Thursay; 24 January 2007

I could not really cantain the nervousness of me getting the results and it really showed through...especially during the last period before the taking of the mother tongue results...i was quiet(which is so unlike me during malay classes), not smiling, just having a straight face...nabilah was all saying that i looked really scary...pardon me for my fucked up face...lalala...then we went to the hall-cum-canteen-cum-a pathetic place to receive your results...and the euphoria starts to kick in...people began crying...tears of happiness/tears of joy...tissues were being issued out...hugging, sobbing were aplenty...

The chinese people took the results first...and it was scary...i became more tense...i started to tear in my eyes only...then suddenly A1...woohoots...its like a sense of fucking relieve to see an A...otherwise it would be such a fucking failure to get a B result...coz i really want to get into junior college and the rest would be sorted out in the future...nabilah became nervous...coz the malay teachers were only expecting 5 distincions...and the class of SEC 4'o8 higher malay proved them wrong...we scored 8 distincions...that 88% A's...take that to all the fucking mother fucking teachers who said that Cikgu Lin was being too lenient on us...kiss our asses...

So met up with cikgu lin after the release...she was fucking excited and became a mad woman...she hugged nabilah and farah and pinched me and hisyam on the hands and it was fucking painful...and she did all that on the staircase so it was kinda dangerous...Pizzas to go all around for the reward...muahahaha...

An insignificant thing that happened today was also the playingo f Captain's ball in the heavy rain...only the sec 4's did that...the rest of the classes were all sheltered...what to expect, they are all juniors...and the teachers began joining us and there was fucking euphoria in the air...

Friday; 25 january 2008

Happy Sweet Sixteen to Izzati!!!

People are still upset with some of their results...some classes were canceled...bought izzati birthday presents after school...oh my god its like a gift basket...then even when there's no malay, cikgu lin opened the lab for us and everyone talked...about the results, about school...pizza was postponed coz it would be inappropriate to celebrate it too soon...

Saturday; 26 January 2008

Izzati's chalet...meeting up soon...What to wear???

A1 = no need to appeal
= no need to retake malay O-LEVELS
= 1 point secured
= continue higher malay

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Biology SPA was ok except for the ever disastrous peanut experiment to extract the oil...hahaha...i took sneak peeks at what jansen was doing...coz i was unsure...and i added too many drops of oil...and i spilled alcohol over my pants...but i like bcoz its so cooling if you know what i mean...and its so much better to have the whole bench to myself...i'm so greedy...

Anyways, ms low did not come for geography lesson today and i have no idea why...bcoz she's present at school and had many stories to tell during vl lessons..."i have a friend --"...she have a lot of social networking...and kelly and angeline and zuo yi and adeline and farah and izzati was talking about oral sex so loud that the whole class was listening to them talking...it was so damn hilarious...sex maniatic girls!!!danger alert.

3 tests next week on consecutive days...O-Levels results tomorrow...Izzati's birthday and friday...Izzati's chalet and saturday...omg...so stressed!!!anyways, came home with a foul mood...as in seriously stinking shitty kind of mood...my father got my cue and did not talk to me...hahaha...

So, i borrowed toto-chan book from serene...that book was like so primary six era but i had the urge to read it all over again...call me weird but thats what makes me me and thats what makes me different from you...a lil' bit philosophical here though...hahaha...

SCARED SHIT; NERVOUS!

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Oh how i wish life was all rainbows and butterflies and sunny skies all the way...no thunder and rain and lightnings and no bitching and gossiping and fighting...I wish everyone could just be friends like in kindergarten and hold hands and just be happy...

P.S: THAT WAS FAKE!

Okay i was just digging into the happenings that have happened in school in this very dramatic week in school, where the drama was like from a serial on television...and all the fakeness just start to ooze out of the sebaceous gland of an ugly pitted face of a bloody loser...the pitted face that no treatment could ever clear...the clogged up pores that no brush could ever clear up...not even the rough bristles of the toilet brush...and no amount of air-brushing could cover up the uglyness and fakeness that you potray...

So i have found out that biology is an important subject to know about pimples...guess someone took the wring subject and that'swhy the pitted face has still not cleared up...it takes 30 days for new skin to replace the old dead cells...so stop putting and thick slabs of powder to cover the oily face because the pores will clog up and the pimples will stay forever...thats a tip ms kum taught us during biology lesson...so there was no pun intended for anybody...

And its very surprising that barbaric and obnoxious people still exist in this civilised world of mine...so better block out all the nonsense because it gets me nowhere...hahaha...and hisyam's bulletin was really vulgar but oh so true...don't go crying to your mummy when you reach home...lol...

And next time, think before you tell anyone about what we talk about as a group...

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FUN + DRAMA = HIGH SCHOOL

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YOSHINOYA is nice!

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We've nicknames for people in class who depict a certain behaviour...it started out like eons ago but we figure that we have to use nicknames to talk bout some people because well, the wall have ear...and its those large dangling ears like "B_____"...no pun intended though...and "we" refers to farah, izzati and ME, MYSELF & I...how narcissitic can i be???

So anyways, thursday was the first day of my life that i did not on my laptop...because firstly, it was a very busy day for me...had the chemistry project after school until 4.30 pm...then i had to rush off to tuition for another 2 hours until 8 pm...and i was 1/2 hr late...and then had to study for e.maths test which occured about 18 hours ago...it was alright but i've lost 5 marks due to matrix...urggh, how dumb can i be for missing out on one element of the matrix...well, apparently, very dumb-ass-shit...its funny how i'm bashing myself after confessing that i'm narcissistic...

Seriously, some people are really funny...people cry because they lost a family member or because they break up with gf/bf...people do not be sad over the school bookshop not selling files...thats the saddest excuse ever seen in my entire life...and i dig that...

I think it is so stupid that higher malay students have to wait for 1 1/2 hrs for the next class to start...its seriously like a waste of precious time...and to put the cherry on top of the huge cake tpped offf with icing, we don't have a proper classroom..."THEY" mixed up the arrangement just so that we don't have a class...how demeaning is that???

And 1 more thing i find about NGEE ANN SECONDARY SCHOOL is that we're ver plastic people...i don't mind saying that because i'll be gone with the wind by then...and it concerns everybody...seriously, you have to get students to meet up to discuss what to say when "honourary people" form the MOE come to our school for autonomous recertification...but i don't fucking care...because what matters the most is that we retain the autonomous school so that i could fucking graduate with some honour from a top 30 neighbourhood school...

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Today was a long day but surprisingly, its not so hectic so there's still room to breath...most of the lessons after recess were in class so we don't have to go all over the school for lessons...so, the air-con in class started working already so that's 1 good thing...but the sad thing is i keep going to toilet to pee coz the air-con is directly above my head and its bloody freezing...but i also drank lots of water and my pee was transparent, so thats good according to ms kum...i get all exicited about urine foration because i can finally understand it in-depth...

Today's lessons were light as we did not really do much...except for e.maths and geography, we practically just went through what we did last year for biology and history...plus english was the vocabulastic games where we have to act out the vocab words...i did an impression of a cheeky old man and go 100 points...LOL...anyways, mr lim is getting married and we're invited to the day event...and he showed us this stand-up sketch comedy which i must say is pretty racist...

I went back to class after biology and carried books for 8 people...8 thick, heavy biology books plus some workbooks...it was a funny sight to behold actually...yong guang wanted to help but i have a feeling everything would topple down if i passed the books to him...hahaha...also it was raining heavily so stayed back a while to help bee cheng do the front notice board...we had to improvise a bit but i guess it turns out OK...quite nice lah actually...left the back board to be done..

Reached home around 5+...better get used to it since i'll be coming home at this time when february starts...i hate science experiments coz they're so troublesome to do...and ms kum's explanation of the SPA scared the hell out of me...anywyas, need to complete the namecard, geography ws, amaths qns and emaths hw by today...and hopefully, study for e.maths test on friday...so its a hectic schedule after school....

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Note to self: I must PERSEVERE!

Okay, its still 290+++ days away but i feel the heat of all of it...maybe i'll write the number of days left to the big "O" each time i blog...that would make the countdown less stressful as i will be anticipating it...I think this post should be done at the end of last year but i guess its not that late for a little reminiscence...

Year 2007 has been really havoc...and seriously, its just high school drama that really just happen at some point in time...and sec 3 is also the year when i have been knocked to my senses...i'm not the top of my game anymore and i need to buck up...like seriously do it or else all hell would break loose...there's so much i wanna do and improve on but i'm no child prodigy that can juggle everything oh so smoothly...

Hopefully, the light at the end of the tunnel would shine so brightly that i will get blinded by it...and i don't care how much it will hurt my eyes but i just wanna get to that fucking light and grab it...i feel like now we're somewhere in the 1st quarter of the tunnel and the light is just like a mouse hole at the end of it all...oooh, i am like really getting philosophical about it...

Anyways, i took some time to destress and watch a movie...a chick-flick to be exact...Bratz: The Movie is corny and cheesy and plastic that could just melt so easily...there's no food fight in high school anywhere except for maybe an unfortunate incident that happened last year...hahaha...soggy bread!!!but anyways, its so like immature on the part of the producers to create such a movie...

Gossip Girl is getting more steamy with each new episode...i'm no prude but it does get out of hand sometimes...urggh, and i also wanna watch "ATONEMENT"...it is such a beautiful movie...to all the history geeks and movie buffs out there, lets go watch atonement, and "CLOVERFIELD" as well...at least before the O-Levels sets it's foot upon us...

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It's no big a deal to be in SEC 4...contrary to past popular belief, being a sec 4 is no fun...with exams looming over your head and the pressure to do well, i can seriously say that it MAY not be the best time of my life...for one, i feel like i am in a pressure cooker being heated up day by day until the day someone opens the lid up to release all the air...its just theoritical thinking but still, the teachers just love to get the facts in our heads on the first day of school about the exams...

But whatever, i will definately not breeze past sec 4 but slacking...i am like in a gung-ho mood already...but only time will tell if my gung-ho-ness will last all the way until the last day of the BIG "O"...anyways, nothing much was done in school these 3 days of the first week of school...sitting plans remain quite the same except a few changes...

Tomorrow is when the real deal will start when the reality sets in...2 e.maths test coming up...and the fact that all the teachings are going down on us full force...plus all the presentations on the 3rd week of school...haiz, i must perseve...

I think the one way to de-stress is to cry...i only did it like last year during E-O-Y and it helped...but of course i don't do it everyday...it comes only in exceptional cases...okay, i have to stop thinking about things that will only occur in 300++ days time...i will just cherish this last year in school...

Anyways, i am in the mood for serious shopping for notebooks...i bought one already which i won't use coz it does not have lines but i bought it coz the cover was nice...i need to nuy something from PaperPeople to satisfy my craving...hahaha...

I know its also a bit late but just wanna wish a very Happy New Year!

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