loss of blood...and i have no idea how she fell from her flat...

So enough about talking about death, i still managed to get out on wednesday...got out of the house at around 4.30 pm...met jessica, michelle, liyana and shuhadah to go to swensens...reuben aka mr ng was treating us...upload the pictures later...ate a lot...the main course and the dessert...ate this chicken something that was big...and ate "topless 5-the ice cream"...and i think overall it cost reuben $138...hahaha he was so gonna be broke...and we bought him a "i am a slow learner" t-shirt...iron isn't it coz he is so smart and going to london to study...

So then on thursday i had to go tuition...could not follow my mom to ikea to get stuff...she got lots of things with my father...a carpet, a red quilt or something and blabla...and i got to know that ms kang is gonna change tuition centre...sobsob...she's so nice...maybe we'll get another teacher...like her, i hope so...

And then yesterday was having a family feast...i mean like a real family feast...they were all cooking at a big stove...and i smell the nasi briyani from the ground floor and the house was at the 10th storey...there were prayer sessions and i ironically followed through with it...hahaha...i know i'm not some kind of praise to god kinda thing...i think the devil got to me...he managed to get into my brain...the food was super delicious...and i got home at around 12.30 am...

I am hoping to watch fantastic four...and i am a bit broke now...paid my handphone bills of $74...yeah, its bad...may not be using my handphone too often now...oh and yes, me and farhan is making a study group this holidays...he better help me with a.maths and i'll help him with combined humanities...

I think i am a TOP MODEL fanatic...i am practically watching each franchises...america's next top model...australia's next top model...canada's next top model...britain's next top model...omfg...oh and yes alice burdeu wins australia's next top model...pics of her coming up...and later compare it with america's next top model winner jaslene...australia's is so much better...gtg...bye

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So me and farhan went to watch pirates of the carribean: at world's end yesterday at century square...so we managed to get the 4 pm show...and the movie was actually quite long...about 2 and a half hours...i think farhan was late...yes he was late...and while i was waiting for him near samuel and kevin...i saw my older cousin...i was reading newspaper and he, from behind was like hello...what the hell...hahaha...

So we bought the large popcorn coz we know we cannot finish individual popcorns...but before the movie even started, we lost 1/4 of the popcorn because i knocked it over farhan...and we were laughing like crazy...then i had to go pee halfway through the film...hahaha...knocked over the popcorn again...and when i came back, i knocked it over again...so 3 times knocked over popcorn...hahaha...amusing is it???

Then we went to eat at food culture...same old thing...i ate the chicken chop fried rice...so then went to arcade...played a few rounds of nascars...then i do not want to waste more money, so went to popular...bought a stripes file...quite nice...then got home...

And when i got home i had a headache...i have sorethroat and a fever...and i am coughing like hell...going to the doctor later...aiyoyo, so troublesome...and my throat is hurting like hell...and me and farhan is doing a study group...he must help me with a.maths and i'll help him with combined humanities...

Oh, and we saw widad at popular...she's still as skinny but not to the bones type of skinny...and she has long hair...hahaha...

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