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TOday was pretty much long day...started at 8 am for the 3D animation thingy...but we ended up starting an hour late because of technical difficulty...well, for the most part of it, it was slacking...mind you, it was nine hours of staring onto the computer and just doing the animation...

Anyways, it was not all work...we practically played games for about 2 or 3 hours of lesson...had breaks for like 2 and 1/2 hours and the rest was just listening and doing...and it was quite cool actually...ahaha...i am learning how to be a geek...and use animation...

And benjamin, kenny and the 2 cheryls were not present...but we had a ball of a time...pretty much slacking...and we played ice tower...i know it lame but its out of desperation...and my computer had no games so i had to install it by copying from tasha's computer and installing it to mine...and helped adeline and angeline to do it too...ended up competing against one another...hahaha

Was able to knock off early...and my mom is having the metro dinner and dance...how nice...at shangri-la hotel...no fair...

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Let me give a lowdown of what had happened like yesterday...was quite a hectic and tiring day...went to my aunt's house and there was a feast...super delicious food...so much better than the ones that my father cooks...duh...what do you expect...my aunt has her own food shop...of course her cooking have to be good...if not no business...hahaha...

So i was late coz i was on my laptop...and there was a wedding under my blog yesterday too and it was super noisy and irritating...and there were lots of mats and minah motor...and they come to a weding wearing singlets and tube tops...no respect is it?...hahaha...its not my problem that they want to bring shame to themselves...

When i reached there, they all started eating already...sob sob...never mind...then my little cousin had to be circumsized or "berkhatan"...super funny...and he was crying...hahaha...and my eldest cousin said must treat him like a king...what the fuck...whatever...oh and yah, the new lifts at my aunt's house that is being renovated can already be used...but with all the renovation going on, the neighbourhood looks kinda dead and sober...and dark...and it looks spooky...i like that kind of neighbourhood, but just not that scary feeling...i'd like that type of neighbourhood that's quiet and peaceful, much like the one i'm living i right now, but minus the scary stuff...

So me and my aunt went to marina to fetch my uncle who just knocked off from work...super nice sia the place...the one that replace clifford pier...the one in front of fullerton...its now way further up, nearer to the sea...further than the ir resorts...super nice...and dark...i like...got to see the singapore flyer too...so huge...i wanna go there...and the national day celebration on water...the stage looks a tiny weeny too small...and my aunt and her friends are renting the hotel behind the so called "stage on water"...its exactly behind, like a full, clear view...and they don't have to pay at all coz its their company that's paying for it...coz she's at an executive level, everything is like provided for her...no fair...

And i want to go on the december holiday again but damn extra classes, i have to miss my sister's graduation and my shopping spree...and i want my father to buy me the adidas shoe he promised...but there's a high possibility that he'll not get me those shoes coz i flung my exams...60% not that bad right???at least a B4-.-

And i' not a spoilt brat ok...i earn what i wanna buy...(:

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Well the results are back and its been the worst one that i have evr gotten...i only got like an average of 60% per paper...and that's like a B4...and i am warning you, this post will be super whiny...okay so on thursday we had the cleaning up of classrooms...and me, tasha and benjamin went wild throwing all the magazines in the big black plastic bag...and the whole cupboard was cleared...zuo yi, kelly and angeline had to bring it all down hahas...then kelly tricked mrs wee to release us early, saying that everyone have been dismissed...

Then on friday was meet the parents' session...me and my mom came at the nick of time...winnie was there before me and yan ting was after me...saw tasha at the staircase...and her father came with her...she looks like a chinese but her dad looks more like and arab...and she's going to europe this june holidays...its a few countries including PARIS...oh my god, that's so cool...the country of lovers...my cousin went there a few times coz she's a stewardess and she said wherever you go, you'll see couples...awww...isn't that sweet...

So then got the report book...my mom was not as pissed as i thought she would be...but my dad was like lecturing me...then he keeps comparing me with my sis...yawn...thats so backdated it does not have any impact on me anymore...what a #$@*...

So going to my aunt's place tomorrow coz there will be a celebration or a feast...and the new lifts at her house that stops at each level have already started and can be used...but its scary if i'm all alone in the lift coz her are there is haunted leh...don't believe me?...i also don't care...near yong guang's house...same street...

So i hope i can go out...i really wanna go to the PADANG to watch the singapore arts festival...hope i can make it...either today or tomorrow...

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Today was just like any other day...nothing "interesting" or "dramatic" really happened...did nothing much in school...well, most of the lessons were either playing card games, watching vcds or just lazing around...with the exception of chemistry and a.maths of course...

For the hml period...we were watching ghosts movies...it was nit as scary as the very first indonesian ghost story that cikgu lin showed us...that gave me the chills and a few sleepless nights of nightmares...generally indonesian films are scarier that malaysian films...but they both still scare the heck out of me...we were like watching ghost short stories...and when it came to the suspence/thriller/scary part...the projector screen just flipped up on t own...everyone was like so taken aback...of course, i shouted...so did shahirah and esrinda...it was like omfg...and shahirah was even shouting and standing and was kinda hyesterical...but it did give us a fright...

Then social studies was with mdm nura...watched "zathura"...it was a pretty heartwarming and nice story...and the little boy who played the main character was so cute...he looked ever so innocent...and at first, everyone was like giving the movie a miss coz we all thought that it was kinda childish...maybe probably that's what i thought...but everyone was like not paying attention to card games and instead, its like everyone was drawn to watch it...thing is, when i was in primary school, i wanted to watch more adult kinda movies that talks about life and death and not about space or cartoons...but as i'm like growing, its like i'm drawn back to watch these uber cute films...but now there is a balance between childhood films, teenage angst film and adult life film...if you were to ever figure out what i mean...

A.maths we had to study...because we are apparently 4 chapters behind schedule...oh my god...and we're gonna have holiday assignments as well as makeup lessons...and at least for today's lesson, i could totally understand it coz i was paying full attention...and we're having holiday assignments whereby we have to create it games based on mathematical formulas...-.-

English was just a continuation of the 2nd cd of zathura...there were a lot of pretty funny scenes here...chemistry was super fun today...for the whole 2 hours, we were doing experiments on tritration...and for the first time, i finished well ahead of time, had my readings taken, did the experiment as accurately as possible, and still have time to clean up...so chemistry was better than expected for today...pheww...and i was like so paying attention in class today:)

Talked to mr lim and alcie while waiting for the bus...apparently, mr lim had to settle some matters first...because he don't usually take 291...and we were all talking about grades and of course his class...he was saying that he had to swop his students' places coz the boys at the back were failing badly...and he wanted each of them to pair up with a girl...hahaha...

So was blogskin-hopping...found a few nice and appealing ones to me...but after trying them out, felt a bit out of place...so here i am stuck with this nice blogskin...thanks to sizzles...so got to go now...i need to do my homeworks and buck up on my studies...

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Okay, i will stress time and time again that i hate my parents, my father especially...he's such a dumbass...pardon my words but i have to vent this out here...coz its my blog...and say whatever you want bout me coz i don't care...call me ungrateful or what but my father is just a pain in the ass...complain about my results...what the hell...the exam is damn difficult right...i bet he'll get zero, zilch if he were to take the exam...why, because its difficult and he's stupid...and wth...come into my shoes and let's experience what i've been going through...why, scared is it...

Adults only know how to complain and talk...BLOODY BASTARDS...

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Omg...i am starting to love indonesian films...that was actually by chance that i got to watch this film called "catatan akhir sekolah"...super nice...super catchy...super funny...super heartwarming...a really great movie...and i am gonna watch more indonesian movies that are comng out on dvds soon...well, this movie is about friendship...hmmm...lazy to blog about other stuff...anyways...love this movie...

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1.WOULD YOU BE THE FIRST TO SAY SORRY IF YOU HAD A MISUNDERSTANDING WITH YOUR FRIENDS?

-depends On whO's in the wrOng...

2.WHAT KIND OF SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?

-cOttOn...

3. WOULD YOU KISS ANYONE ON YOUR FRIEND'S LIST?

-let's see...never...

4. HOW MANY IN YOUR FRIENDS LIST IS YOUR EX?

-i am like still pure Ok sO nO gf...muahaha...

5. HOW MANY PEOPLE ON YOUR LIST DO YOUKNOW IN REAL LIFE?

-99%...i dO nOt gO aOound adding everybOdy...

6. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT TO HAVE?

-kids are the mOst hOrrible beings to rule the planet...

7. DO YOU HAVE A GOOD RELATIONSHIP WITH YOUR FAMILY?

-nO...

8.ARE YOU IN LOVE?

-nO...basically by being 15, its nOt a priOrity...

9. WOULD YOU GO OUT WITH SOMEONE OF THE SAME SEX?

-is there any hanky-panky gOing On?

10. WHAT DID YOU DO ON YOUR LAST B-DAY?

-went tO eat and bOught a fOssil watch...

12. WHAT TIME DID YOU WAKE UP TODAY?

-5 am...

13. WHAT WERE YOU DOING AT MIDNIGHT THREE NIGHTS AGO?

-was watching american idOl...

14. DO YOU LIKE HAVING YOUR HAIR PULLED?

-nO:-)

15. NAME SOMETHING YOU CAN'T WAIT TO DO?

-graduate frOm schOOl and be gOne...

16. LAST TIME YOU SAW YOUR MOM?

-befOre schOOl -.-

17. WHAT IS ONE THING YOU WISH FOR?

-success...

18. IF YOU HAD 250,000 DOLLARS...WHAT WOULD YOU DO?

-migrate and never come back...

19. HOW LONG HAVE YOU BEEN AT YOUR CURRENT JOB?

-as a student, 12 years...

20. HAVE YOU EVER TALKED TO TOM?

-whO's tOm?

21. LAST THING YOU ATE?

-famOus amOs cOOkies...

23. WHATS YOUR FAVORITE MONTH?

-september...

24. YOUR LEAST FAVORITE MONTH?

-OctOber...

25. WHAT'S THE LAST PIECE OF CLOTHING YOU BORROWED FROM ANYONE?

-i dOn't bOrrOw stuff especially clOthings...

26. WHO IS GETTING ON YOUR NERVES RIGHT NOW?

-my dad -.-///

27. MOST VISITED WEBPAGE?

-yOutube...

28. LAST PERSON YOU TEXT MESSAGED?

-farah?

29. LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU SAD?

- :-(

30. DO YOU EASILY GET OVER A HEARTACHE?

-hOw dOes it feel to get it?

31. FAVORITE KIND OF DRINK?

-Oringina...

32. HAVE YOU BEEN TO EUROPE?

-i'd lOve tO...

33. IF SOMEONE YOU HATED DIED, WHAT WOULD YOU DO?

-cOngratulatiOns, let's celebrate(:

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Now, did not blog yesterday...yadeyadeyade...this is so because i slept...furthermore was abit shocked with my a.maths mark...i expected to fail...but at least 40 something...but i got 24...duh...i am stupid...at mathematics only...hahaha...

There was caning again just now during the first period...fighting between 2 sec 5 boys...nothing new for this year...as a result, we missed biology...and mr chua lecture us again and again...then there was grooming check...luckily i cut my hair...if not, surely ken booked...hahaha...

So my marks are not satisfactory at all...my average is like 58% only...thats bullshit...dow from 69% last year...i must work hard like hui hui and pei wen...and serene got highest for social studies and english composition qn 1...she gt 23/30...for qn 3, i got 21/30...thats the highest...yippee...congrats to serene as well as to me...muakaka...no shame...

Played uno in between lessons...and i'll be posting pics of my haircut later...what the hell...but ms kang said i looked cute:)muahaha...serious...and there's photo-taking for yearbook tomorrow...must bring tie...buying gifts tomorrow...and ms kang may be leaving the tuition centre...she's nie-certified and may be teaching at hwa chong jc...sob sob...i'm so sad...

Okay then uploading my pics today...then upload about america's next top model winner tomorrow...and i hate ghosts movies..byebye

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Got home at about 3 pm...bought mcchicken and apple pie from mcdonalds coz i know that there's no food at home...and i am really disappointed in my mid-year examinations results....gosh its difficult and yes i failed 1 of it...and i was so not expecting it...

Higher Malay
overall - 71%
paper 1 - 66/90
paper 2 - 75/110

English
comprehension - 20/25

Geography - 66/100

E.maths
overall - 59%
paper 1 - 29/60
paper 2 - 40/60

Chemistry
overall - 45/100
mcq - 16/30
section b & c - 29/70

I mean really what the hell...i really did not expect to fail chemistry...its one of my best subjects...i scored an A2 for ca1...and now its 5 grades down...to D7...of course i am so totally disappointed...duh...i'm just pissed with myself...

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It's the dreaded monday blues again...but at least, there's no school today...but school is like so gonna start tomorrow...oh no...can we have more holidays please...did not do anything much today...except for the fact that i have been watching youtube the whole day...been searching new videos...and found out about australia's next top model...it was so totally rawking cool...and the girls are so much better than america's next top model...they are all so much so like european high fashion ed couture supermodels...there was 1 who looks like mary kate & ashley olsen...and another one looked like kirsten dust except she had black hair...

Woke up early...i have been waking up early even if there's no school...i need my beauty sleep...on the laptop and was on the net the whole day...except for between 3 pm and 5 pm...was asleep...missed reruns of jack & bobby...which is fast becoming a cult favourite...one of the most intelligent, witty and excellent show there is out there...

There's so many things i need to do this week...and that is to get the bursary from metro for $500...i hope i can keep 1/5 of it...then i need to develop photos...and need to cut my hair-.-otherwise i'll get caught by discipline master...or mrs wee...its kinda in a mess but i like my hair even if it gets in the way most of the time...

School starts tomorrow and what better way to start the school day then sleep early the night before...there's no interesting shows today...and have been watching australia's next top model on youtube...i like...

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Today is what you can say mOthers' day...may the 13th...hahaha...a dreadful day isn't it...what to buy?what to give?how?...same here...did not buy anything for my mom...but instead, i bake her cookies before she went for work and then gave her a kiss...she ain't gonna get that kiss anymore...hahaha...my kiss is precious...blush!...but that's not without a catch...ask my mom to get my famous amos chocolate chip sookies...i know, i'm very bad...hahaha...

Today i was really pissed at my father...what the fucking hell...it was supposed to be a happy day...and he had to spoil my mood...well, he was so totally in my room for the whole day...coz he said he wanted to check my studies...and my books...wth...i was fucking pissed off...i was on the laptop which i immediately switch off...that's me...i hate when there's someone watching what i am doing...i just like to be alone at home...i do not mind if my dad ignores me coz i like it that way...i'd rather not talk...

So he was checking my books and sat on my bed even when there's a chair...then when he finished, he laid down...what the hell! its my bed...go sleep in your room...he messed up my bed...bitch...then i went to the living room and he continued being in my room...when i get out of my room, it means i'm pissed...my room is my sanctuary....

I guess i am so gonna change my bedsheet into a new one which my mom just bought so he WILL NOT be on my bed again...and i'll make sure i'll make my room in a way that it does not give my father a chance to come in...i am evil...

Then he ask if my sister sent me any email...i was like nooooooo...even if she does, why the hell must i tell him...and email that is written to me is supposedly to be read and known by me only...and i am still pissed off when i got to know that he's been reading the letters that my sis send for my birthday...mother fucking butch fuckers...who does he think he is?...apart from being my father...=.=

And i just wish that my dad can vanish for 1 whole day so i can get a peace of mind...maybe that day will come...maybe he's going with my mom to australia for my sister's graduation...and there is a high possibilty that i'll not be going...and i'm sad about that...i wanna shop at harbourtown and queen street mall and myer centre...i wanna go...but maybe i can't...coz there is the stupid extra 3 weeks of school for sec 3 students during december holidays for preparing us for o-levels...oh no...i'm down...and if i can't go, at least i'll have the house all by myself for 3 whole weeks(:

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Woke up like really early this morning...at around 8.30 am...maybe that is because my mom was in my room to cover me up with the blanket...then of course i woke up with a bad mood...do not disturb me when i'm sleeping...i can feel it...so luckily she went to work straight after that...and i'm all alone at home...yeah...but i am like so really hungry...damn...my dad did not leave me any money to buy lunch...damn...

Managed to watch america's next top model...finale is like so next week...winner get a contract with "easy, breezy, beautiful, COVERGIRL"...hahaha...and so i'm really looking forward to that...there is so much more drama this season...but its for good television...and maybe will be posting videos of the final runway walk for each season...pity nabilah, she have been trying to find the antm episodes but cannot find it...hahaha...

And i'm thinking of buying the abercrombie & fitch shirts and the new Zen Stone mP 3gosh, i better save more money...and i am now really scared of the mid-year results...and oh ya, my mom made a lame joke this morning...she told me to wake up to study=.=...what the hell...

So i am gonna cook something up right now or i'll die of starvation...maybe maggi mee...hahaha...lolz...damn i'm hungry...and i wanna lots of things...

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It was pretty bad today...my mom was like really mad at me coz i on the laptop really early in the morning to download the photoshop...but heck care whatever...and thanks to grace, i got to know how to use it...i'd be lost if i were to do it myself...so since i was fed up with my mom, i went straight to sleep again after watching "picket fences" which is after "martha"...but before that watched "cheerleader nation" and "travel asia"...slept for 1 hour...missed "invasion"...watched "jack and bobby" reruns...missed that showalready...it's been canceled after a season...watched "yes dear"...fell asleep while watching "ellen"...then woke up at around 8 pm...mom blabbered coz did not switch off tv...hate it when she's home...its like i'm a prisoner in my own room...coz she's very particular...

Tried the photoshop 7...my skills are really bad...have to brush it up...hahaha...and 3 more days left till school starts...and chernd jye's and nabilah's birthday are on the 19th...what to get for them huh???

Since i have nothing better to do, i'd be watching "supernatural" and "survivor: fiji"...will be rotting in my bed...and my mom will be working tomorrow..wOOhOOts...i'll be free...and i wanna rent dvds...and...Happy Birthday Fatin...you turn 15 today...just 1 more year less in your lifetime...hahaha...

*Note to self: Yeah, saved $20...

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There will be like 5 days of rest for me...woohoots...finally i get to take a well deserved rest...and i certainly paid my dues...woke up at 4 pm just now...that was just like 2 hours before my tuition...but i slep really early yesterday, at 11 pm...wah, i know i sleep like a pig...hahaha

Had the tuition just now...got released early coz the work we finished early...furthermore it was congruence and similarity and we learned it all already...so were released 30 minutes early...then went to polar puffs and lng johns silver...thinking of buying my mom a cake for mothers' day...i dunno...and my mom has her off days today and tomorrow...

Lakisha is out of american idol and nothing much to commend coz i was awake for so little time so nothing really happened...and the final 3 for america's next top model season 8 is jaslene, renee and natasha...finale is next week...yeah...and i wanna watch spidey 3...

And good luck to grace and nabilah for their npcc dryshoots competition tomorrow...and grace is helping me customize a blogskin...yeah...muacks...

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WOOhOOts people...the exams are officially over...those days of revising and memorising and kiasu-ness are all over...well, not until the next exams come along...but let's stop for a minute and savour the moment...its over...so there were 4 papers this week and they're all done...i do not think i'll get A for combined humanities...

We had the remaining of exams in class coz the problem that caused the power failure on monday was apparently one of the air-conditioner that occured in the hall...but it makes no difference coz our class have aircon too...pity other classes...it must be sweltering hot when they did their exams...

I feel that the e.maths paper was quite easy...may get a B...so cross your fingers...and i only knew how to do the gradient 5 minutes before exams as benjamin explained to me on the way to class...hahaha...it was totally uncalled for...like everyone was in a panic thinking the papaer wuld be difficult...

Had the geography paper today...our class is the only class whereby 39 out of 42 students take pure geography...and we form the longest line...even with 4 classes combined(3r4,3r5,3r6,3r7), they still cannot match up to our class...it just shows that ehm ehm...the geography paper was so confusing...there is one question that requires the same answer...and i was like oh no...coz its unlikely but it happened...

Will be renting dvds tomorrow but for now, i'll be on my laptop and will be sleeping for the whole day too...hehehe...and too bad for benjamin...need to come back to school on friday for mother tongue listening comprehension for 30 mins...hahaha...

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Lets just say that today was unlike any other day when we have examination...well, firstly, we started our biology paper after the break 50 minutes late...yes, 50 minutes late...but before that we had the elective history paper that was not so good but not so bad...and the thing about the break was the canteen had a black-out...and then the school hall had it to...and then we had to wait and wait...and it was stuffy...

Then, when the power went back on, it was gone again after 5 minutes...we thought they will be going to postpone the paper...but no, they sent us to classrooms...even when the power start again, we were already lining up...had 2ci classroom...have aircon...yippee....so it's not as stuffy as it can be, especially during the afternoo...ended up finishing the paper at 1.50 pm...

Now, let's see...i have 2 more papers to go and then i'll be save from the evil hands of examination...wahahahaha...but until then, its revision all the way...and i'll be uploading the movies that i'll be renting to kill my free time coz i'll not be going to school from thursday to monday...they have art paper on thursday...mother tongue paper 3 for 30 mins on friday...that is so stupid...and monday is a school holiday "day of celebration"...

And lee chuang is back in school after her chicken pox...hahaha...people get it in primary school, she get in in secondary school...hehehe

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Have not been updating for the past 2 days coz i was really lazy to type...and furthermore there was nothing that was really interesting that happened...coz was at home and did not go out...so went blog-hopping...and have been listening to fm static...shahirah introduced to me...i am really slow in listening to bands...hahaha...

So, been studying hard the past few days...well maybe just yesteray coz i probably just laze around sleeping on friday...i am convicted and guilty of that...hehehe...and did history notes on adolf hitler and the nazis yesterday too...manage to memorise...but i still have a hard time understanding stalin...maybe i'll get it by today...and better start revising geography and biology too...going through e.maths tomorrow...hope all goes well...

And i think i managed a feat yesterday...i studied from 12 pm straight till 8 pm...that is like 8 hours straight...and that is the first time that i studied without a break...and i mangaed to concentrate...and my mom still have the cheek to say..."finish studying already? so fast"...what the fucking hell...she came home at around 5 pm from work and can still bloody hell say i study for such a short period of time...=.=...

And i have been waking up super early this past few non-school days...kept waking up at 8 am...then i switch on the laptop...and then study...and no tv...maybe i'll watch tv at 3 pm today and then continue to study...so got to go...back to the dreaded revision:D

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Wow, it's my second post for the day and i just cannot resist blogging about what happened to me...so i went to tuition and was 5 minutes late...but no one was around...so luckily i did not miss anything...ms kang came in just after me...then she go look for jerrel and christopher outside...hahaha...

Then yixian and daniel was like suoer late...they arrived separately but were 1 hour late...and cheeky jerrel asked, we start our class at 6 or 7...then everyone laugh=.=i know you might be thinking...then i was eavesdropping what faris was talking...actually it was not eavesdropping coz he was talking super loud in front of me and the whole class can hear...jerrel started it all by saying he wanted and older brother...then faris was like, i do not like my brother...he's in jail and he's sick and he's a drug addict...so instead of concentrating on maths, i was listening to them talk...i know...naughty me...

Then after class went to 7-eleven to buy milo freeze...but it was still in liquid form and it just sprayed out...and it hit me a bit...rrrr...and it was cold...and i cannot believe i spent $9.50 on 3 magazines today...hot, teens and teenage...though i promised not to buy teenns and teenage, hilary duff and avril lavigne was on the cover...wink wink...omg...i love them so much...and i ended up of only saving $15 this week...damn...and i am watching america's next top model cycle 8 on youtube now...super fast...it showed on US only yesterday...woohoots...

Note to self: save $20 a week

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I do miss the times when i got A's...coz its so bloody damn difficult to get it unless you're a solar-powered battery whose brains work all the time in the presence of sunlight...i just have this god damn feeling that i am failing in all my subjects...i just feel i won't have any A's for this exam...its just so difficult...

The chemistry paper today was difficult...and i am sure i have secured an A...i studied and concentrated on salts but most that came up were about acids and bases...but luckily i had some prior knowledge and paid attention during class...and i did study ok...and a.maths was a total failure/downfall/murder coz half of the paper was difficult for me i can say...and i totaly felt blank when it comes to logarithms...even though i studied like super hard till i was crying blood...then i just hope i can pass...maybe 60 marks...i dunno...and i don't wanna keep failing and failing...it's just not a great feeling...

So i was like omg omg during the paper...and frankly, i've given up on the sec 3 subjects already...with the burden on top of my head and my shoulders, i am sinking each day...and i don't know why my parents expect A's from me...hello, i am so not smart...maybe i was doing alright in primary school but i'm like in secondary school right now...times have changed...and i am dying studying...

I feel you guys just want me to get an A just for the sake of getting it...yeah i know its for my future but i just do not get it...its always my failed subjects that is usually brought up in conversations...what about my A's???what abot my history marks???what about my tests that i did well???well, maybe you're too busy working you forgotten about the little success that i had... and the hours of my studying time...like the 5 hours straight every weekend...and my tuition hours...and all those bloody times i have to endure your lectures...

I HAVE GROWN TO DISDAIN YOU GUYS
and i can't wait to go to university coz i know i will
and being millions of miles from you guys

Note to self: I AM FALLING FROM GRACE, MY GRACE

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Okay so i am home early...had the 2 papers today...and i hope i can really pass the e.maths paper this time around...i think i did well for the first 10 questions...then i was unsure about the triangles part...so that was when the trouble begins...i hope i can get at least 35...since the paper is over 60...maybe...and i felt surprisingly calm when taking the paper...

And then for social studies, i just feel that the time given is insufficient...and i completely misjudged the duration...we started at around 10.30 and was supposed to end at 12.03 pm...stupid me ithought the paper end at 12.15 and i was writing ever so slowly...when i was at my 3rd source-based, then it only dawned on me that i made a grave mistake...i think the essay question 1 first then the sbq and then only essay question 2...yup i know, its complicated...

And my mood was already down when i came to school...the bus driver in the morning was so annoying...he asked people to sit down for "safety" reasons even if they do not want to...then there is this girl who stood and he actually lectured her...like if an accident it to occur or bloody helll...hello, we thank you for your concern but no need to go overboard...then there is this another girl with a scary looking botoxed face with big hair and shaven eyebrows that are drawn with brown pencil...and she had piercing on her mouth...seriously it was disgusting and scary at the same time...

And when going back, the bus driver was like going super fast amd when he brakes, only god knows what happens...yah, wth, i am bitching about bus drivers...oh, i totally ofrgot that i am on my laptop to check the answers for a.maths revision ws...so i guess bye bye...

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So there's no school today and i am here blogging and rotting away at home...its not like i want to go out but i'm bored...there's e.maths paper 1 and social studies exams tomorrow...not looking forward to both these papers...for social studies, i'm afraid i can't remember the facts and for not having enough tie and for e.maths, its about just not looking forward to it...i know...I SUCK AT MATHS...

So, did not wake up at 9 am as i had planned to...instead i woke up at 11 am...thats 2 hours of wasted revision time...have gone through e.maths questions which i am unsure of for the last 2 and a half hour...but i am still not confident of doing well...let's see, when have i done well for my mathematics paper?well, zilch...none...

And will be memorising social studies in like 1 hour...hope i can cramp it all in...and hope i do really well...maybe some spark out there will help me answer straight to the point and not beat about the bush...i really need to do well for as many subjects as i possibly can coz maybe there's no hope of me of even doing well for my maths paper...and mr lai said that i have a "mental block" of doing well in mathematics...well, how could you not, after being traumatised by the falling mathematics grades of yours...i am so gonna die...

Maybe if there is more time today, i'll revise chemistry and a.maths too...i just want all this crap and bullshit stuff to end...but i also want to do well...if not my father will nag and nag at me...and his naggings can kill...seriously, he can go on and on non-stop...you just want to tape his mouth shut with a superglue so it will not open again...

Oh and yah...today is the 1st of may...Happy Birthday HUI HUI and HAN XIANG...you guys turn 15 today...woohoots...

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